crown of thorns

In sorrow my life is wasted, my years are wasted in sighing, in my iniquities my strength decays, and my bones are withered.

…………………………………………………………——The Bible·Old Testament·Psalms

Van Kil was very angry when he saw that I was living with Michael, his eyes were burning, and he wanted to fight Michael.Michael refused to fight, because he felt that Fan Keer was in the lower position now, and he seemed to be bullying people in the upper position.

Van Keel became even angrier when he knew what Michael was thinking. I thought about it, if I let him continue to misunderstand me now, I am afraid that the entire kingdom of heaven will be disturbed in the future.I can only tell him regretfully: "Fan Keer, I am really grateful for everything you have done for me, but my heart is not on you."

Van Keel's eyes sparkled when he heard this, but he suppressed tears, stared at me and said, "You and I defeated Ephesus!"

"Yes, we have achieved great things together, but it has nothing to do with feelings." I know that he has given me many things, but I have never moved my heart to him, or I can't do such things.Van Keel's tears finally flowed down uncontrollably. He turned to me and said, "Well, in the future, even forever, I will never see you again. I, Van Keel, will not like Raziel, and I have never liked Rachel. Rachel, that is the truth."

Van Kil flew away, I don't know what will happen to me in the future, but my heart still feels heavy.

Just when I was in troubled thoughts, I saw Tidar, Uriel’s little follower, appearing in front of my eyes. Tidar said that the Lord had summoned many angels, so Michael and I followed Tidar and flew to the place where the Lord was.

The gaze of Jehovah God is still peaceful and benevolent for hundreds of millions of years, so I have some doubts, why does His gaze never change?I turned to look around, and saw Van Kil standing beside him.Except for him, the rest of the people who were summoned were all high-ranking angels.

The LORD God said, "The reason why I am looking for you this time is because an angel has done a good job."

Gabriel took the lead and asked with all the angels, "My lord, show us what kind of deed it is?"

God said: "There was a huge filth beside the Mediterranean Sea. This filth was very unclean and had four wings and four sides. It deceived the people of the world, so that no one dared to live in that place. Now there will be many peoples there, because that The filth has been wiped out."

Gabriel praised and said, "It is the power of the LORD that can do it!"

God said: "By my grace, two angels destroyed this thing and did a good deed. I will not despise it." He held Van Keel's hand, and Van Keel was moved to tears. Kiel said: "Earlier you suffered a lot, and I did not want to see your face, but the LORD is a merciful and forgiving Lord, and he will forgive you when you do righteous things. Because you turned your back on Me, I will reject you; if you turn to the LORD, I will return you to me."

All the angels shouted: "Hallelujah!" [Note: Hallelujah means praising the Lord]

The LORD God stroked Vankir's head, and said to all the angels, "Vankir, now will return to my hand, and his earlier transgressions will be destroyed together with the filth. Please be happy rejoice with him; and whoever served him, continue to serve."

As soon as the words of God fell, four wings appeared on the back of Fan Keer, and now he is the deputy commander of the kingdom of heaven again.Van Kil's heart was moved with joy, and he asked to kiss the feet of the LORD God, and the LORD allowed him to kiss them.We were greatly surprised.The supreme Lord God actually promised such things. It can be seen that countless angels are not even qualified to touch the dust in front of Jehovah’s feet when he is standing on the ground, and besides a few angels who are in the front position, ordinary angels can’t even look straight at him. The face of the Lord is not allowed, and Van Keel can get such honor!

The Highest and Greatest in heaven is our Lord God.God can touch angels, but angels must never take the initiative to touch God, or even the air around God and the clouds at his feet.Every inch of land that God has stepped on is incomparably holy, and ordinary angels and people must not walk again.Only God has disturbed this land, and removed the holy sites, so that people can walk on it and walk safely.

The Lord God turned to me again and said, "Raziel, you have defeated the filth with your wisdom, and all the angels will record your deeds." I prostrated myself on the ground and listened to the Lord's words to me.

Yahweh God put his hands on my wings and said, "You are very high in my eyes. I will not do anything to elevate you. What I give you today is another holy thing."

All the angels widened their eyes and pricked up their ears to hear what the Lord had given me.

"When the hands of the world attack you, you will not suffer loss; if the swords of the world cut you down, you will not be hurt, because you are the angel I have seen, and I will give you the wings of Selah , all things in the world, no matter how sharp they are, are no match for all things that rest. For when everything ceases, there is no sharpness. Your six wings are now Selah."

When God touched my wings, my six wings became six rays of light, and even within the rays of light, these pure white wings were reflected.That is the "wing of Selah", also known as the "wing of rest", and on this wing is the heavy sigh of God.And the sigh of God, no matter any sharp weapon, cannot break through, because it is the eternal stillness that sighs from the mouth of Jehovah.

When time stands still and everything stops, what sharp weapon can pierce this tranquility?The Lord's love for me was already at its limit at that time.I am so grateful to Yahweh, even though I never see the same Yahweh now.

Since then, Van Kil has not seen me anymore. When I heard some angels talk about it, I heard that he has a new angel of joy. The angel is called Mu Lie, who is the second generation with me, and is the guardian of the stars in the sky. one.He is timid and afraid of getting into trouble, and never causes troubles, so his status is not low, but his reputation is very small.

I haven't seen him much, but I have a similar stature to him.I am considered short and thin among the angels, and Muliel is even worse. Even though he belongs to a capable angel and is in charge of the Lord's authority and punishment, I have never seen him punish anyone, nor have I seen him in the Lord's office. I said something special before my eyes.

If Van Keir really likes him, I feel relieved too.Now I am indulging in happiness and feel at ease.Michael and I were a bit too intimate during that time, we spent the day holding each other's hands, and spent the night in intimacy.

I knew that he liked to read strange things, so I decided to write a book.

The original past was kept secret, and I couldn't write down what I knew truthfully, so I decided to process some things since God created the world and write a novel.

My first novel was for Michael, because we were so inseparable and intimate that it was hard to find free time.But I don't want him to see the original manuscript of my novel, so I often get up at three or four in the morning to write until dawn.I finished the original manuscript, revised it, transcribed it in neat fonts, and showed it to Michael.Because of this, I was very lazy and tired in the afternoon, and I would sleep in Michael’s arms until the next morning before writing.

Michael had never read a novel before, and he was fascinated all of a sudden. He urged me to ask for new chapters every day, and I became more motivated to write. Within half a month, I had written more than [-] words.The protagonist of this story, named Lizel, is a humble lower angel who is despised by others, but because of a coincidence, he is loved by the upper angel Mokale.Mokale is the angel of punishment.He knew that such things were beyond the reach of angels, but he himself couldn't help falling in love with Lizel.

The two were afraid of being seen, so they often had a tryst until early in the morning. On that day, because Kabole, the king of angels, was also having a tryst at night, he saw Mokale and Lizel kissing each other.He was shocked, because Kabole and Mokale had a feud, and Kabole planned to report on the two...

Although the book still has many deficiencies, at that time, it was the only reading material created by angels, and Michael was fascinated by it.Again and again praised my beautiful style of writing.He wanted to help me publish it, and I thought it was a good thing at the time.It's just that there is no angel in the sky who is in charge of such things, so I feel worried.

I remembered that the angel who sent anonymous books every time seemed to be working on publishing, so I told Michael about it.Michael wondered: "Are there any angels who secretly publish books? This is a good thing, why do they sneak around? Is God displeased when he sees such things?"

"I can't know this, but I think it's better to be careful."

Michael said to me: "Your handwriting is beautiful and clear. I will help you copy your transcribed manuscript and bind it into a book." He took my transcribed manuscript, and he used magic to copy the text onto many papers. on page.Also took ten kinds of precious trees on the ground, namely snake wood, golden nanmu, iron palm (now extinct), Baishanzu fir (now extinct), black sandalwood, chicken wing wood, ivory wood, Agarwood, rosewood, and chinawood are cut into sawdust, mixed together, condensed into a whole board, cut into equal sizes, and made into the cover of the book.

He told me that his love for me was perfect, so he used ten kinds of wood as the cover.

It's just that my book doesn't have a title, so it's hard to engrave a title.I thought about it, because I mostly wrote it at three o'clock in the morning, so I casually said, it should be called "Whispering at Three o'clock in the Morning".

Because it was not finished yet, it could only be counted as the first book, so Michael engraved the title and author on my unfinished book.A total of twenty copies of this book were produced, and he sent them to many angels.I also specially sent a copy to Gabriel.

What I didn't expect was that because of this book, the angel's heart boiled up.Within a few days, letters like snowflakes were sent.It turned out that the angels had never read novels at that time. They were attracted by this plot, and their curiosity could not be overcome, so they urged me to write it down.

Among them, I also received a letter from Muli.He was extremely excited in the letter, as if he had found a close friend for many years.I am also happy to write back to him in the hope that he will continue to read what I have written.

Because at the beginning, only [-] copies were printed, but the angels circulated them to each other, and hundreds of people read it.Many angels who didn't care about me before are now very enthusiastic about me.When I see them face to face, they will ask me about the next plot.

"Your Majesty Raziel, what happened to Lizel and Mokale after that? Are they together?"

I just smiled and said that I am still writing, so it is inconvenient to disclose.There are also angels who are seriously curious, and even secretly lie on my window to watch me write.Although I feel scared, I feel very happy.

I no longer stopped Michael from entanglement. Because of his curiosity, he always peeked at my manuscripts in a way of attacking, so that later I simply wrote a chapter and went to comment on him directly.Michael always asks me:

"Lizel is you, is Mokale me?"

I always bow my head and tell him, "Who knows?"

【Small episode 1】Because Gabriel is the king among the angels, I sometimes have to visit him because of official business, but this time he caught me.

"Well, you Raziel, isn't that Kabole in your book? You wrote me so badly!" Gabriel was so angry that a little hair rose on his head.

"Your Highness..." I was about to apologize, but he grabbed my hand and said, "It's a deal, the next one must save my image, understand? Make me better too!" You and Michael are so tired, why have I ever made a small report? Huh? Did you hear that? Don’t laugh, Raziel, you idiot, I used to see you with a straight face, why, now giggle?"

【Small episode 2】

Because when Michael was peeling the wood, he accidentally threw the excess sawdust on the ground, and a sandstorm blew up on the ground.When he went down to check, a monster appeared in the sandstorm, and that monster was also a huge monster born in chaos.Michael fought with the monster and suffered a little skin trauma. I took him to Raphael for treatment.

"Michael, why are you so careless?"

"Oh, did Daguang come out from the west today? His Royal Highness Rafael spoke so politely." Michael laughed heartily, "I will definitely be told by you before, next time bring a few more people, so as not to come again Please."

"The tone is not small, but I have something to ask you today."

"Me? Your Highness Raphael, what do you want to ask me? This is really strange!"

"Hey, tell your wife to give me a role in the next movie."

I blushed at that time: "Raphael! Don't use the word wife indiscriminately!"

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