The indescribable "I"

The kiss was very long and unfamiliar.

And it can't quite be called a kiss, it should be called a one-sided touching, nibbling and gnawing.

The other party seemed to want to vent his excitement, as rude as a wild animal.Bai Jiu's icy lips seemed to be covered with a layer of ice, so pale that there was no blood. Yvette would imitate the normal appearance of the human body, which was closer to a bright red.

The bright red rubs against the pale, forcefully dyeing it the same color as her, the two are inseparable.

Saliva is exchanged with saliva, and the panting breath is entwined between the two.

At the end of the kiss, a few strands of red tide appeared on Bai Jiu's cold skin, like cracks that could shatter porcelain at any time.His eyes were in a semi-confused state, and it was hard for him to regain his spirit.

He gasped weakly, pulled the corner of his mouth slightly, "Okay, let me go!"

Yvette opens his eyes to him without blinking, something brewing.

Then, his lips parted a little, and he kissed Bai Jiu again, but this time it was as light as a superficial touch.

He hugged Bai Jiu and refused to let go, which made a sneer condense on the corner of Bai Jiu's mouth, his hoarse laughter was torn apart by the breeze, "Kiss me again, and I'll get that dagger back."

"It's okay, I'll pick it up for you." Yvette stared at him, stretched out a hand, spread five fingers, and the dagger automatically flew into his hand.He stuffed him to Bai Jiu without hesitation.

Yvette asked politely, "Now may I kiss again?"

"........."

"You'd better stay away from me."

Bai Jiu pushed him away and replied coldly.

"But I love you, and you said you loved me."

Yvette's eyelashes drooped slightly, looking a little aggrieved, "If this is the case, why are you so indifferent?"

Upon receiving a certain triggering word, Bai Jiu's body and expression twitched habitually. He looked at the cut side of the dagger as a mirror, and saw his paper-pale face and out-of-fit lips as expected.

——It was as if it had been kneaded severely, with a cinnabar-like blood color.

Feeling a surge of exhaustion, he said, "I mean maybe, not necessarily, and I just wanted to be sarcastic."

Bai Jiu always felt that facing Yvette at this moment was more tiring than the phantom pain.

Yvette was dumbfounded. He thought that Bai Jiu said "I love you" on his own initiative, because he was no longer affected by any stress. I have to say that Bai Jiu's cold and uncontrollable appearance is very attractive.

So he just kissed her very boldly.

He recalled the first kiss in his life, held it back for a long time, then cared about his face, and didn't open his mouth to talk about this topic again.

"My head is like a group of elephants tap dancing." Bai Jiu also said quietly, "I don't want to think about this problem for now."

Bai Jiu likes to brush aside slightly embarrassing things and change the subject, which is very effective, often allowing his senses to deceive himself, just like as long as he doesn't delve into "love", the phantom pain will soon disappear.

Fortunately, Yvette has always followed him very much and never forced him.In addition, there are indeed more important things to talk about right now.

"Why do you think I'm going to kill you?"

"Why are you lying to me?"

The two spoke almost at the same time.

Then the two of them paused at the same time, and two sentences came out at the same time.

"I did not lie to you."

"Because you and I have hidden too many things."

The two looked at each other for a minute, and Bai Jiu signaled Yvette to speak first, so he: "First of all, one night, I woke up and found that you were not by my side, and when you came back, I asked you what you were doing? You Lied."

"Your mental state was not stable in those few days, and I don't want this kind of thing to bother you." At this point, Yvette didn't hide it anymore, and explained, "Nyarlathotep came to the door Come on, I'll go out and teach him a lesson."

"Sorry, I didn't know this would make you overwhelmed." He also repeated his question just now, "But brother, why do you think I'm going to kill you?"

"Because Nyarlathotep reminded me in my dream that you were making a deal with him, and your various actions later gave me this feeling..." As he spoke, Bai Jiu's eyes suddenly changed, "Yes He told me..."

He realized his abnormality.

He covered his head, staggered a few steps, and had a very ugly expression on his face, "Yes, during that time, I seemed to be suspicious of you constantly, which itself is a bit ridiculous, why do I think you want to kill me?"

"Don't think about it." Yvette quickly told Bai Jiu to stop this painful memory, and rubbed his temples to make him feel better.

"I may have been affected by some kind of spiritual aspect." Bai Jiu recalled his abnormal state during this period, showing strangeness everywhere, "Also, why didn't you come to Whitechapel?"

Yvette said: "I was stumped by him, so I couldn't find the Whitechapel."

"I think so. He told me that you did this on purpose, just to separate me so that we could talk to Him." Bai Jiu just asked, and all the doubts in the past seemed to be cleared away at this moment. They were all things that could be easily guessed. He explained, "Also, he gave me a big gift in Whitechapel, and told me that you prepared this to stimulate my spirit."

"What big gift?" Yvette recalled the slap on Bai Jiu's face when he came, and immediately felt that this big gift was derogatory.

Bai Jiu repeated his experience after they separated.

Yvette: "..."

"Damn—" His eyes were about to burst into flames.

"Your unfilial son." Bai Jiu said a cold joke with a cold face.

He guessed that he might have been fooled for a long time, and almost staged a farce of cannibalism, and he was really in a bad mood.

"Strictly speaking, he is the unfilial son of the two of us." Yvette's tone was weak. Facing such an identification, he would have a guilty conscience of doing something wrong, although he didn't know why he picked up a son for nothing .

It's fine to pick up the son for nothing, but this is the one who always likes to find trouble for his father.

For some reason, Bai Jiu was silent for a while.

In the end, it was still the fault of the foreign gods. The two of them solved all the misunderstandings, and they both had a very absurd feeling.

"I've seen Bai Jiu's choice." An untimely voice came out.

Bai Jiu and Yvette suddenly had the idea of ​​"here it is again".

Sure enough, when he turned his head, the black-haired and golden-eyed god smiled at them.

Nyarlathotep arrived late.

Yvette naturally protected Bai Jiu behind him, while Bai Jiu looked at him warily.

"Don't worry, I just really want to know why the two don't fight for the supreme right?" He kept a not-so-close distance from them, showing some curiosity, which made him appear harmless, "In my opinion, you They shouldn't get along like this."

"I don't know how many times I have said that the authority of the Lord of the universe is a power beyond your imagination." He sighed slightly, like a persuasive elder.

"I don't want to get the authority you said." Qingfeng blew away a few strands of Yvette's forehead hair, revealing those young and determined eyes. He loyally guarded Bai Jiu and never wavered. "I just want to protect him. That's my job."

As he spoke, he grabbed Bai Jiu's hand.

But Bai Jiu didn't shake him off, his slightly dilated pupils became darker, and he seemed to be thinking.

Voluntary confession and indefensible facts.

This is the best counterattack to the ever-growing spiritual suggestion.

"You love him, don't you?" Outer God asked, without waiting for his reply, he spoke again on his own.

"Boring, fragile, and worthless emotions." He was still smiling, and commented like this, "An existence that has been abandoned by us a long time ago."

He is a high-level life form, just like how he commented on human emotions, he does not need such meaningless things.

It's like an instinct.Wolves at the top of the food chain are born to eat meat, and sheep are destined to eat grass. They do not belong to the same class, and you cannot force yourself to learn something that does not belong to it by nature.

Yvette was an accident.

He has half of the humanity brought by Bai Jiu's soul, but his divinity doesn't matter, the two are mixed together.

So he is barely a person, not "he".

Unexpectedly, Bai Jiu didn't refute the words about his love for Yvette.

"Why did you pick it up?" He smiled gently, "You two, I'm afraid I have to do some more drastic operations."

This is not the same as what he said at the beginning, and the cunning god often retorts.

Yvette whispered in Bai Jiu's ear, "Brother, he is the main body."

His hidden line was to make Bai Jiu prepare to run, and he blocked everything for him.

Bai Jiu's face changed slightly, her expression became more solemn, and she held Yvette's hand even tighter.

But they are so weak, their specialness has attracted the attention of the outer gods, but they don't have enough strength to protect themselves.

This pair of lovers who are still ignorant can't stop the cold wind from blowing.

Bai Jiu watched as Yvette's figure faded away like a mist and disappeared from his field of vision, but he was only a human being, unable to stop him at all.

Clenching his fists tightly, his nails pierced his flesh.

"I will send your half body directly back to the main body. His consciousness may be bound by useless emotions, but those feelings are worn away by countless offerings from the gods, and then he will choose to return to the main body."

His human gentlemanly appearance was so deceptive, and his gentle words so cruel.

"Of course, you can't make such a foul, and I will give you a little shortcut." He directly omitted the distance between them, put his hands on Bai Jiu's shoulders, and smiled: "I have seen you in the body, you As long as you put your heart and soul into the sea of ​​spiritual consciousness and follow the original path in your heart, you can directly return to your body."

"How? Is it much easier than him?"

He said it sincerely.

"I have a question." Unexpectedly, Bai Jiu didn't get angry, but calmed down.

He raised his eyebrows, maintaining hypocritical politeness, "Please speak."

"Why am I also a part of Azathoth?" He said, "I'm just the half of Yvette, except that I can barely be related to him, but in fact we have no direct contact."

"Why am I also Him?"

"Very interesting question, but I'm sorry I can't answer this question."

And Nyarlathotep laughed, and just said meaningfully: "Why do you think you are not?"

Then, he disappeared.

And Bai Jiu found that he had left the forest and was standing at the door of the house.

The author has something to say: Well, a little separation for a while, and then never separation again.

New characters will appear in the next chapter.