After I Flopped on My Crush

Percy bit the tip of his tongue, the pain woke him up a little.

He simply didn't understand what Qi Xun was thinking. He thought that his research on Qi Xun was close to full marks, but he still couldn't keep up with Qi Xun's brain circuit.

He looked at Qi Xun full of confusion, his eyes were round and round, like a cat with fried fur.

Qi Xun looked a little funny, the corners of his lips curled up.

Bossy stopped coughing, and he scratched the edge of the table a few times with his fingers, knowing that the possibility was very slim, but he was still cautious, and asked Qi Xun with one out of ten thousand expectations: "Why do you say you want to talk to me?" I'm dating... Do you sympathize with me, or do you like me a little?"

He asked the last three words very lightly, like the heat on a coffee cup, melting lightly into the winter air.

He knew in his heart that the possibility was extremely low, but the moment he asked the question, his heart still beat twice happily.

What if...

People always have unrealistic fantasies.

But Qi Xun was as honest as ever.

He said, "It's not sympathy, but it's not like liking either. Percy, I don't want to lie to you."

The pink bubble in Percy's mind shattered.

He gave a dry "Oh" and looked at Qi Xun awkwardly, "Why is that? You don't want to lose me as a friend?"

If this is the case, he should be proud, which shows that he is quite important in Qi Xun's heart.

Qi Xun said: "I think we can try to fall in love. After today, it's hard for us to be friends anymore. Why don't you consider changing our relationship. You like me, and I know you very well. Compared with going to a stranger It’s much better for us to be together after getting in touch with each other. In the past few years, my parents have arranged blind dates for me frequently, but I didn’t go to see them because I hate wasting time.”

"But if it's you, I think it's acceptable."

Because of this last sentence, Percy's heart beat faster and faster for nothing.

He has been friends with Qi Xun for so many years, and of course he knew that Qi Xun came out of the closet at university. Although same-sex marriage is now legal, it is not the mainstream of society after all. It took a long time for the family to agree.

After Qi Xun's parents figured it out, they immediately began to worry about their son's marriage like all parents in the world. After Qi Xun graduated from university, they actively arranged blind dates and did not allow him to escape the sanction of marriage just because of his sexual orientation. .

It's just that Qi Xun hardly agreed.

Percy easily understood what Qi Xun meant.

He and Qi Xun are right in the same family, their looks and personalities are not bad, and they know each other well. Qi Xun is probably annoyed by his family's urge to get married. He happened to find that this weed on the edge of his nest had unreasonable thoughts about him, so he wanted to catch him and cultivate him. try.

Anyway, it's all blind dates, and there's a big difference between being with a stranger or being with him as a friend.

Qi Xun looked at Bo Xi frankly: "If you want, we can date first, and if we get along well, we can also consider getting married."

Although he was mentally prepared for what Qi Xun would say, Bo Xi was still a little dizzy from the shock, and his palms were sweating.

He is still wondering whether Qi Xun will develop a heart for him, Qi Xun can consider getting married?

Those who didn't know thought that Qi Xun was in a hurry to chase him?

He looked at Qi Xun a little foolishly, thinking that he was like a poison with icing sugar, but also like a magnificent and intoxicated dream.

If another person makes such a request, he must think that person has lost his mind and is crazy. Is dating such a casual thing? Can it be established only if one side likes it and the other side doesn't hate it?

What if you regret it after talking for two days?

But the person who said this was Qi Xun.

It was Qi Xun, whom he had been secretly in love with for a long time, and whom he missed day and night.

Percy swallowed hopelessly, like a rabbit hanging by a carrot, hesitating whether to eat or not.

Think about it carefully, if he really associates with Qi Xun, the one who suffers will be Qi Xun instead.

After all, he is the one who has a crush on it.

The two of them tried to fall in love, and if they succeeded, it would be God's eyes, and the marriage was given by God. Once he turned over and sang, the bitter secret love in the past would be wiped out.

And even if he didn't succeed, he was just beaten back to his original form and accepted his original ending.

Bossy pursed her lips, looking at Qi Xun's deep-lined face in the morning light, she was so bewitched that she almost blurted out the word "good".

But before he could speak, Qi Xun added another sentence: "You don't need to answer me in a hurry, you can think about it for two days."

This sentence can easily give people an illusion, as if Percy is the one who took the initiative.

But he knew it was just Qi Xun's calm and caring, he nodded along with Qi Xun's words.

"Okay, I, I'll think about it again."

He thought that they should give each other time to think about it, maybe after Qi Xun woke up, he suddenly regretted it and didn't want to try it with him.

Bo Xi didn't stay at Qi Xun's house for too long.

This morning's experience can be called fantasy for him, although Qi Xun looks like everything is normal, but he is like a fugitive criminal, wishing to escape from the crime scene as soon as possible.

Qi Xun's house didn't have clothes that fit his size, but luckily there was a business district nearby, and after the secretary bought the clothes and delivered them, Percy couldn't wait to say goodbye.

Qi Xun didn't insist on keeping him, knowing that he needed some time to think.

When they came back yesterday, they drove Percy's car, but Percy's physical condition today is obviously not suitable for driving home by herself.

Qi Xun picked another off-road vehicle in the garage, and said to Percy: "I'll take you back first, and I'll let my assistant drive your car to your home."

Percy buckled her seat belt, nodded indiscriminately and said yes.

He didn't know why Qi Xun could do it so naturally, but he didn't have Qi Xun's skill anyway.

He pretended to sleep as soon as he got in the car.

After more than half an hour, Bo Xi felt Qi Xun touch his hand, "Wake up, get out of the car."

Percy opened his eyes and got out of the car in a daze, only to find that it was not his home but the hospital in front of him.

He looked at Qi Xun inexplicably.

Qi Xun locked the car and pulled him forward, "I didn't take safety measures yesterday, it may have hurt you, so I made an appointment with a doctor to check you up."

Percy blushed all of a sudden to the base of her ears, and almost burst into smoke.

He had received enough lightning strikes this morning.

He tried to break free from Qi Xun's grasp, but didn't cooperate very much, "I'm fine, I don't need to be so nervous, I don't need to check..."

Qi Xun turned his head and glanced at him, his eyes were serious and serious, without anger, he said, "You must go, you don't want to be sent here after you have a fever."

Percy became wilted again after seeing him, and stopped struggling, and followed obediently forward.

The examination process was a little better than Bo Xi thought, this is a private hospital, the director is someone Qi Xun knows, and the doctor is also old, very kind, and calm about these things about young people.

Qi Xun accompanied Percy the whole time, almost answering questions on behalf of Percy.

The doctor glanced at the two of them a few times, probably mistaking them for a young couple, and teased Percy with a smile, "Young man, don't be shy, your boyfriend treats you pretty well."

Percy twitched the corners of her mouth, but couldn't tell what it was like.

Qi Xun is such a contradictory character. He obviously has a cold and alienated personality, but he is paradoxically meticulous and patient. He also has a strong sense of responsibility and will never evade anything.

Just like now, Qi Xun doesn't like him, but Qi Xun feels that all this is his own responsibility now, so he will definitely take care of him and be responsible to him.

Just now Qi Xun proposed a relationship with him.

But if he is more aggressive and directly asks Qi Xun to marry him by taking advantage of the situation, maybe Qi Xun will really agree.

Bossy looked at Qi Xun's side face, liked him but also felt a little depressed.

It was this kind of contrasting tenderness that had firmly captivated him for six years.

After the examination, the doctor said that the problem was not serious, and prescribed a few ointments for Percy to remember to apply.

After leaving the hospital, Qi Xun sent Bo Xi back home.

But the address he gave was not the apartment where Percy lived alone, but the villa of Percy's parents, not far from Qi Xun's parents' home.

Percy didn't object either.

After graduating, he bought a high-rise apartment alone, but he also went home to live in it from time to time, and the time spent on both sides was basically the same.

At the door of the house, you can see the hibiscus in his yard from a distance, hanging on the branches in bright colors.

Qi Xun didn't go in, and stopped the car at a distance from the gate, Percy put her hand on the car door, and looked back at Qi Xun.

Qi Xun also looked at him.

The space in the car is narrow, Qi Xun's eyes are dark and bright, like a deep spring, reflecting Percy's shadow.

The atmosphere became ambiguous for no reason.

Percy lowered his head and rubbed his palms on his pants in a daze. Although he didn't remember what happened last night, there seemed to be some fragments left in his mind. He vaguely remembered the kiss that Qi Xun placed on his lips, which made him Pressed on the bed and not allowed to escape.

He coughed, his face was burning in panic, and he was preparing to run away non-stop.But just as he opened the car door with his hand, he heard Qi Xun ask: "Can I ask you a question?"

He stopped again, turned to look at Qi Xun, "What's the problem?"

Qi Xun turned his head slightly, "You said you liked me since high school, but I thought about it for a long time, we probably didn't have much contact in high school. How could you like me?"

Qi Xun is seriously asking this question.

He is not a curious person, and there are as many people who like him as a crucian carp in a river, and there are only a few reasons, and he has no intention of exploring.

But Percy seems to be different.

He was two years behind Percy, and the high school was in a different school, so he couldn't remember from the beginning to the end, what kind of role he played in Percy's high school career.

But Percy's tears that fell on his neck yesterday were so hot that he couldn't avoid them as if nothing had happened after waking up from a hangover.

He was pretty sure Percy really liked him.

Percy didn't expect him to ask this, and stood there for a long time without saying a word.

Why did you like Qi Xun in the first place?

In the past six years, this issue seems to have become less important.

But he still remembers the beginning of everything very clearly, remembering how Qi Xun looked at him under the street lamp on a winter night six years ago.

He didn't really want to answer the question.

Probably because he was silent for too long, Qi Xun didn't ask any more questions.

"It's okay if you don't want to say it, you go back and remember to rest."

Percy followed the steps, "Then, then I'll go first."

He waved at Qi Xun indiscriminately, opened the car door and left.

When he entered the house, the gardener was pruning the lush vegetation in the yard. His parents were not there, and he must have gone to work. Only his sister was sitting in the living room, holding an ipad and looking at something.

His younger sister is called Bo Ruo, she is a twin with him, except for her appearance, she has almost no similarity, just like Qi Xun, she has been outstanding in everything since she was a child, and her personality is also strong.

Although the two brothers and sisters have different tempers, they have been close since childhood.

Bo Ruo was quite happy to see him come back, but when Bo Xi approached, she asked strangely, "Why are you looking a little pale today, did you stay up late yesterday and work overtime?"

Of course Percy couldn't tell the truth, so she made a few perfunctory remarks before slipping upstairs.