After I Flopped on My Crush

Percy lay in the room for a whole day, with the excuse that she didn't sleep well, and even asked her aunt to bring her lunch to the room.

He doesn't really want to think about Qi Xun's affairs, too many things happened yesterday and today, the memory of his brain is no longer enough.

But even though he was sitting on the carpet watching TV, he still couldn't get Qi Xun out of his mind.

There was a lackluster idol drama on TV, and the young and beautiful male and female protagonists met in college, arguing about whether you love me or not.

And Percy looked at the camphor tree outside his window through the floor-to-ceiling windows.

This camphor tree was transplanted when he was in high school. Six years later, the tree has grown tall, graceful and verdant all year round.

He remembered the question Qi Xun asked this morning when he sent him back, asking him why he liked him.

Just like what Qi Xun said, he and Qi Xun obviously had nothing to do with each other in high school. When he was in the second year of high school, Qi Xun was already in his freshman year, and the two of them seemed to be at odds.

But young people's liking is often unreasonable, sometimes all it takes is a look, a handshake, or even a joke.

He didn't answer at that time, not because he felt ashamed to speak out, he just thought that Qi Xun should have forgotten about it, and there was no need to say it.

Now he is sitting cross-legged on the carpet, and on the bookshelf opposite is his graduation photo of his third year of high school, and the memory is flooding back like a flood.

He fell in love with Qi Xun, it was in the winter of his third year of high school, during the winter vacation, there were only seven or eight days left before the Spring Festival.

He was in the period of rebellion at that time, and he had a heated argument with his parents about what major to apply for university. Once the war escalated, he simply slammed the door and went out in a fit of anger.

He was suffocated and walked along the street for a long time. When he stopped, he realized that he had strayed from the road and walked near a park far away from his home.

It was very late, and there was no one around here, only the street lights were still on.

He sat on the bench in the square for a while, the weather was cold, he ran out wearing only a sweater, not long after he felt numb in his hands and feet, got up and went to the vending machine next to him to buy a cup of hot coffee for himself, but he was dumbfounded when he touched his trouser pocket up.

He forgot to bring his mobile phone and change, and only the key and a piece of chocolate were found in his pockets.

He stared at the vending machine, didn't know what to do, there was no one around now, but he didn't have the ability to conjure a mobile phone out of thin air, so he could only be frozen and stamped on the spot.

When he was debating whether to go to send Xiaoliang Song, a slender white hand stretched out beside him, holding the mobile phone, and with a beep, he scanned the QR code to pay.

He turned his head and saw a chiseled face, young and handsome, with a sense of alienation in the corners of the eyes and brows, looking down at him from above.

It's Qi Xun.

At that time, he was not familiar with Qi Xun, but it was not that he didn't know each other. On New Year's Day, his parents even attended the party held by Qi's family.

Qi Xun took out two cans of hot cocoa from under the vending machine, and stuffed one into his hand.

He held the drink, looked at Qi Xun stupidly, didn't know how to react for a moment, and after a while, he opened the can clumsily and took a sip.

"Thank you." He said to Qi Xun

Qi Xun took the cocoa but was not in a hurry to drink it. He looked up and down and asked, "You are a child of the Bai family, why are you here alone?"

Percy was stunned for a moment, of course he wouldn't say that he ran out after arguing with his parents, it would be embarrassing to hear that.

But he wouldn't lie either, he hesitated and said: "I'm going out for a walk, and I'll sit here for a while."

This is a lie, especially when he lowered his head and stammered.Fortunately, Qi Xun didn't ask further questions, he didn't know whether to believe it or not.

He asked Qi Xun, "Why are you here?"

"I just came from a friend's house who lives around here."

Qi Xun drank the can of hot cocoa in a few sips, threw it into the trash can, sat down beside him, and asked, "Do you mind if I sit here for a while?"

Percy shook her head.

This square is not opened by his family, of course anyone can sit there.

The two sat quietly at both ends of the bench, without disturbing each other, and Qi Xun didn't talk to him, just swiped his phone with his head down.

His side profile is very good-looking, with long eyelashes, just sitting there without saying a word, it is like a landscape painting.

Percy was a little uncomfortable at first, but then he felt that it was good to have someone beside him. It was already past eleven o'clock in the evening, and there was no sound and darkness everywhere. He was actually a little scared sitting alone.

Although Qi Xun looks thin, he knows that Qi Xun is proficient in all sports and boxing, which makes people feel safe.

He drank hot cocoa, lowered his head and thought about his own affairs, the major he wanted to apply for, his last mock exam results, and his parents who said yesterday that they were free to take him and his sister to travel.

His relationship with his parents is actually not bad, and his parents are not really unreasonable.

After thinking about it, he lost his anger a little bit, and began to regret that he ran out like this.

And when he was wondering whether he should go back, he heard Qi Xun next to him ask him abruptly: "Are you calmed down now, do you want me to take you home?"

Percy was taken aback for a moment, but when he realized it, his face burned a little, knowing that his clumsy lie just now had been exposed long ago.

Qi Xun could tell at a glance that he was having trouble with his family.

He was a little ashamed, just about to insist that he didn't need it, but there was an extra piece of clothing on his body.

Qi Xun took off his coat and put it on for him.

"Put it on, your hands are red from the cold, you will catch a cold if you stay any longer." Qi Xun said lightly.

Bo Xi's words were interrupted all of a sudden, and she looked at Qi Xun who stood up stupidly.

Under the street lamp, Qi Xun's figure was extraordinarily tall, and he didn't know if it was because of the moonlight and the light of the street lamp that made him look a lot gentler, but he actually felt that Qi Xun's eyes were very gentle.

"Go home, it's too late, it's not safe for you to be outside alone, I'll see you off," Qi Xun said.

Percy was wrapped in Qi Xun's coat, and smelled a very light scent of bergamot.

He and Qi Xun looked at each other for a few seconds, and finally stood up obediently.

He later found out that he was short at that time, and Qi Xun misremembered his age and took him as fifteen or sixteen years old, so he was so devoted to him.

But he didn't know it at the time.

He was taken home by Qi Xun by taxi, and the two of them didn't say anything along the way. When the car arrived at his door, Qi Xun didn't go in, and stood outside the garden to say goodbye to him.

He was a little embarrassed, wanted to say something but didn't know how to say it, so he just returned the coat to Qi Xun.

He honestly thanked Qi Xun: "Thank you for sending me back."

Qi Xun hugged his coat, as if he didn't expect him to thank him, he smiled, his expression softened a lot.

Qi Xun rubbed his head, with a teasing look in his eyes, "No thanks, even if you want to run away from home next time, at least remember to bring your mobile phone."

The 20-year-old Qi Xun, compared to the seriousness and restraint in the future, has a little more youthful flamboyance, and he looks very handsome when he smiles.

Percy's heart was moved by this fleeting smile.

Even though Qi Xun had already left, he still stared blankly at Qi Xun's back, thinking that Qi Xun was extremely handsome.

It was at that moment that he fell in love with Qi Xun.

No reason, no warning.

Later, he sneaked to Qi Xun's university with his hair, mixed with a bunch of college students, watched Qi Xun lead the debate team, and was delirious by Qi Xun in a suit. A university, and then stood upright in front of Qi Xun to pursue him.

Later, he did get his wish and became Qi Xun's junior, but he experienced great joy and great sorrow on the first day of entering the school.

The good news is that Qi Xun does like men.

The bad news is that Qi Xun already has a boyfriend.

Bo Xi's memories stop here urgently, he doesn't really want to recall Qi Xun's first love.

At the beginning, it was because Qi Xun had a partner that his ambition to pursue Qi Xun was aborted.

Even though he managed to get acquainted with Qi Xun later, and Qi Xun also broke up with his first love in senior year, he has already lost the courage to confess his love even if he is desperate.

Because since breaking up with his ex, Qi Xun has become more difficult to get close to. Originally, it is a matter of benefiting the people for the male god to be single again, but Qi Xun seems to have completely given up on love, and devoted himself to work, as if I have set a lifelong relationship with my work.

Over the years, there have been quite a few warriors who dared to confess to Qi Xun. They are both fat and thin, both men and women, each with their own characteristics. Some of them are excellent even from the perspective of Percy as a rival in love, but they are stunned. One can succeed.

Bo Xi also asked Qi Xun the reason, and Qi Xun's answer was very simple, only three words, "I'm not interested."

These three words extinguished Percy's courage to confess.

He admits that he is timid, and would rather stick to his status as a friend than dare to go one step further.

So many people have failed to succeed, so why does he think he can?

But now, six years have passed since he had a crush on Qi Xun, and the opportunity to date Qi Xun lay in front of him unexpectedly.

The idol drama on TV has finished, and the ending song is starting to play, the sky has already darkened, the lights are not turned on in the house, it is pitch black, only the dim light from the garden, faintly seeping in from the floor-to-ceiling windows.

Percy sat motionless on the carpet.

He touched the watch on his wrist. It was a birthday present Qi Xun gave him last year. It was a customized model. He was very happy when he got it.

He thought of Qi Xun and said, "Anyway, we won't be friends anymore, why don't we try together."

Percy thought, what he said was actually quite correct, anyway, the two of them would not be able to go back to the past, so it's better to take a gamble, maybe God couldn't look down on his moji, and pushed him from it.

He picked up the phone, in the darkness, only the light of the phone screen was particularly conspicuous, illuminating his death-defying expression.

He sent a message to Qi Xun and asked Qi Xun to meet tomorrow.

Ten minutes later, there was a reply over there, with a simple word, "Okay."

Because of the appointment with Qi Xun, Bo Xi was absent-minded about going to work that day. He is the deputy editor of the fashion edition of "MUSE" magazine. There are a bunch of young girls in the office who have a good relationship with him, and they don't forget to share snacks. him a little.

Percy was eating chocolate while waiting to get off work. In fact, he had quite free time, but the editor-in-chief was still sitting in the office, so he was embarrassed to leave first.

After a long time, it was finally time to get off work. Percy declined the suggestion of colleagues to have a dinner together, and ran away with her bag.

The girls were not as anxious as he was, packing up their things, watching his disappearing back quickly, chatting lively.

"Is our editor-in-chief Bai going on a date? I've seen him rushing to get off work several times."

"No, I remember he was single."

"Being single doesn't mean you're still single now. Handsome guys are always in demand."

……

Bo Xi came out of the building, and as soon as he went down the steps, he saw Qi Xun's car parked not far away, and Qi Xun was standing beside the car waiting for him. He was dressed in a gray windbreaker, tall and slender, with excellent temperament. Look at him more often.

Seeing him coming, Qi Xun opened the passenger door for him, the two of them didn't speak much all the way, only Debussy's music was playing in the car.

Today's dinner was at a private restaurant that both of them liked very much. Percy was a little nervous thinking about what to say next, and was always absent-minded.

Qi Xun is calm and relaxed, his gray windbreaker is covered with a black sweater, which fits his temperament very well, low-key and elegant, even if he is lowering his head to peel shrimp, he still looks handsome and refined.

Bai Xi bit his chopsticks and looked at him for a while, then suddenly said: "Qi Xun, does what you asked me two days ago still count?"

Qi Xun didn't raise his head: "Are you asking if you want to associate with me? It counts."

While talking, Qi Xun pushed the white porcelain plate in front of him to Percy, inside which were neatly stacked a few peeled shrimps and seasonings.

He raised his head, looked at Percy, and motioned for him to continue.

The temperature in the room is constant, and even though it was the beginning of winter, it was still very warm inside. Percy felt a little hot on the face, so he took a sip of cold lemonade to calm down.

"I, I want to try to date you." Saying this sentence was much more difficult than he imagined, Percy almost bit his tongue, but when he started talking, he felt much more relaxed. He looked at Qi Xun's eyes and cheeks were a little pink because of embarrassment, "I don't want to force you, if you regret it and don't want to be with me anymore, you can quit at any time. Don't feel sorry for me or anything."

Bo Xi looked at Qi Xun seriously, obviously the two of them hadn't started yet, so he arranged the back road for Qi Xun clearly.

In this world, there are many loving couples who turn their faces when they break up, making it very unseemly. He doesn't want him and Qi Xun to come to this point.

Qi Xun showed a surprised expression again.

In fact, Percy is an anomaly in his life circle. Most of his friends are similar to him, with clear goals and decisive actions.But Percy is the complete opposite. She obviously has a beautiful face that should be surrounded by others, and her family background is also prominent, but she has a good temper. She does things without fighting or grabbing, which makes people feel comfortable.

He didn't take issue with Percy's words.

A straw lamp hung above Percy's head, and the warm yellow light enveloped Percy, which was pleasing to the eye.

"Then it's settled," he smiled at Percy, like melting ice and snow, with a lazy and charming look in the corners of his eyes and brows, "Hello, boyfriend."

He touched Percy's with the glass in his hand, and the ice cubes made a crisp crashing sound in the glass.

These three simple words caused fireworks to explode in Percy's mind. He never knew that this title could have such a devastating effect.

Percy could barely hold the glass in her hand.

Three days ago, he would never have imagined that he would really be with Qi Xun.

He bit his lip and smiled at Qi Xun, his cheeks flushed.

"Hello, boyfriend."

He repeated what Qi Xun said, but said it very quietly, like a secret that he was afraid of being discovered by others.

Until he left the private restaurant, Bo Xi felt like he was stepping on a cloud, walking lightly.

After paying the bill just now, Qi Xun came over to hold his hand naturally, and the two interlocked their fingers like every ordinary couple.

Qi Xun looked indifferent, as if this action was nothing to worry about, but Percy felt that he might need to call 120, and at worst he should get some oxygen or something.

Of course he knows that holding hands is nothing between lovers, he and Qi Xun have even had sex after drinking, holding hands is not worth mentioning at all, but he is still so worthless that he almost has the same hands and feet.

He murmured, "I still feel a little confused..."

Qi Xun heard it, lowered his head and asked him, "Why?"

"It always feels a bit unreal," Percy replied honestly, "I never thought that I would be with you so suddenly, it feels like a dream."

He was a little embarrassed, but looked at Qi Xun honestly: "I like you so much, I don't even know what to do..."

Probably because she was ashamed in front of Qi Xun, now Percy is not afraid to confess her love to Qi Xun.

He looked at Qi Xun with sparkling eyes, a pair of innocent drooping eyes, clean and soft, obviously in his 20s, but maybe because he was well protected, he still looked innocent and clear.

Qi Xun's heart was suddenly scratched gently.

In fact, he decided to fall in love with Percy, just as he himself said, just because it was suitable, because being with Percy was very comfortable, and it was far from being in love.

He himself is not a person who takes love seriously.

But today's moonlight is so good, and Percy's eyes looking at him are so bright, which makes him feel that the decision he made is actually not a bad one.

He stroked Percy's soft hair, lowered his voice, "You don't have to be so nervous, you can do whatever you want, you don't need to think too much."

Percy looked up at him, and for a moment, he felt that time went back to the winter night six years ago, at the garden gate of his house, plum blossoms were in bloom, and the fragrance was floating, 20-year-old Qi Xun also looked at it like this looked at him, and smiled at him.

He was fascinated for a moment, and blurted out, "Then I want to kiss you."

As soon as he finished speaking, he became sober, wishing to bite off his tongue.

It's easy to become abnormal if you have a crush on him for too long. Just now, he was bumping into a deer just because he was holding hands, so why is he letting out what's in his heart now?

It must be him to say that he is insatiable.

He frantically wanted to find love: "Ah, no, you pretend I didn't say it, I just thought about it..."

But before he finished speaking, Qi Xun had already lowered his head.

Qi Xun kissed him.

Today is October 23rd, the frost has fallen, and the weather has begun to turn cold.

But Qi Xun's lips are warm and soft.

Percy opened her eyes, even her breathing was stagnant.

Looking at Qi Xun's long and thick eyelashes, he felt that the whole world was quiet.

The moonlight is beautiful tonight, Qi Xun is gentle and charming, everything is just right.

In the sixth year of his secret love for Qi Xun, he finally ushered in his first love.