crown of thorns

"As surely as I live," says the LORD, you will adorn them and girdle with them like a bride.

………………………………………………………——The Bible Old Testament Isaiah

These days, my description wears off, heartbroken.The only thing that counts in this pain is my seeing the truth.The truth is cruel. I could have closed my ears and closed my eyes to see, but I had to listen and see.

Now, as the days go by, Michael has completely forgotten about me.

But judging from his still hearty personality and his never-standard vibrato, he is still Michael.It's just that he has forgotten everything about being with me.

As for Lucifer, I haven't seen him since that day.I guess he was grounded, but I don't know what punishment he will have.It is useless for me to worry about it unilaterally, because not only am I no longer the secretary of the kingdom of heaven, I don’t even have work points, and I am no longer a cherub.

I don't know who the current secretary is, and I don't want to know. I only wish Michael is safe.

I often secretly want to see him, although I often can't find him, so I can only ask around.However, most of the information I got was completely different, and I couldn't help it.Most of the angels in the previous position, I didn’t have much friendship, except Samuel, Raphael and I had a slightly better relationship, and the others had almost no contacts.Samuel and Raphael took pity on my situation and gave me a lot of help. They thought that I had offended the Lord and was cut off from the position of secretary. They didn’t know that Michael no longer remembered me.Michael just erased all the memories related to me, so that people only knew that we broke up.

Samuel was afraid that I would think about it, so he took me to the Garden of Eden, because the realm here is really quiet and quiet, suitable for calming down.

"Raziel, look at how beautiful this colorful fruit is." He picked one and tasted it, "ah, the taste is just a little bit worse."

I smiled at him and didn't speak.

"I still remember that day, me and you, and the incident of Lucifer and Michael stealing fruit in the garden, Michael's family..." Samael wanted to comfort me, looking for something interesting, but inadvertently When Michael was mentioned again, my face darkened suddenly. He knew he had said something wrong, so he could only keep silent.

I was sad and sad, sat on the ground and sighed.Samuel touched my head: "Idiot, is it worth worrying about graying your hair for that guy?"

"You don't understand..." I sighed.

"I don't understand." Samael said, "But I know, the past is over, let's break up, people on the ground have broken up too much. Just cry for a while. Your feelings are too delicate. ..."

Halfway through his words, I was wondering why the boring comforting stopped, when he suddenly became flustered: "Michael is here!"

I was surprised, but because of his high status, I naturally knew it soon.With my current position, I can't see Michael's whereabouts at all.

Among the angels, Samael's special ability is the ability to conceal himself. If he hides, even Gabriel, who is the king of the angels, will find it difficult to find him.He used his wings to protect me and activated his presence. I didn't know what he meant by that, so he told me in spiritual language: "There is an angel beside Michael."

Ambil is one of the guardians of the stars. He has a beautiful appearance and is slightly taller and thinner than me.A head of beautiful blond hair, like a galaxy in the sky.His eyes are quick, and his mouth speaks sweet words.I stared blankly at him, because he and Michael were intertwined and intimate.

When Michael spoke love words to him, my brain suddenly buzzed.

Then, I saw a scene that shocked me, Michael kissed Ambil.

My heart ached like a knife, and my face was bloodless.When Samuel saw me like this, he suddenly appeared, grabbed Michael, and punched him.

"Samel, you're crazy!" Michael covered his face, "Don't do a surprise attack!"

"I think you are crazy. You only broke up with the idiot for a few days. You hooked up with another one? Do you still have a conscience?"

"Huh? Idiot? Who is the idiot?"

"I forgot quickly enough! You heartless and ungrateful man, today I can see you clearly."

"What are you talking about, Samuel? When did I become ungrateful?"

"Forget it, Samuel." I said angrily, "This is my fault."

"Raziel?!" Samuel frowned, "That's all?"

"It's not Michael's fault. Let's go."

I pulled Samuel out of the Garden of Eden, and Michael shouted behind me: "What the hell are you doing! It's really inexplicable."

"I didn't expect that when we fell in love with you and me, we all saw you, but now we have forgotten you so quickly! I thought he was a virtuous man who valued friendship, but I didn't expect to act so lowly." Sa Maier complained loudly all the way, "How can you still swallow this breath!"

"It's all God's arrangement." I said this unintentionally.

"Ah? What did you say?"

"I mean, he shouldn't be blamed for this. I want to break up with him. Now that we broke up, it's only natural for us to go our separate ways."

"Raziel, you really don't care about this?"

I reluctantly said, "I don't care."

"You guys are right! It's absolutely amazing! I don't care about you anymore, as if I've made myself feel passionate and want to fight you." Samuel angrily wanted to say goodbye to me.

"Thank you."

"You're welcome!" Samuel flew away angrily.

Don't care, how could you not care.Although I know that he no longer remembers me, I hold a hope in my heart that he can fall in love with me again. Now, this hope is completely shattered.I had nowhere to go, and I was in a daze.

Michael is a person who values ​​affection. If he fell in love with Amber today, he might not be able to look me in the eye again.

My heart is in pain and sorrow, but there is nothing I can do.

Life, like a pool of stagnant water, flows in my body.

My love was completely destroyed like this, but the more I suppressed this love, the more I couldn't control its overflow.After waking up with tears in my eyes countless times, I realized how strong my jealousy was when I said I didn't care.

Since I can't really be with Michael, I can only have Michael in my own world. I draw Michael's appearance on paper, and put it in a small wooden frame, and put it At the bedside, I can see his smiling face at me every morning.I felt that this was not enough, so I started to write again the novel I had abandoned.I poured all my anger and sorrow into the novel. The joys and sorrows made me cry while writing.

Liesel and Mokale broke up.

God knew that they were in love, so he was very angry and told them to break up. Lizel refused, but Mokale was afraid of losing his position, so he agreed to break up.Lizel got angry and complained about Kabole, the king of angels who informed the informer, but Kabole refused to admit that he was the one who informed him.Lizel fell into the sea in a fit of anger and wanted to die.

Kabole took pity on him, rescued him, and gave him treatment and care.

Mokale saw Kabole taking care of Lizel, and thought that the two of them had mutual affection.He thought it was a good thing, because Kabole and Mokale had a grudge against each other.He went to tell Kabole and Lizel the secret of their affair.

After God heard this, he sent Lizel and Kabole to prison.Lizel ran to the lake of fire and died to prove his innocence.God repented of this incident, and was very angry with Mokale, and wanted to put him to death.

However, Kabole offered Lizel's last words before his death: ask the Lord to forgive everyone.

Moved by these words, the Lord forgave the sins of Mocarie and Cabole, and acquiesced in the love between the angels.

Mokalie thanked Kabolie for coming forward at the last moment and dedicating Lizer's last words, but Kabolie said that he did not want to see Lizel's death and lost his original value.

My second book was almost finished in one go. I wrote it while weeping. After finishing it, I copied and transcribed many parts by myself.I transcribed a total of thirty volumes and sent them to Gabriel, Michael and many other angels.Although I don't know what Lucifer is like now, but according to the location of his residence in the past, I also sent one. It's just that he has a very high status and his residence is uncertain, so I don't know if it can be delivered.

However, almost overnight, the number of my book increased greatly. I did not expect it. After I went out, all the angels held the book to read and pointed at each other. Not just thirty, but hundreds or even thousands.Who did the printing?

The first book came out of nowhere, and all the angels rushed to read it. The original Mokale was an upright and handsome man. No one expected that the second book turned around. This man's heart was actually so corrupt.Because some high-ranking and middle-ranking angels knew about the past between me and Michael, they thought that Mokale was Michael and Lizel was me. Because of things and people, the look in Michael’s eyes was not right. I probably knew that I broke up with him, thinking that he brought it up, and privately discussing his infidelity.

Because he is with Ambil now, the rumor spreads everywhere.

"Hahahaha." Gabriel laughed from ear to ear in the private residence, "Raziel's book is really good! Kabole is indeed an upright angel!"

"But did Michael really break up with Raziel? This is really a strange thing." Said Haniel who was serving Gabriel.

"A while ago, the two disappeared for a while, I don't know why." Another angel who served Gabriel said.

"This kind of thing is beyond our expectations, so don't make wild guesses." Gabriel said slowly, "Parting and reuniting are common things, so there is no need to make a fuss. Rachel is a smart person, although I can't choose angels at will." position, but I would rather ask the Lord for a position for him."

"You're being too polite to him," said Haniel.

"He doesn't have a title now, so it's inconvenient for him to move around at will, and he is often despised by others, and he is in a dire situation. I can't bear it, and I will help if I can."

Haniel said: "Your Highness, it's better to be more cautious. I don't know why he was demoted. If you go to ask the Lord, what should you do if you make the Lord unhappy?"

Gabriel thought for a while and said, "Although I don't know where he offended the Lord, since he hasn't been imprisoned, he should have been punished. After the sentence is over, he will be promoted slowly. But his status is too high. Low, I'm not going to push him. It's estimated that it will take 100 years to become a guard. I'd better help him. Anyway, because there are five generations of angels this time, most of the original angels have been promoted. The library There is still a lack of a caretaker, so let him go up there. The environment is quiet and it is convenient for him to write books."

The plan was confirmed, and Gabriel went to ask the Lord.

After a few days, the LORD gave his consent, because Gabriel had found favor in his sight.

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