Ten thousand people think gloom is reborn

In the silent confrontation, I felt that I should look away. It was me who gradually got lost in this year's relationship, delusional that there were some things that shouldn't exist between me and him.

Lin Chongtan and I were originally a deal.

I didn't want to look at Lin Chongtan's face anymore, I tried my best to break away from him, and I left here in an instant, and went to a quiet place where no one was there, but this is the third uncle's mansion.If I go out late at night, I'm afraid that this matter will reach my third uncle's ears.

I had nowhere to go but curled up on the bed.Because I didn't want to see Lin Chongtan, I put down the bed curtain to completely separate him from me.

"Xiaodi." Lin Chongtan's voice sounded nearby, I ignored it and closed my eyes tightly.But he refused to let go, and even lifted the bed curtain and sat down beside the bed.

Time passed bit by bit, and I continued to stand in a stalemate with him. After an unknown period of time, I felt a sudden chill on my neck.

It turned out that Lin Chongtan was wearing something for me. What he was wearing for me was a little golden sheep strung up with red string.That sheep is fat and short-legged, so cute.

My zodiac is a sheep.

I regained my senses and wanted to tear off the red rope, but Lin Chongtan held my hand when he saw this, "This was opened by the master of Qianfo Temple. If you are angry with me, don't take this off, okay? It's very late at night." Now, go to sleep." He said, took out another thing and put it next to my pillow, then got up and seemed to be ready to leave.

"Stop." I called to stop him, and at the same time picked up something next to the pillow.

This is a seal.

I once saw the jade material of this seal in Lin Chongtan's drawer. At that time, I felt that the jade material was transparent, so I took a few more glances.Lin Chongtan noticed it at the time and asked me if I liked it. I knew that seal was more rare than the one Ming Dianxue gave me, so I had the nerve to say I liked it.

I asked Lin Chongtan, "Is this my birthday present?"

Lin Chongtan turned around, for some reason, I felt that he was extraordinarily fragile at this time, maybe it was my illusion.

When was Lin Chongtan ever vulnerable?Isn't he always omnipotent and always the Lin Chongtan who is praised as having amazing talent?

He nodded slightly, I looked at him for a moment, then suddenly pointed to something he had placed on my desk casually, "What is that?"

Lin Chongtan followed my gaze and paused before saying, "It's a telescope."

"Telescope? What's that?"

Lin Chongtan was silent for a while before bringing the things over.

This thing is very delicate, cold to the touch, copper-yellow exterior, with tadpole-like patterns on it that I can't understand.I had never seen binoculars before, and I didn't know how to use them when I held them in my hand. It was Lin Chongtan who taught me to look at the end of the long tube with my eyes.He also told me that I can turn something to zoom in and out.

Only then did I know why this thing is called a telescope. I just took a casual look, and I could clearly see the small birds with the size of black dots on the mountain view of the screen.

I lightly held the telescope in my hand, and said for a long while, "I want this as a birthday present, you give this to me."

Lin Chongtan rejected me when he heard the words, "This is not good, Xiaodi, you can ask for anything else, but I can't give you this, it's... the crown prince's reward."

"I want this!" I stared at him.

Lin Chongtan frowned and looked at me, as if he felt that I was making trouble for no reason.I was indeed making trouble out of no reason. I knew it was a reward from the prince, and the brocade box containing the telescope had the logo of the Eastern Palace on it.

"Give me this, and I won't be angry with you." I clenched the binoculars in my hand, but Lin Chongtan still shook his head and told me that this cannot be given to me.

I felt extremely ashamed of myself, so I shoved the binoculars back to him indiscriminately, and turned my face away in embarrassment.

"Xiaodi." Lin Chongtan called me again.

I gritted my teeth, thinking what a big deal it was, it was just a fresh Western gadget bestowed by the crown prince.I can also have these things in the future... I can't, in the eyes of these people, I am just a plaything.

The more I thought about it, the more sad I became. I tore off the golden sheep and red rope around my neck and threw it on the ground, "I don't want this from you. If you don't want me to be angry, just give me the words you wrote a few days ago."

Lin Chongtan wrote a poem, but no one has read that poem except me.Even if it is me, I can tell at a glance that once this poem is praised, it may become famous all over the world.

Lin Chongtan glanced at the red rope golden sheep that was thrown on the ground, his lips were almost pursed into a line, he bent down to pick it up, carefully wiped off the dust on it with his fingers, and then turned to talk to me.But as soon as he opened his mouth to say two words, I interrupted roughly.

"Will you give it? If you don't give it, don't try to coax me to do that kind of thing with you in the future." I was still angry, thinking of my embarrassing state of confusion under him, and those people talking about me.

They say I'm flirtatious, that my legs are shaking because I've been played with, and that I'm... a slut.

"That kind of thing is disgusting." I squeezed my voice through my teeth, "It's so disgusting!"

Lin Chongtan's eyes sank a little bit, he seemed to be angry too, and he, who has always been gentle and gentle, glared at me, as if he wanted to hit me.

At this moment, I could no longer feel the fear, and stared at him like a fighting cock that refused to admit defeat.On the night of my birthday, the two of us hugged each other in the quiet and small cabin. He approached me and kissed my lips gently.Today, we glared at each other like enemies, as if we wanted to tear open each other's skin to see how the heart grew.

In the end, it was Lin Chongtan who took a step back, but I didn't feel like I had won.

He said yes.

The next day, I woke up from the bed, and after a moment of stupefaction, I immediately raised my voice to ask Liangji what time it was.Liangji heard my voice and came in from the outside, "Master Chun, why did you wake up so early? There is still half an hour before you can get up again."

I put on my shoes in a hurry, "I didn't finish the fine copy last night, it's too late for this point, Liangji, help me grind the ink quickly."

When I got to the desk, I couldn't help but freeze in place.

Liangji leaned over to me and saw the fine copy on the table, "Master Chun, you're so sleepy, haven't you finished writing this? But Master Chun, why did you copy so much?"

There are at least a hundred sheets of rice paper on the thick stack of rice paper on the desk. Li Dianxue asked me to copy the article fifty times, but I only wrote twenty sheets yesterday.

The words on the last [-] sheets of paper are exactly the same as mine. If I didn’t clearly remember that I didn’t finish writing, I’m afraid I would think that I wrote it myself.

I didn't speak for a long time. After Lin Chongtan and I had a falling out last night, I lay down and went to sleep again, completely forgetting about the punishment for copying.

When Liangji waited for me to take a bath in the morning, I was absent-minded until he asked me curiously, "Master Chun, is this on your neck from the second young master?"

I reached out and touched my neck, only to find that the red rope golden sheep that I threw on the ground last night had returned to my neck.I wanted to take off the red rope golden goat, but suddenly remembered Lin Chongtan rubbing the goat with his hands.

The action of taking turned into a grip, I put the golden sheep in the palm of my hand, and nodded.

Liangji knew that this was a gift from Lin Chongtan, so he showed a very happy expression.He is always like this, happy to see Lin Chongtan and I getting closer.

Liangji said that Lin Chongtan will definitely become a high-ranking official in the future, and I have a better relationship with Lin Chongtan, so it must be true.

I wanted to tell Liangji how it would be so easy, but unknowingly, I also fell into the swamp, mistakenly thinking that I have a good relationship with Lin Chongtan, and some things will be changed.

Sure enough, Li Dianxue didn't realize that I didn't complete the punishment copying by myself. After checking the article I copied, he scolded me a few more words before letting me go back.

More than ten days later, a not-so-small incident happened—Shu Xiu, Li Dianxue's privately recruited student, was discovered.

After a thorough investigation by Taixue, it was found that Li Dianxue's situation had lasted for a long time, and there were even many rare antiques in his home.

As soon as this incident happened, the students of Taixue jointly wrote a letter, saying that Li Dianxue and other corrupt people are not worthy of teaching knowledge in Taixue.

Li Dianxue left Taixue in despair.

As for Lin Chongtan and I, we were always at odds, and something else happened halfway.Students from Shangshe went on an autumn outing together, a girl fell into the water, and named Lin Chongtan as the one who saved her.

The news spread so loudly that even the cousin knew about it, and the cousin asked the third aunt, "Mother, is brother Tan getting engaged?"

Before the third aunt could speak, the third uncle spoke first.

"What are you talking about? Your second cousin didn't get the honor in the exam, so why get married? As for the rumors outside, they are all nonsense. Many people saw that your second cousin didn't even get wet at the hem of his clothes."

After the two cousins ​​got married one after another, the third aunt said something bluntly, "It must be that Tan Sheng is too good to attract those little girls who are tempted to make such a foolish thing, and they don't even want their own names. gone."

The cousin is still young, so he was stunned for a while while listening.After the third aunt finished speaking, she turned her head and told me not to go to rescue the girl who fell into the water. If there is no other way, and if there is no follower of the girl's family around, let Liangji go to rescue.

I nodded in embarrassment, thinking that no girl would blackmail me, and if she blackmailed me, I would also like to thank her.

Lin Chongtan became more and more busy. Not only did he not go back to the third uncle's mansion during the rest period, but he was sometimes absent from Taixue.After I didn't see him for a few days, I showed the poem he gave me to Xu Dianxue, a newcomer who taught literary talents.

On the second day after I showed Xu Dianxue the lyrics, Lin Chongtan appeared at my school.When I saw him suddenly, I couldn't help but froze.Now that it has entered late autumn, and the late autumn in the capital is already cold, he is wearing a dark misty leather light fur coat, with a collar of excellent fluff, framing that jade-white and handsome face.

After hearing the sound of my return, he turned his head and looked up at me.And when he saw Xu Dianxue beside me, Lin Chongtan's expression was obviously colder than before.