I want to have a relationship with you

Su Jingming left, along with Wen Yan.

His hatred made him helpless.

When Ren Wei learned that Su Jingming had left Liangcheng for a week, the first thing he found was Wen Yan.

They made an appointment in a coffee shop, Ren Wei wrinkled his face together with worry, Wen Yan said that Shanshan was late after the appointed time.

If she wanted to complain, she swallowed it abruptly when she saw Wen Yan's expressionless face.

Ren Wei awkwardly stirred the cold coffee in front of him, and asked dryly, "Really?"

Wen Yan nodded, "Yes."

Ren Wei took a deep breath, "Grass, what kind of plot development is this?" He gritted his back molars, "His mother doesn't care about him at all, it's okay to follow along..."

Speaking of this, Ren Wei's throat choked up, he knew Su Jingming's family too well, there was no difference between Su Jingming who followed Cheng Hui and Su Qicheng's side.

He couldn't tell.

Su Jingming has suffered a lot these past few years.

It was so painful that even he felt sorry for Su Jingming.

Wen Yan heard Ren Wei hesitate to speak, but couldn't say a word for a long time.He took a sip of the coffee, without milk or sugar, it should be very bitter, but now he can't even taste the bitterness.

After a moment of silence, Wen Yan asked Su Jingming, "Can you still contact him?"

Ren Wei shook his head, "The previous number has been canceled, and we haven't replied to WeChat."

Wen Yanming knew that was the answer, but couldn't help but want to ask.

Su Jingming seemed to have evaporated from the world. In this electronic age, he lost contact.

Wen Yan sighed silently, resting his chin on his hands and looking at the crowd outside the glass window.

The crowd is still flowing, but you are the only one missing in this city.

Wen Yan's heart ached so badly that he couldn't breathe.He didn't have any expressions and emotions to express too much, and suppressed the tumbling in his heart one by one.

I miss you so much.

Just can only think of you.

In a daze, Wen Yan remembered the day Su Jingming said: "We don't love anymore, okay?"

In the end, without waiting for his answer, Su Jingming let go of his hand again and avoided him.

Wen Yan's helplessness led to Su Jingming's compromise.

It's just a few minutes, it seems like many years have passed.

Ren Wei drank his coffee in one breath, "I only know that Auntie Cheng remarried in the next province. As for the location, I really don't know. If you want to know, I can help you find out."

Wen Yan paused slightly, his parched throat seemed to be a thousand-year-old well. After a moment of silence, he responded softly: "...OK."

"But don't have too much hope. If you really want to hide, you won't be able to find it no matter how you look." Ren Wei pursed his lips, "Wen Yan, to be honest, when Brother Ming is with you, you can't find it." It's the real him. I'm glad he got to know you and be with you."

Ren Wei thought, this should be the most bitter thing he said in his life.

Wen Yan and Ren Wei didn't stay in the coffee shop for too long, they simply said goodbye to each other, Wen Yan silently watched Ren Wei leave.

When he came back to his senses again, a small bell sounded in his ear.

Wen Yan slowly lowered his eyes to look between his wrists, and long thoughts suddenly swept over him.The spring scenery of this year is a memory he can't let go of.

He pursed the corners of his mouth, raised his hand to cover the summer sun, and kept the cell phone hanging quietly in his pocket, hiding a secret that no one knew.

No one would know how Wen Yan missed his little hero every time the night fell.

No matter how many WeChat messages I sent, I couldn't wait for a reply.

He could only watch the remaining chat records over and over again, and play the only video over and over again.He held the silver ring in his hand.

I seem to have lost the most important meaning in my life.

Wen's father and Wen's mother saw that Wen Yan's condition was getting worse day by day, so they put off a lot of work and stayed with Wen Yan at home all day.Even Wen Miao became well-behaved and sensible, able to study and read by herself, and did not mention Su Jingming anymore.

Whenever Wen Yan looked at a place of silence, Mother Wen would secretly shed tears beside her.

When Wen Yan came back to his senses, he saw his mother with red eyes.

The guilt in his heart was getting deeper and deeper.

Until one day, Father Wen drank some wine and chatted with Wen Yan at the dining table for a long time.

Father Wen said: "This world is like this, if you don't allow it, you don't allow it. You still have a long way to go in your life, and you will always make mistakes."

"What can two boys do together? Dad believes that you are at the age of first love. It is not surprising that you have a little idea. The future is very long, and you should also discover new things around you."

"Xiao Su is a good boy, he knows how to love his mother, and he also knows how to accept when he is good."

"After a few decades, when you look back on this past, you will still find it ridiculous."

"Don't make your mother worry, her health is really getting worse day by day."

When Father Wen said this, the corners of his eyes were red. He took out a piece of paper, wiped the corners of his mouth, and said vaguely, "Why is today's food so spicy? Tears are about to come out."

Wen Yan accompanied him silently, watching Father Wen wipe his tears and the corners of his mouth for a while, his heart throbbed with pain.

"Dad, I..."

"Wen Yan, don't say anything, just keep it in your heart." Father Wen interrupted him, drank the wine in front of him in one gulp, stood up unsteadily, and patted his son on the shoulder, " Your mother is really not in good health, and she really can't bear the blow."

Father Wen returned to the bedroom, Wen Miao sneaked out of the room.

Wen Yan stared blankly at the mess on the table in front of him, finally sighed and cleaned it up slowly.

Seeing the situation, Wen Miao helped out by the side.

Wen Yan looked up at her lazily, but said nothing.

The two siblings cleaned the dining table and the kitchen silently, only the sound of chopsticks colliding and running water.

Until Wen Yan finished washing the last bowl, he made a glass of lemonade for Wen Miao and handed it to her.

Wen Miao: "Brother, you really don't want to be looking for Brother Jingming?"

This was the first time Wen Miao mentioned Su Jingming after Su Jingming left.She also asked Song Yifei, Su Jingming seemed to have evaporated, and no one could be contacted.

Wen Yan turned his back to Wen Miao, and he wiped the glazed table with a towel, but Wen Miao couldn't see that his hand holding the towel gradually tightened, and his knuckles turned white.

"He avoids me, what can I do."

Ren Wei said yes, he deliberately hid, and it was too difficult to find.

"Then Brother Jing Ming definitely doesn't want to avoid you like this." Wen Miao still didn't give up, "He has a friend for many years, maybe he can..."

"Difficult." Wen Yan said, "It is difficult."

Wen Miao didn't know what to say, she opened her mouth, but couldn't say a word to comfort her.

After a moment of silence, Wen Yan said, "Miao Miao, Su Jingming is fine."

"Very well, he saved me and helped me hold a parent-teacher meeting. He bought me a lot of food when he sent me back that day. He looks like a stupid nerd, but he is actually a gentleman and gentle in his bones."

When Wen Yan heard Wen Miao's description, he chuckled, "Yeah, such a person, why wouldn't Mom and Dad accept it?"

How could such a person not be accepted by his parents.

Wen Yan couldn't figure out whether gender was really that important.

Wen Miao was still feeling sorry for what her brother said even when she was lying on the bed.She thought that she must help her brother persuade her parents and try to accept Su Jingming.After making a series of plans, Wen Miao was going to knock on the door of her parents' room the first thing she did when she woke up the next day.

Unexpectedly, as soon as the door was opened, Wen Yan on the other side also woke up.

He was dressed in black from head to toe, looked at Wen Miao with a look of astonishment, and greeted her dryly: "Good morning."

Wen Miao was slightly taken aback, "Good morning."

Wen Yan nodded slightly, walked towards the kitchen to prepare breakfast, Wen Miao stayed where she was, with a slight chill on her body.

For a moment, Wen Miao thought it was Su Jingming.

After a long time, Wen Miao almost forgot what Wen Yan used to be like.

It took only a few days for the schoolmates to accept such warm words, apart from the initial astonishment.

The person who couldn't understand the most was Song Yifei.

Seeing the expressionless Wen Yan for the first time, with indifference in his eyes, Song Yifei's teeth were itching with hatred, and he scolded directly: "Look at what you think now?!"

Wen Yan answered him: "Like him."

"Fuck, you lunatic!" Song Yifei said, "Wen Yan, why didn't I see that you took feelings so seriously before? Isn't it just that you have left now, and you have become like this, so don't your parents see it?" Won't you be sad?"

Wen Yan was silent for a while, "They're used to it."

Song Yifei was at a loss for words for a moment, he took out a cigarette from his pocket, and lit the lighter several times but failed to ignite the cigarette.Distraught and about to throw away the cigarette in his hand, Wen Yan took the lighter from him and lighted the cigarette steadily for him. At this moment, Song Yifei couldn't see the light in Wen Yan's eyes.

He smoked most of his cigarette and put it out in the trash can, "Wen Yan, is it really okay for you to be like this?"

"Song Yifei." Wen Yan called him, "Do you still remember what Su Jingming looked like?"

Song Yifei: "Of course, he's only gone for three or four months, how could he not remember?"

Wen Yan nodded, and the expression in his eyes suddenly softened, with subtle tenderness, and the image of that person appeared in his mind.

He said: "Now I just remember what it looks like, but I haven't heard the voice for a long time."

I am a coward, afraid that I will forget, forget the complete you.

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感谢在2021-08-1315:36:14~2021-08-1621:30:09期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 2 bottles of Hinny; 1 bottle of Lan;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!