Ten thousand people think gloom is reborn

In late autumn, the capital city is already full of cold winds. I came here without an umbrella. Although the rain was not too heavy, my clothes and hair were wet.

Lin Chongtan was in the room, he was sitting at the desk, he didn't seem to notice me, until I walked up to him, he turned his face sideways.

Under the candlelight, Lin Zhongtan's face was dyed with a layer of warm yellow light, and the light gathered his eyebrows and eyes, making it look less unapproachable.Especially when he saw me, he showed a gentle smile, as if there was no quarrel between me and him, and he didn't turn a blind eye to my being bullied last time.

"Why are you here so late? Your clothes are all wet, go and change first." Lin Chongtan's tone was the same, as if he had become a good brother again.

He was about to call Bai Chi, but as soon as he said the word "Bai", I reached out and covered his lips.My palm is cold, which is completely opposite to the warmth on Lin Chongtan's lips.

Lin Chongtan seemed to be startled by my actions, his eyes changed instantly, but I didn't give him much time to think, and the next step, I took the initiative to sit on his lap.

For me, this is a very shameful action.A boy who reads sage books shouldn't do such menglang and shameless actions.Even though I had prepared myself countless times before coming here, at this moment, I still couldn't help my face burning and my fingertips trembling.

I have no way out.

Lin Chongtan paused when I sat up, and then put his hands on my shoulders, trying to push me away, "Xiao Di, don't mess around."

At this moment, he is still posing as a big brother, I just think it is ridiculous.

My family asked me to call him the second elder brother, but in fact he is not my elder brother, no matter in terms of blood or age.He was born on the same day and the same year as me, but he was born earlier than me.

Besides, the last time he kissed me in the shower, no older brother would kiss a younger brother like that.

I hugged his waist, like Duan Xinting did.Not only that, I also took the initiative to lean over and kiss his lips.

Lin Chongtan hid, and my kiss landed on his cheek.

His brows were already furrowed, as if displeased.

I gritted my teeth, continued to hold back my shame, and went to find his lips.After several struggles, I finally touched his lips.I don't know how to kiss people, I just dawdle lightly, after a few breaths, I found that Lin Chongtan had closed his eyes, his brows were still furrowed, and my defenses were faintly shattered.

I backed away, but still sat in his arms.From the corner of the eye, I caught a glimpse of what Lin Chongtan had written earlier. I took a closer look and found that he was making a copybook.

Who is this copybook for copying?

Duan Xinting?

Thinking of this, an unknown fire ignited in my heart, and I grabbed the unfinished copybook and threw it on the ground.Lin Chongtan was startled by the sound and opened his eyes. When he found that I had lost his copybook, his eyes finally focused on me.

I hate him.

Without him, Duan Xinting wouldn't bully me.

I wouldn't be where I am without him.

Without him...

My eyes on Lin Chongtan were neither dodging nor avoiding, and there was even an element of deliberate provocation.But he didn't scold me like I imagined, nor did he push me away.I can't read his eyes at this time, just like I don't understand him.

After a short moment of silence, I kissed his lips again, saying that it was wrong to kiss him, I was biting him, whether it was revenge to vent my hatred, or to cover up the fact that I couldn't kiss.When I heard Lin Chongtan let out a very low muffled grunt because of my lip being bitten, I finally stopped the brutality.

I didn't want him to see my current expression, and I didn't want to give up and leave halfway, so I hid my face in his neck.

After an unknown amount of time, Lin Chongtan made a movement.

He dug my face out from his neck, and as soon as I met his eyes, I wanted to turn my face away, but he grabbed my face first and didn't allow me to move.

"Why are you crying?" he asked me.

I pursed my lips, trying to control my emotions, but I couldn't help it.I couldn't stop crying, I forgot the etiquette I had learned for a while, and wiped the tears on my face with the back of my hand indiscriminately, not wanting to show Lin Chongtan in a panic again.

I'm obviously here to seduce Lin Chongtan, so it's nothing to cry like this in front of him.Lin Chongtan will definitely like Duan Xinting more, then what I have done before will be in vain.

Lin Chongtan seemed to be unable to bear it any longer, took my hand, and took a handkerchief to wipe my tears.After wiping, he said to me: "Go take a bath, you are too cold."

I glanced at him, turned my eyes away again, and said sullenly, "I'm going to sleep here tonight."

Lin Chongtan was silent for a while, then replied, "Okay."

I slept with Lin Chongtan again, this time in front of him, I kicked the quilt that Bai Chi had made for me to the corner, and got into his quilt.

In fact, it was the last thing I dared to do tonight.

After lying in the quilt, I lay almost completely stiff.

What will Lin Chongtan do?

Get me out of bed?

still will...

Lin Chongtan's clothes were soiled by me earlier, so he changed his clothes again.He didn't seem to notice what I did, turned off the lights as usual, and lay down under the quilt.

Whether he is sleeping, standing or sitting, he looks elegant and upright.Although we were lying under the same quilt, we were not actually next to each other.

He and I seem to be separated by the Chu River and Han border.

I didn't want to fall asleep so quickly, and I wanted to do something, such as ask Lin Chongtan some questions, but it wasn't long before I touched the pillow, and sleepiness wrapped my eyelids, and I fell asleep unconsciously.

When I woke up the next day, I rolled into Lin Chongtan's arms as usual, but this time Lin Chongtan was awake.

He was looking at the bed curtain, wondering what he was thinking, or when he realized that I was awake, he quickly turned his eyes to me.

When I first woke up, I lost the solitary courage of yesterday. When I met his gaze, I couldn't help but want to shrink back, but a hand stopped me first.

Lin Chongtan turned around and came over to support my waist, and stretched out a hand to touch my forehead.He touched my forehead, and I realized that his hands were cold.No, it's not that his hands are cold, it's that my forehead is too hot.

I belatedly found myself top-heavy.

"Sleep again, I will ask Qingqiu to invite the doctor, and then I will take a leave of absence for you." Lin Chongtan whispered to me.

He let go, as if preparing to get up, I hesitated for a moment, and reached out to grab his sleeve.

"You...can you stay...to accompany me?" A sentence was broken by me.To make matters worse, my voice was slurred and nasal due to illness.

Before looking for Lin Chongtan, I asked Liangji to borrow a few books about seducing men.The goblins in those story books are almost all coquettish and charming, making those men unable to walk.

I wanted to seduce Lin Chongtan, but when I saw him in person, I forgot all the skills I learned from books, and now that I'm sick, I'm afraid it would be even more difficult to seduce him.

Thinking of this, I gave up on myself and let go of my hand, hiding my face in the quilt.

Shame, really shame!

Sure enough, I heard Lin Chongtan get up.I nestled under the quilt, didn't care about it for too long, and fell asleep again in a daze.When he woke up again, he was woken up by someone.

I was dizzy because of illness, and it took me a while to open my eyes before I realized that the person sitting by the bed was Lin Chongtan.

I froze for a moment and quickly looked towards the window.

It was already bright outside, and it was obviously past the time for class.

Lin Chongtan held the medicine bowl, "Get up and drink the medicine."

I didn't listen to him and said that I had to wash up first.He seemed to have been prepared and called Bai Chi in.When Bai Chi waited for me to wash up, he stood by until I drank the medicine and a bowl of porridge.

After drinking the medicine, I started to sleep again, and I was sweating from this sleep.When I woke up, I found that Lin Chongtan was sitting at the desk, and he was still working on yesterday's copybook.

I gritted my teeth and braced myself to get up.

Lin Chongtan heard the movement and turned around.

"I want to take a bath." I paused, and then said, "I don't have the strength, you carry me, Tan Sheng."

For the last two words, I imitated Duan Xinting and called him.It's just that I don't call him Brother Tansheng, and he's not my brother.