crown of thorns

The author has something to say: This chapter was written and revised, rewritten and rewritten four times before it was finally finalized, alas~

You will return and obey the voice of the LORD and do all his commandments that I command you today.

…………………………………………………………——The Bible·Old Testament·Deuteronomy

When God stood next to me, I still couldn't believe it.He was standing beside the two of us, watching us.

Poker face.

"Let's go." God said to me. There is great authority in His words. My body left in disbelief. I shouted, "Michael! Michael! Michael!" But I couldn't turn back. , can only go forward on its own.

Michael watched me leave with relief, watched me walk down the stairs step by step, from the seventh floor to the sixth floor, from the sixth floor to the fifth floor, until I left the forbidden world.He finally couldn't support his heavy eyes anymore and fell down.

I walked with God, but I was covered in blood, and I felt unclean, so I said, "My body is unclean, so I cannot walk with the Lord."

God blew on my face, all my wounds were healed, and my body was as clean as ever.

"Raziel, you must not question your Lord." That's all God said.

I don't talk because I don't want to talk.

"Do you want Michael to die?" God's face was peaceful.

When I heard this, I threw myself at the feet of God: "Lord, no matter how you punish me, because of my heavy transgression, I only beg you, please revive him, I can go to the lake of fire, I can go to the lake of fire. Everywhere you want me to go! Just save him."

"Since you love him so much, why do you doubt that I have tampered with your love? Who did you listen to and doubt me?"

He fears he already knows who told us.

"Do you believe in Lucifer more than I do?" God's words struck my heart like a hammer.I can't answer that.

"Lucifer, Michael, and you, you are all my favorite creations. I put a lot of effort into you, you know? Yet, you deceive me, question me, and think that I have done you an injustice You should have died, but I took care of your past praise and achievements to me, and I held back my anger against you, and my anger was not directed against you, because the LORD is a forgiving Lord.”

It is difficult for me to discern what God really means by these words.

"The love of all kinds is in the palm of my hand. Is there anything wrong with it? Is there anything in the world that was not made by my hand, but I can't do such a thing? The Lord made you love each other. Don't you think it's because of this?" Ashamed?"

I don't think so now.

The sons and daughters of man are born of their parents.Everything is born from the hands of parents. Do I, as a son or daughter, have to obey my parents in everything?The blood of my parents gave me life, but I have life, and this life is mine.My love for them comes from me, not because my parents ask me to love them, so I love them.My ups and downs, honors and disgraces are my own life, I do not obey my parents unconditionally, but because of their hard work in raising me, I should give them what I should give in return.It's just that these rewards are issued from my life, and I don't give them because my parents ask me to give them.

But He is God, He is in control of everything, our parents and even our King.

I am willing, and I am willing to hold my life, death, and fame in His hands. He can take my life and everything, except for one thing—love. I think God should not take care of it.This is the only freedom I should have. The heart I love should belong to me completely and unreservedly, and give it to the person I really love.Even if God does not like it, it should not be prescribed by Him.

This is the most precious thing in the world.No matter what the Lord thinks of me, I am not willing to give up my right to love.

"I can forgive your previous transgressions, so that you will not be punished or die, but you can no longer come before my eyes. Go, you are no longer my secretary." Yahweh said this.

"Michael..."

"You don't have to ask about him. I don't allow you to seek death." God waved his hand, and I suddenly returned to my residence, as if all this had never happened.

When I saw God again, it was at a great gathering where God announced that he would create the fifth generation of angels. Now that I have lost my position as a secretary, I have been reduced to the lowest level, and I can only watch God’s throne from afar.

As there are many people on earth, so there will be more angels in heaven.I was disheartened and didn't want to hear about this incident. Since the last time I said goodbye to God, I was immediately called by Kamel. To be honest, the pain of the broken wing was nothing at all. Compared with the pain in my heart, it was simply insignificant.Michael, Michael is dead.

Now I live in seclusion in my own residence, stay at home, and read books day and night, and my life is upside down, because God has not given me a clear position, and I have nothing to do, so I just read books every day, in a daze.I caressed the book that Michael had made for me, and thought that the creation of the second book was so long in arrears that most of the angels had forgotten about it.No one asked me, only an angel named Mu Lie still wrote to urge me.

I was sad and sad, and I had no intention of writing. I touched the book cover that Michael made for me, and wept bitterly.I still remember that he said that his love for me was perfect, so he used ten kinds of wood to make this book cover.

I stood at the farthest point, listening to the news lazily.The number of angels in heaven will increase again, and this time there will be [-] more.Most of the angels were incorporated into the Celestial Army, and the commander of the Celestial Army should be Van Kil now.

I heard the host of heaven praising the LORD.Shouting slogans, I am too lazy to listen to them, so I can only follow the crowd.

"The LORD of hosts is our King of Glory! Michael is our Captain!"

Michael?

I looked up and saw Michael standing majestically in front of the heavenly hosts, saluting and greeting them.

"Michael!" I almost shouted, is this really Michael?

Michael flew towards me, and I shouted excitedly: "Michael!"

All the angels around looked at me in surprise, Michael looked at me in a blink of an eye, and then flew away with a face of inexplicability.

This is obviously Michael, but he didn't seem to notice me.

How is this going?

I was anxious about this for a long time, tossing and turning.I should still meet him!

Shortly after the call was over, I hurried to his residence. I don't know if his residence has changed, but it stands to reason that he has no reason to change his residence.

The guards at Michael's house refused to let me in, because I was very low in the sight of the Lord.These angels belong to the fifth generation, they just joined the Celestial Army, so they don’t know me. The original guards have all been promoted to become angels guarding one side.

I had a big argument with them, and they refused to let go: "Your Highness, an angel like you, can meet you, go back!"

I argued with them: "I am a friend of His Royal Highness Michael, please let me in."

"Don't be kidding! How could Your Highness have such a low-ranking friend? Angel! Although you were born before me, you should be a fourth-generation angel, but now your status is not as good as ours, and we are still just an angel!" Guard, how could you be His Highness's friend? In heaven, you will be punished if you tell a lie. Didn't Guardian Raguel teach you a lesson?"

The other said: "Maybe at your level, you can't see Raguel's guardianship, so his subordinates taught you the rules of the kingdom of heaven. Maybe the lessons are not perfect enough, so you don't know. I am kind enough to remind you In a word, you must not lie! What happened today should have never happened, and you should go back quickly."

We made a noise outside the door, which alarmed Michael, and Michael walked out of the residence, his whole body radiating light.

"As expected of the Lord of Light!" The guards stared blankly, almost forgetting their business.

"What's the matter? Such a noise?" Michael asked.

The guards said in a panic: "Your Highness, I'm really sorry to disturb you. This angel insists that he is your friend and wants to see you, but we refuse."

Michael glanced at me and asked strangely, "What's the matter? Angel."

"Michael..." I stared blankly at him.I am Raziel, why, why is he reacting like this.

"Angel! How can you call His Royal Highness Michael's name directly! It's too presumptuous."

"It's okay, isn't it just a name? Names are meant to be called by people. Don't scare people." Michael laughed, "Angel! It seems that something is wrong with you, something bad happened. Is it? I am Michael, and I have a position in the kingdom of heaven. If you have any worries, just tell me, I can help you solve it, and I will help you. By the way, what is your name? ?”

He... he doesn't remember anything.

I was like a thunderbolt from the blue sky, and my tears flowed out uncontrollably. While crying, I turned and flew away without looking back.

"What does this angel mean!" The guard was indignant, "Your Highness is such a nice person, it seems like His Highness is bullying him."

Michael waved his hand and said, "Forget it, maybe there's something in your heart that you don't want to talk about."