The indescribable "I"

Yvette was born in chaos, with extreme gore.

At that time, an old black mage was bewitched by the many sweet words of the cultists, his muddy soul became more and more distorted, and he devoted himself enthusiastically to seek the ancient and dark knowledge.

Moreover, he is bolder than his predecessors, it should be said that he is more crazy and fearless.

The black mage is like a young man who has tasted meat for the first time. After being teased by others, he will take the initiative to find something to fill his hidden thirst. He collects lonely books of taboos day and night, from entry to mastery.

The longer he soaked in the toilsome darkness, the more he understood, and without a teacher he began to despise his ancestors.

He is not satisfied with summoning ancient and unknown dependents. Most cultists also speak for their own interests, and there are many liars among them.And he is a fanatic, the kind who doesn't want to die, so he wants to call those higher-level existences directly.

After he had this wish, he began to prepare related matters, and found bits and pieces of messy knowledge patchwork in the incomplete, moth-eaten and yellowed pages of the book. He chose a god with an obscure description in an ancient book, and carried out his first call.

—Even he himself could not have imagined that the moment he made a move, it was a lore.

He picked the biggest, most powerful...

Spells about darkness, of course, need to be added with blood.

He cut off a black shriveled eyeball, and the paint was composed of a woman's mouth fat mixed with the sweat of a dead baby; the fresh flesh and tissue of the human body was boiled and crushed bone powder, which was a good auxiliary material; A silver dagger; a mess of crumpled dark red silk.

The most important master material is the soul of half of humanity.Its owner is still lingering, and his mental state is not very good, which was forcibly separated by secret techniques.

When he greeted the unknown with full expectation.

——And the other party will indeed give him a response, but it is not the blind and ignorant body. The summoning ceremony is too incomplete, so a part of him descends silently. After many distances in time and space, the power is too weakened.

But this is not something that ant-like humans can stop, so the sinful lunatic paid the price of death.

That half of the soul was going to be annihilated. He didn't need a sacrifice. He was in chaos, without any needs or desires at all.

But a miracle that no one can explain occurred in the process.

Part of his power is entwined with that half of his soul. He is too weak, and the master of this soul has extraordinary toughness, just like a wonderful chemical reaction that has reached a balance point, thus combining unexpected products .

The combination of divinity and humanity opened its "eyes" amidst the stench. The other half of divinity doesn't care, so humanity drives him to follow the desire in his heart—that is, half of Bai Jiu's soul is looking forward to become whole.

It floated slowly in mid-air, and first turned around in a daze.

One half of its soul is going to find its other half.

Because it felt a familiar aura under its feet, some summoning materials from Bai Jiu itself confused it for a while.

It was easy to find, and it didn't take much effort. It found Bai Jiu, a sticky mass, an unknown creature that hadn't been given a shape or a name, and pulled him on its own, but refused to let go.

—and then he had a form, and a name.

It becomes him.

At this moment, the miraculous man-made product - Yvette said with a strange face: "You ask me if I have any intention to kill him?"

Nyarlathotep's main body smiled: "Yes, I hope you can answer this question honestly."

Yvette had an expression of "why should I tell you?", but now he was at a disadvantage. No matter how powerful Yvette was, he was just an asshole. His body could easily crush the opponent's body, but he couldn't.

"What do you think?" He asked back with a smile, blinking mischievously.

Even if his heart is about to explode right now, and he wants to smash the guy's head to pieces, Yvette has to drag him around in circles to buy himself some time.

It's okay for him to be stuck here, but what he's worried about is Bai Jiu, who knows if Nyarlathoti will attack him.

"I guess so."

He returned the same expression, with a little smile filtering through his dark gold, inhuman pupils, and spoke in a very sure tone.

Yvette raised his eyebrows and said, "You guessed right."

——Ask Yvette if he had any intention to kill Bai Jiu?

--some.

But to be more specific, it has not yet become "Yvette".

It's too eager to return.

It has no specific shape, it is a completely chaotic mass, and it has not yet learned to use mimicry.

A young, unnecessary flesh/body wraps the other half of the soul it desires, so that even if it is very close, it always feels separated by a layer, and there is a kind of unpleasant scratching.

Bai Jiu thought it was like a cat that couldn't be driven away at first, and smelled him like a catnip intoxicatingly, lingering around him in every possible way.That's because he didn't see its sharp fangs hidden in the mouth.

The cat hides a bloodthirsty heart under its cute appearance.

It's not enough to get a little bit of sweetness, it's greedy, wanting to tear off the false shell, completely entangled with the other half of the soul it lacks.Irresistible, let's savor everything lusciously.

It's a pure desire, a morbid take for granted.

——If this counts as killing intent.

"I admit that I have thought about killing him."

Yvette smiled, and when he said this, his tongue tasted like a mouthful of sweet honey.

But later he thought it was more like a twisted love.

"Look, I guessed it right." On one side of the outer god's body, the eyebrows were raised, and the arc of the corner of the mouth widened inexplicably.

"So?" Yvette felt that his appearance was disgusting, and the good mood he recalled just now disappeared, the smile disappeared on his face, and he looked as cold as ice, just like Bai Jiu.

"It's nothing." But when he said this, he looked like a victor without restraint.The Outer God's main body had that exaggerated smile, and he raised his cane and pointed in one direction, "It just so happens that another of our guests is here too, so I don't think I need to introduce you."

Yvette had an inexplicable bad premonition in his heart, and immediately looked in the direction his cane was pointing.

"Welcome, Bai Jiu!"

That direction was originally the woods, just like looking in a mirror, two new people with the same appearance as the two present have arrived.

— It’s almost like having two sets of twins meeting here.

With a hearty smile, the gentleman with black hair and golden eyes took off his top hat and gave a salute.

Another gentleman with black hair and golden eyes returned the salute, and also showed a perfectly curved smile.

Bai Jiu followed the newcomer, her eyes were heavy, she stared at Yvette silently, her face seemed to be swallowed by a dead silence.

Yvette still didn't know anything about Bai Jiu's frequently suggested mental state, and he was relieved when he saw that he was fine, but his habitual eyes scanned his body inch by inch, trying to confirm whether he was in good condition.

The bright red and dazzling palm prints on that side of the face inevitably came into his eyes, and Yvette almost jumped up.

"He did it?"

Yvette immediately greeted him, and thought of the suspect.

His whole face seemed to be split into two parts, he looked cautious to Bai Jiu, while he looked angry to the foreign god.

"I think this answer, you can ask him yourself."

Under Yvette's death gaze, the foreign god who brought Bai Jiu smiled and disappeared.

But before disappearing, he seemed to add a sentence, "Also, I hope you can make the right choice."

He has accomplished his mission.

The Outer God himself stepped back in a very gentlemanly manner, and said considerately: "Since the two are reunited, I will take my leave for the time being."

Talking as if it wasn't him who separated them.

Yvette wanted to complain in his heart, but he had more important things to do right now.

Using his own strength, he touched the red and swollen mark slightly with his fingertips, "Brother, does it hurt?"

The area touched by him seemed to have been covered with ice, and those marks faded away like magic. Bai Jiu blinked slowly, feeling even colder in her heart, unable to describe the mood at that moment when she first arrived.

His expression was indifferent, he didn't reply to Yvette, and he didn't say a word.

Bai Jiu remembered the reminders from the foreign gods one after another on the way.

[When you are entangled with your blood elders, another father god is making a deal with me and my body. 】

【Sigh, don't stare at me like this, I am not the only one who is responsible for all this, your half body also knows the truth. 】

[But he pretended to be ignorant and secretly arranged this meeting. He wanted to abuse your heart and make your state the worst, so that he could easily defeat you. Yes, you have the same Qualifications are like equal contending heirs to the throne. 】

He wants to kill me?

[The annihilation of □□ is not completely considered defeating you, he wants to completely destroy your spirit, that's the only way... Maybe he didn't have the idea of ​​competing with you before, but the half of his divinity that belongs to the Father God is gradually awakening, has already Completely crushing past considerations, beings like us disdain the weak feelings of human beings. 】

The indoctrination over and over again, and the superimposed spiritual hints, have already made my heart on the verge of collapse.

And the last sentence that completely collapsed his defense line.

It is the last straw that crushes the camel.

【"I admit that I have thought about killing him."】

This is the fact, it was clearly laid out in front of Bai Jiu's eyes.

He still deceives me with his hypocritical appearance.

Bai Jiu's eyeballs covered with ferocious red bloodshot eyes slowly rolled, and a cold voice said in his heart.

"Are you telling the truth just now?" He chose to give Yvette one last chance, his voice rough and hoarse like sandpaper.

"What?" Yvette said inexplicably after treating his injury.

"You once wanted to kill me." Bai Jiu asked, "Is it true?"

"So that's what I said." Yvette thought that Bai Jiu was a little angry, but just as the annoying guy withdrew, he became in a teasing mood instead, "Then brother, do you want to listen to the truth or lies?"

If it wasn't for the fact that he was in a bad state at the moment, under normal circumstances, Bai Jiu would have pushed his head into the ground.

"Truth."

Now his face is indifferent, he wants to know the answer too much.

"It's the truth." Yvette had an expression of "I can't do anything about you", with a smile in his eyes, and his lips opened and closed.

Bai Jiu is like a death row prisoner facing the final trial, waiting for the verdict to come down wholeheartedly.

However, he finally got a cruel trial——

"And thought about it more than once."

"........."

Bai Jiu couldn't speak anymore.

The stone in his heart finally fell to the ground, but he fell into a bottomless abyss, and he couldn't even give him an echo.

His heart seemed to be pulled out and crushed, but he couldn't feel the pain anymore.

The expression on Bai Jiu's face was unharmed, as indifferent as ever, and his hands were slowly put behind his back.

[Maybe you need a little help. 】

He always had a smile on his face when he spoke.

——So, He gave him a dagger, enough to kill Yvette's dagger.

[It can directly bypass a certain mechanism and kill your half body. The two of you cannot attack each other directly, just like he is now seeking the help of a third party to kill you. 】

[Accept it, and then kill him, don't hesitate, you will lose if you hesitate. 】

"elder brother?"

Bai Jiu hugged him suddenly, and Yvette asked in surprise, "What's wrong?"

How long are you going to lie to me like this?

Because such a posture is easier to strike, Bai Jiu's slightly drooping eyes overflowed with a sneer, lying on the side of his neck with completely distorted thoughts, picking up a strand of hair with his fingertips.

"Yvette." He called softly, with scarlet killing intent.

"Well, I'm here." His prey, completely unaware, replied in a low voice.

In a corner he couldn't see, Bai Jiu flicked a finger lightly, and a space was cut open. He took out the dagger stored in it, let go of the strand of innocent hair, and turned to hold it tightly. hold it.

He wanted to insert it into Yvette's back, and Bai Jiu even wanted to dig out his mimic heart, so that the secret in his heart could not be hidden.

The tip of the dagger made a piercing sound in the air, and Yvette could already detect such an undisguised movement.

Then--

Bai Jiu's long and thick eyelashes trembled, like a disturbed black butterfly.His facial features twisted for a moment, and the dagger that was about to pierce the traitor's chest stopped a centimeter away.

In the next second, Yvette was pushed away unexpectedly.

"elder brother?"

Bai Jiu looked up at him, suddenly laughed, and stood unsteadily, the dagger in his hand was covered with a layer of cold green light. "What do you say I'm doing?"

He smiled and stroked the smooth cut surface of the dagger, and said softly: "I don't think I want to live anymore."

He found sadly that he might not be able to do it, no matter what.

He obviously knew that he was lying to you, and he had murderous intentions towards you, but he just gave up so stupidly.

——So, Bai Jiu was exposed in front of Yvette.

"Damn it, I can't do it." He suppressed his smile and said expressionlessly, "Okay, that's it."

He walked up to Yvette step by step, and stuffed the dagger firmly into his hand, "It can kill me, you decide how to do it."

Yvette held it in a hurry, and suddenly opened his eyes wide.

Bai Jiu backed away step by step, took a deep breath, as if she wanted to keep the fresh air in her chest to die, never before so deeply.

"I leave the choice to you, and you decide everything about me."

"Nyarlathotep told me you wanted to kill me," he said, "so he gave me this weapon, told me to strike at you first, and then thought I was a coward, knowing you wouldn't I have good intentions, but I am not willing to kill you, even if I know that I may end up with a cowardly end."

"Then why don't you do it?" Yvette asked blankly.

"Maybe it's because I love you." His expression seemed to be telling a cold joke, but it didn't seem to be.

Bai Jiu's half-length hair hung down in a mess, her eyes were dark and misty, with a kind of decadent beauty, which inexplicably aroused an itch in her heart, as if she wanted someone to press the back of his head and kiss him deeply.

Yvette stared at him blankly for a long time, then moved his eyes down, staring at the dagger stuffed into his hand.

Bai Jiu closed her eyes, and opened her chest as if to meet her own end.

——But he didn't get a merciless knife, but his lips were suddenly covered with a warm feeling.

It was a kiss.

Yvette threw away the dagger and kissed Bai Jiu desperately.

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