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After washing up, Fu Li went to the kitchen, drank wine last night, thinking that if there are ingredients in the refrigerator, he can make a solution◎

After washing up, Fu Li went to the kitchen and drank wine last night. He thought that if there were ingredients in the refrigerator, he could make a hangover soup to drink. When he opened the refrigerator, there were quite a lot of ingredients. Gu Xiangting knows how to cook?With doubts, Fu Li began to take out the ingredients to be used later, folded the apron hanging by the side and tied it around his waist.

After getting dressed, Gu Xiangting walked out of the room and saw Fu Li in the semi-open kitchen. He really wanted to go and hug him, but he couldn't do it now. The 12 years had pushed them far away from each other. Once a small gesture made a sentence From words that can guess each other's thoughts to now polite alienation, there is still a gap between Fu Li and him, and the cell phone in his trouser pocket rang.

"Hey, Fang Siyu, don't keep calling, I said that if I can finish this project, I will definitely not run away, and I may stay here in the branch in the future"

"Huh? Gu Xiangting, have you been deluded by others? In just one day, you lost your soul? What's more, why are you taking off your pants? What are you others doing? Tell me honestly."

"Anyway, I'll go to the company tomorrow, don't worry, don't call me again, or I'll change the card right away, that's all"

Gu Xiangting hung up the phone immediately before the person on the other end of the phone could speak, and when Fu Li heard Gu Xiangting's words, he turned to look at him

"Gu Xiangting, you are quite confident now, but you were also very good in the past, just wait a little longer, breakfast will be ready after a while"

After Fu Li finished speaking, he turned his head and continued to make breakfast. Gu Xiangting looked at Fu Li who was full of smiles, and wanted to refute that this is not the case. The mess he lived in these years was changed because he met Fu Li again. Gu Xiangting smiled wryly, then walked over to ask if there was anything he could do to help, Fu Li refused Gu Xiangting's help, because there was no need for two people in the kitchen for this matter, and it seemed crowded with two men standing in the kitchen.

Gu Xiangting went to sit on the sofa in the living room, stared at Fu Li's back in the kitchen with his eyes motionless, Ding Dong, the beep of the mobile phone on the table caught his attention, it was Fu Li's mobile phone, he stretched his neck to look at the mobile phone The content of the WeChat message on the page, "Fu Li, have you gone to see Dr. Li Lusheng? If you are really sad, then" is no longer visible, but these few words make Gu Xiangting want to jump up and ask Fu Li immediately What's wrong, why don't you see a doctor.

"Gu Xiangting, come over for breakfast, why are you in a daze?"

Gu Xiangting put away his emotions and walked over, eating breakfast without saying a word, Fu Li felt that the current Gu Xiangting was even more unpredictable, as capricious as a girl's mood, he also ate breakfast quietly , It was originally a very warm scene, and it was also a scene where Gu Xiangting would wake up with a smile in his dreams. At this time, the lack made him unable to eat, and he was unbearably sad.

"Wait, do you have any activities?"

"Well, I'm going to interview later, I found it online before,"

"I'll see you off, I'm fine today"

Gu Xiangting stood up, put the bowls and chopsticks into the automatic dishwasher in the kitchen,

"No, Gu Xiangting, I'll go there by myself, don't send me off,"

"I" was interrupted by Fu Li,

"Gu Xiangting, we are not children anymore. What are you worried about? Compared with you, I am very familiar with this place. I have been studying here for a few years, so let me go by myself."

Fu Li's irresistible tone made Gu Xiangting silent. Fu Li walked to the room and closed the door. Gu Xiangting approached him step by step, but that beautiful Fu Li was gone long ago, so keep a distance. Turning on the phone, seeing the message sent to him by the former psychiatrist, there was a small voice in my heart saying, try again, believe again, now with Gu Xiangting and brother by my side, everything will be fine, Go, go, just this sound made Fu Li press the dial button.

"Hello, who is it?"

"Hello, I'm Fu Li. It was Dr. Zhang Xiaoyun who asked me to find you. Can I talk to you?"

"Fu Li, I've been waiting for your call for a long time, I can do it, when will you see?"

The gentle male voice on the phone came to Fu Li's ears through the microphone. This is a very gentle doctor. Fu Li made an appointment in the afternoon. When he calmed down and walked out of the room, he found that there was no one in the living room. Fu Li knocked on the door of Gu Xiangting's room, but no one answered, feeling uneasy, he knocked on the door a few more times, but there was still no answer,

"Gu Xiangting, are you there? I'll go out later, you..."

Still wanting to say something but unable to express what he wanted to say, he sighed, and went out. When he saw that there was no Gu Xiangting's shoes in the shoe cabinet, he realized that he had gone out. I don't know how to describe the mood at this time, bitter , irritability.

The place of the interview is a few subway stations away. It’s a car repair shop. It’s not very big, and the boss is nice. I’m just worried about whether Fu Li’s thin body can do it, but Fu Li’s knowledge of car repair He was able to speak eloquently, so he agreed to let him do a trial job for a week. When he walked out of the factory, the sun was still very hot. Fu Lididi went to the coffee shop, which was specially arranged by Li Lusheng. Seeing the traffic and crowd outside, the waiter led Fu Li to the private room, opened the door, Li Lusheng stood up and smiled and introduced himself to Fu Li.

"Fu Li, hello, I'm Li Lusheng"

"Hello." Fu Li looked at the man in front of him, dressed in casual attire and sneakers. This attire could not tell that he was the highly qualified professor Dr. Xiaoyun said. He was too young.

"Come and sit down, don't be surprised, people depend on clothes, understand?"

Li Lusheng blinked, poured a glass of lemonade and handed it to Fu Li, Fu Li took the water, uneasy and didn't know how to speak

"Doctor Li, I've had very poor emotional control these days. I can pretend to be good in front of outsiders, but when I'm alone, I always tremble, feel flustered, and have nightmares again and again. Do you think I can be saved?"

Li Lusheng took a sip of water, looked at the traffic outside, and softly spoke words that Fu Li found awkward and incomprehensible

"Fu Li, whether you can be rescued depends on whether you want to be rescued or not. Do you know that people now live a very free life, and all your pain comes from the language and violence of your native family. I heard from my junior sister. , you have a very important brother"

At this point, Li Lusheng paused for a while, and moved his gaze from the window to Fu Li's face, trying to see the emotion revealed in Fu Li's eyes.

In fact, Zhang Xiaoyun passed on Fu Li's information very early on, and asked him to meet this gentle young man and bring him out.When Fu Li heard the word "brother", his eyes began to blame himself, thinking about what happened in the morning, probably Gu Xiangting will not be able to stand him soon, there are too many secrets, he is no longer the old Fu Li, Fu Li holds the water glass tightly , his fingertips turned white, he wanted to drink water, but the cup seemed very heavy, making his hands shake with all his strength, he gave up, and the quilt hit the table heavily.

"Fu Li, don't be stressed, you can go back, let's talk next time, Xiaoyun said that you cook very well, go buy something to cook a meal and then sleep."

"Doctor Li, I...I made my brother angry today because I couldn't control it. I was afraid that if we got too close, he would find out... would find out that I was a monster. I don't want to, I don't want to"

Fu Li was trembling all over, why did he meet? If he hadn't met, Fu Li in Gu Xiangting's heart was still beautiful, although he had also met Fu Li's miserable side, at least not so pitiful, Li Lusheng walked over and hugged Fu Li, softly said

"Fu Li, don't be afraid, no, your brother won't be afraid of you, don't think about it, don't be afraid"

Fu Li calmed down after listening to these words, and took a step back. The phone on the table rang, and the caller ID was Gu Xiangting, and Fu Li answered the call immediately.

"Fu Xiaonian, where have you been, huh...why haven't you come back? Did the interview go well? Come back soon, I bought you something,"

Fu Li listened to the slightly breathless words, his heartbeat slowed down a bit, and he adjusted his mood.

"Well, I'll be back later"

Gu Xiangting listened to Fu Li's nasal voice, and wanted to ask him what's wrong, but he was afraid that Fu Li felt that he was too much in charge, and he didn't want to do things like this morning again,

"Come back soon, this dessert will melt"

Fu Li hung up the phone, Li Lusheng saw this scene and understood that the person on the phone was the brother, and it was obvious that this person was the key person to treat Fu Li's problem.

"Fu Li, do you know that what a person can bear is very limited, so we have companions, because sharing the emotions in our hearts can release the emotions, so that we can go further. Maybe you can try to share a piece with your brother. Small, small secrets, bring your distance closer"

Li Lusheng hugged Fu Li, took him out, and left by car. Gu Xiangting was sitting in the living room at home, looking at the marshmallow ice cream that only sold [-] pieces a day in front of him. Just because he made Fu Li angry in the morning, he hurriedly asked What should Li Hao do if he makes others angry in the company? Li Hao asked the identity of the other party. Gu Xiangting did not hesitate to name a very important person. Just let him go to the internet celebrity shop in Shuiyuan District to buy this dessert, and make sure that he is out of breath. Gu Xiangting also thought that Fu Li would also like it, so he drove for an hour to queue up to buy it, but he was obedient on the phone. Fu Li's voice seemed even more unhappy.

Fu Li, what's the matter with you? Gu Xiangting scratched his hair, as if something