crown of thorns

Sensuality and Abstinence, Indulgetolove or forbidit

…………………………………………………——The Thirteen Hadiths of the Light Sutra

When Michael and I expressed our hearts to each other, I had to tell Michael that Van Keel also had an unusually strong love for me.Michael sighed and complained that he was taking advantage of others, but I had to think about Van Kil.

"I knew it a long time ago. I went to find you just after I came back, but I saw him kissing you." Michael blushed with anger, "Forget it, he is a lower angel now, and he can't easily find our place. You move Go to my lodgings. I'll move my lodgings where he can't find them."

I know that Michael is very strong. As for moving the residence, I can do it all by myself, but I can't agree: "Although Van Kil is rude, I think he is very persistent in this kind of thing, and he also helped me. A lot of work, treat me well."

"So you mean he treats you well, so you're going to be with him?" Michael said angrily.

"No! What are you thinking, I just think I can't forget his kindness to me, and I don't want to make him too sad, so we have to have a good talk. "

"What is there to talk about? Do you care about him or me?" Although it is a good thing to confirm our love for each other, Michael's jealousy will also be revealed, which may cause us to face a quarrel as soon as we are determined to be together.

I thought for a while and said, "Michael, do you have an eagle?"

"Yes what's the matter?"

"If this eagle is injured, I was in a hurry to bandage him, but I didn't hear your call. Do you think I love that eagle more than you?"

"That's not true..." Michael waved his hand and said, "It's just an eagle... wait..." Michael seemed to have heard the clue.

I told him: "My heart for Van Keel is the same as for that eagle."

Michael lowered his head, and suddenly burst out laughing. He messed up my hair and said, "You, you are actually very good at talking. If I quarrel with you in the future, I will suffer a lot."

I also smiled: "I don't want to quarrel with you."

"But remember, you'd better not see Van Kil in the future. He is very strong, what if he touches you, just like today. I won't allow this kind of thing to happen."

I patted Michael on the shoulder and said, "Absolutely not."

Since then, Michael has asked me to live with him, but I still like my own place, and as a last resort, Michael has to stay with me every day.Fortunately, Michael is not lazy when it comes to reading books. He loves to read military affairs and history. Although I can’t show him the holy books God gave me, I am willing to write some old things about the kingdom of heaven for him.Over time, I started writing on my own.

But that's a later story. What I'm facing now is the conflict between the two angels, Van Kil and Michael.Michael came to my residence and liked the layout of my residence very much. He was also surprised that I had a large collection of books. Although there were only twenty or thirty books in total, it was considered rich at that time.

I remember I had a copy of "Eshron", which is a tribal history written by a famous human priest on earth, and I wanted to read it with Michael.Michael responded and said yes, but immediately picked me up, and he put me on the bed, and he also came up, and I was sitting in his arms.Just like this, the two of them read a book together, and I feel blissful, never having read in such a pleasant mood.He and I held hands together, whichever row my fingers were on, his hand would also move to that row.We folded our hands, intimacy.Looking at it, Michael felt something was wrong.

I suddenly felt a strange feeling behind me, and Michael's face flushed red.I asked him what was the matter, but he didn't answer, and suddenly came up to kiss me. After that, I was put down on the bed by him, and experienced the first private thing since I was born.I thought that angels couldn't have sex with each other, but I just realized how naive I was.But my mind was full of confusion at that time, but I got a kind of happiness that I couldn't experience before.

My breath followed Michael's breath, and my thoughts drifted far, far away. It was our first time, and I got unprecedented pleasure.When angels are in the physical state, angels have everything that humans have. How could I not have thought of this level?It's even more embarrassing because I've been wanting to do that sort of thing every so often since. [Note: Angels don’t have big and small explanations, so Chrysanthemum and younger brother are only useful for one XD]

But as we gasped for each other and lay tired on top of each other, I suddenly felt that I had made a very serious mistake.What's the matter!Is this what an angel is supposed to do?I knew the Lord was omniscient, and I thought He would know what was going on between me and Michael very quickly without saying anything.

Michael saw that my expression of uncontrollable joy suddenly changed to a gloomy expression, and he seemed to understand my concerns.

"You don't have to worry about it, God won't take care of it."

"Why don't you care?" I frowned anxiously.

"Occasionally there are such things among angels, but it is forbidden in name, but it is not forbidden in fact."

"What is the reason for this? Do you regard God as non-existent?"

"God may not approve of angels doing such things before, but everything is different. Since humans ate the forbidden fruit, the kingdom of heaven has changed. I saw with my own eyes that Raguel once caught a pair of angels who were having an affair. Brought to God, but God let Raguel release them. Love between angels is no longer a problem."

"Why?" Although I asked, I seemed to know the reason.

"You should know better than me. After all, you spend more time serving the Lord than I do. You know, what God is most worried about now is the relationship between angels and humans. Because many angels have taken a fancy to the beauty of human daughters. Human daughters no longer look like Eve, they inherit the vitality of their parents, and their appearance becomes more and more beautiful and pleasing."

Regarding this matter, I know the reason. Although Adam and Eve are still alive today, they have a very long lifespan, almost a thousand years, and they have many descendants. In addition, new people from all over the world have reproduced for many generations. The appearance of the human daughter also began to be beautiful.Some angels took a fancy to this appearance, and even had affairs with human daughters.Once they have an affair, offspring will be born.Such descendants, according to the "Bible" that will be circulated in the future, are the ancestors of many heroes of mankind.

The name sounds good, but it's actually not a good thing.Because these people are the sons of gods and the daughters of human beings who were born in adultery with each other, this kind of people also have the physique of angels, and their strength is too great in front of ordinary people.Those with a kind personality can also act chivalrously and destroy the monsters that make trouble.But most of them are people who rely on their own great strength to kill and set fire and do cruel things.This kind of people is also a capable person, and they often want to snatch the throne of the people on earth, and their rule is extremely tyrannical.Because the strength of other people is not as strong as this kind of people, they can only be willing to be oppressed.

If the kings of the two countries are such heroic and heroic human beings, it is easy to start wars with each other, and there will be endless wars on the earth.This is what worries God the most.

Acting among angels, firstly, they cannot have offspring; secondly, their bodies are clean, and there is no guilt; thirdly, the most important thing is that God thinks that this can also eliminate the alienation of angels, but it is nothing, as long as they are still Those who love God more than themselves are left to them.

Michael told me that Lucifer earnestly begged the Lord for His forgiveness. At that time, I felt that the Lord is merciful, so without Lucifer, he would not disagree with such things.Now that I have God’s tacit approval, my mood becomes clear.Michael picked me up, and the two of us hugged each other and slept all night, until the next day, Van Kil's roar woke us up.

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