Ten thousand people think gloom is reborn

Lin Chongtan's words froze my body, and the sound of approaching footsteps made me feel like falling into an ice cave.I seem to feel a pair of eyes hovering over me.

Just when my fear reached its maximum value, the prince said in a dismayed way: "No, I'm not interested in this kind of stuff. Lin Tansheng, I'll wait for you outside, come out quickly."

Lin Chongtan agreed.

When the crown prince went out, Lin Chongtan carried me to the couch, I hadn't gotten out of the shock just now, I was trembling all over until I heard Lin Chongtan's voice.

Lin Chongtan took the quilt to cover me, "I'm going to leave for a while, I don't know when I will be back, I will let Qingqiu pick you up later. Be alert, don't sleep, the clean clothes are in the closet in the corner."

I gradually came back to my senses, gritted my teeth and didn't speak.

Lin Chongtan's eyes darkened, he wanted to say something, but stopped before speaking, and finally lowered his head as if wanting to comfort me with a kiss.I turned away from him, thinking only of what he had said earlier.

I am a person, not an object, how can he give me as a gift?No, it's not a gift, it's just something for people to try out, and those who are given don't think much of me.

Seeing me hiding, Lin Chongtan was silent for a moment, got up and left.

Before I left, I heard the sound of him closing the door. I was the only one left in the cabin. I struggled to get up and get dressed, and wanted to go back to school.But I can't row a boat, so I can only be trapped on the boat and can't go anywhere.

The soreness and tiredness in my body reminded me of what I went through tonight. At a certain moment, I thought I was cherished. When I was in the worst pain, Lin Chongtan kept comforting me and even called me baby .

I blushed instantly, and then covered his lips, not allowing him to scream.

These are the names that adults call children. Lin Chongtan is the same age as me, and I am not a child anymore. He can't call me that.

But now it seems that being valued is just my own illusion.I'm a man myself, so I don't understand how a man can say anything in bed.

I curled up and buried my face in the brocade quilt.

"Master Chun."

Qingqiu's voice came from outside.

When I heard the movement, I quickly wiped the tears off my face and responded.Qingqiu brought me a cloak and some food, all soft and delicious.But I had no appetite, so I hurriedly put on the cloak and asked Qingqiu to take me back to school.

When I returned to the dormitory, it was almost dawn, and I was really unwell. I was going to ask for leave and go back to catch up on sleep, but Qingqiu stopped me, "Master Chun, the second young master said that you can't ask for leave today, you have to go to the classroom .”

I was a little angry, "Does he still care if I ask for leave? I have to ask for leave, what will he do with me?"

Send me another person?

Qing Qiu and Bai Chi have different temperaments, if Bai Chi sees me getting angry, he will coax me with a flattering smile, while Qing Qiu kneels on the ground, "Master Chun, this is what the second young master ordered, I must do it. "

"You!" I glared at him angrily.

He also said: "Bai Chi has already helped Master Chun get the books. Master Chun will go to the Young Master's place to freshen up, and then he can go directly to the classroom."

When we arrived at Lin Chongtan Academy, Bai Chi saw me, so he took out the egg that was used to put my eyes on, and came over to help me put them on.I was holding back my anger, but for some reason, I let it out again.

If I get angry again, what's the use of getting angry with Qing Qiu and Bai Chi.

Today's lesson is undoubtedly a punishment for me.I couldn't sit on the stool at all, my hands and feet were weak, and my head felt uncomfortable.During Li Dianxue's class, I couldn't help lying down because I was too sleepy.Li Dianxue was always strict. He immediately punished me with ten rulers and made me stand in the corridor.

In the past six months, I have been rarely punished by Li Dianxue. When Li Dianxue punished me, he said in a cold voice: "You have returned to your old ways, you are stubborn, you have such a learning attitude, not to mention comparing with your brother, even a random student will not be like you." So tired that I fell asleep in class."

I can't justify anything, I can only listen in silence.

It was hard to last until Li Dianxue finished class, and before I was allowed to rest in the classroom, Nie Wenle suddenly rushed out and dragged me to a corner where no one was around.

"Nie Wenle, let go!" My wrist hurts from being pulled by him, "What are you going to do?!"

Nie Wenle turned his head to look at me, his face was extremely ugly at this time, and he kept looking at me, "Where did you go last night?"

I was startled, but pretended to be confused, "Where did I go? I'm in a dormitory."

"Are you in the dormitory?" Nie Wenle suddenly stretched out his hand to pull my collar. I was frightened by his action and backed away again and again, but my legs and feet were weak, and I accidentally fell to the ground when I backed up.The pain made my eyes instantly red.

Although Nie Wenle stopped, his anger still persisted, and his eyes were still fixed on me.I looked up at him, then looked down again, thinking about how to get out.

"Slut." Nie Wenle scolded suddenly, I was startled by his words, I raised my head quickly, but he looked angrier than me, almost stared at me with gritted teeth, and said something I couldn't understand, "I knew... ...I was... are you worthy of Yue Feiguang?"

Yue Feiguang?

Is that the person who held me on his lap in Zui Knee Building, called everyone together to bully me, and asked someone to draw that kind of picture album for me?Where am I sorry for him, if I am sorry, shouldn't he be sorry for me?

I stood up on my hands, "Have you scolded enough?"

Nie Wenle yelled at me, "No! I..." He took a deep breath, turned his head to look away, and then said to me, "If you don't feel well, go back and lie down, come out for some class."

"You don't need to worry about it." He uttered bad words frequently, and I didn't want to talk to him in a nice way.

"Don't worry about it? Okay, then you can take a few more steps, stay in the classroom more, and let those men see your picture..." Before he finished speaking, he clenched his fists, as if he was so angry that he said I can't speak.

Obviously it was Nie Wenle who humiliated me, but he acted angrier than me, as if I had done something extremely sorry to him.

After Nie Wenle scolded me, I left. I stood where I was for a while, and waited until the sourness in my eyes subsided, then I packed my clothes and went back to the classroom.

The next class is archery class. I didn't practice for long, so I sneaked back to the classroom to take a nap.Because I slept on the bench, the students in the same dormitory who came in behind didn't notice me.

Several of them came in together, and Ben was still discussing who was more accurate in archery, but someone suddenly mentioned me.

Those people were silent for a while, and then said: "Have you all seen it? When Li Dianxue punished him just now, that little face was so pale, it was so pitiful."

"I see, not only his face is pale, but his legs are trembling when he walks. I'm afraid he will fall to the ground after walking a few steps. If he chokes a few more times, I'm afraid Li Dianxue will hold him in his arms."

They laughed and continued.

"He must be sleeping like this, right? Who is that person? He is too sympathetic. But Lin Chundi is also coquettish enough. He is like this, and he came to class."

"You don't understand this. People like Lin Chundi who can only come to study at the Taixue by climbing up to relatives, naturally want to hug their thighs and gain a firm foothold here in the capital. Back then, he lived next door to Shizi Yue, so he seduced Shizi Yue all day long Later, the son of Yue left, so he wanted to seduce the students in the upper house. Many people said that they saw him running to the school dormitory in the upper house every day. Today, it is also a means. Maybe someone will take a fancy to him. A peony with a tired and shy face, coquettish and soft, making people pitiful."

They laughed again.

"Let's go, there is still time before the next class, go to the tea room to drink some tea and rest."

After those people laughed and left, I got up from the bench.As I bit my lip tightly, I tasted the smell of blood on my lips.

At the end of the day's class, I got on the carriage back to my third uncle's house.I struggled for a whole day, and as soon as I sat in the carriage, I passed out, and when I woke up again, it was already the next morning.

Liangji and Bai Chi stood by my side, seeing me wake up, carrying the water, twisting the handkerchief.I was so weak that they helped me to sit up.

Liangji said that my evil wind entered my body, so I fell ill.The third uncle invited a doctor for me, and the doctor had already come to prescribe medicine. The third uncle also asked Liangji to tell me that although today is the Mid-Autumn Festival, I am still in good health, so I don’t need to go to the family banquet, just eat in my room.

I didn't say anything for a long time, and waited for Liangji to go out before I asked Bai Chi, "Where's your young master?"

Bai Chi showed an ugly smile, "Master is in the palace right now."

"Did he not come back yesterday?" I asked.

Bai Chi nodded.

Hearing this, I turned over and turned to the inside, "I see, you go down."

Bai Chi stayed by my bed for a while, before leaving, he whispered, "Master Chun, I put this here, remember to use it."

Bai Chi left a box of ointment. I didn't realize why I used the ointment at first. Later, when my body got wet in the bath, I realized that the ointment was for reducing inflammation and swelling.

Immediately, my face was burning hot and painful.

Bai Chi didn't deliver the medicine, so I could still deceive myself and others, that Qingqiu and Bai Chi didn't know that my female was lying in Lin Chongtan, but the medicine was delivered to me, and that kind of extremely obscure and embarrassing thing completely disappeared.

I even wondered what Qingqiu and Bai Chi would say in private. They would definitely say that Lin Chongtan was working hard, and maybe they would say that I was a lowly man, a big man who took the initiative to lie under another man.

The students in my room called me coquettish, and Nie Wenle called me a slut, they must all know something.The more I thought about it, the more confused I felt. I wanted to ask Lin Chongtan what to do, but he wasn't there.

Xiu Mu has three days off, and I didn't see Lin Chongtan until late at night on the last day of the holiday.

The sound of his coming in woke up Yoshikichi who was sleeping outside. I was still awake at that time, and I was copying.Li Dianxue not only punished me, but also ordered me to copy.The palms of my hands were red and swollen for several days, and my body was weak. I couldn't even hold a pen before, but I can barely write today.

Liangji was obviously surprised why Lin Chongtan came so late, and his sleepy voice was full of surprise, "Second Young Master? Why are you here?"

"Where's Xiaodi?"

"Master Chun is inside."

"Liangji, go to sleep in the next room, I have something to tell Xiaodi, I'm afraid it will disturb you."

As expected of a fool, Liangji left obediently after hearing what Lin Chongtan said, and asked Lin Chongtan if he wanted some tea before leaving.

After a while, I heard approaching footsteps, but I kept my head down and continued to copy without looking up.

"Little flute."

I don't care.

"Little flute."

The person who called me reached out and grabbed my shoulder. After I struggled to break free, I angrily turned my head and bit his arm.Lin Chongtan didn't hide, and let me bite.I bit it for a while, feeling bored, let go of my mouth and turned my face to the side.

But Lin Chongtan had the cheek to hug me, and even put me on his lap.

"You go!" I was afraid that Liangji next door would hear it, and I didn't dare to make too much noise in the struggle.Lin Chongtan seemed to be sure of my point, not only hugging me all the time, but also patting me gently with the hand on my back.

"I'm sorry, Xiaodi, I really can't get away these few days. Are you feeling better?"

I blinked quickly, but the tears still couldn't be held back.

Seeing that I was crying, Lin Chongtan silently wiped away my tears, and then apologized to me in a low voice, saying that he came back late.I didn't want to pay attention to him, I just turned my head and looked to the side.

Suddenly, he noticed the redness and swelling on my palms that was about to disappear.

"Did Li Dian learn to fight?" Lin Chongtan's tone became colder.

I still didn't answer, Lin Chongtan didn't speak again, but took out the ointment to help me apply it.The movements are so soft, as if I am like a jewel.In the end, he kissed me on the wrist.I was stiff for a long time, and finally couldn't help asking him, "What do you mean by what you said that day?"

Lin Chongtan is a smart person, he should know what I'm asking.

He paused, brushed the broken hair on my cheeks behind my ears, and said nonchalantly, "How many times did Li Dianxue punish you for copying?"

My breathing became short of breath, "Answer the question I just asked, Lin Zhongtan, were you serious when you said that night that you would give me to the crown prince?"

I think he would say of course not, he would say that this was just a stopgap measure to force the prince to leave, but in fact Lin Chongtan didn't say anything, he was just silent.