Dear, Fourier

There is a solution to everything, but when it comes to Fu Li, I can't figure it out like a mentally retarded person.

15. Secret

◎When Fu Li returned to the apartment, Gu Xiangting was still at the dining table in a daze, Fu Li walked over and patted him on the shoulder◎

When Fu Li returned to the apartment, Gu Xiangting was still sitting on the dining table in a daze. Fu Li walked over and patted him on the shoulder. When Gu Xiangting came back to his senses, he immediately opened the refrigerator and opened the box.

"Try it quickly, the clerk said that it tastes better if it is frozen in the refrigerator, you can try it"

Gu Xiangting handed the fork to Fu Li. Looking at the logo, Fu Li knew that this was a very famous store in City G, but it was far away from here. He went out to buy this ice cream, and Fu Li began to lose control of his emotions. He felt that he should hurry to take the medicine, but he didn't want to, Li Lusheng said that he could share a little secret, what kind of secret is that.

"Fu Li, what's the matter with you, did the interview go well? Talk to me, what happened?"

Gu Xiangting put down the ice cream, walked in front of Fu Li, put his hands on Fu Li's shoulders, and looked at Gu Xiangting with an anxious face. It turned out that this was the feeling of being worried, but what can I do? In the end, Gu Xiangting will also leave, and now there will be another separation when they meet again. What's the point of living such a terrible life? Frankly, Fu Li, let Gu Xiangting know what a terrible monster his brother he cares about is such a terrible monster.

"Gu Xiangting, you think you are very powerful and great, right? OK, wait for me, I will show you what the truth is"

After Fu Li roared mockingly, he pushed Gu Xiangting away and walked into the house. Gu Xiangting felt that after meeting Fu Li again, he didn't really understand his brother's thoughts. What happened?Why does Fu Li seem to be standing alone outside this world, and no way can approach him. Hearing the sound of something being pushed in the room, he immediately ran to the room, and the door was locked.

"Fu Li, come out quickly, don't lock the door behind you, if something comes out, let's have a good talk"

Gu Xiangting wanted to calmly persuade Fu Li like a big brother, but his anxious and worried emotions were vividly expressed in his voice.

"Don't fucking make noise, you'll find out later, you know this huge secret"

Fu Li roared in the room, but Gu Xiangting became quiet. This kind of emotion was too familiar, restless, and capricious. Fu Li was exactly the same as when he was a child.

After a while, the door was opened, and Gu Xiangting looked up. Fu Li was wearing a white floral dress, and his mouth was covered with lipstick color. It was ridiculous to drink the color of food on his lips, Fu Li's big eyes that should have been full of laughter were filled with tears, and a male skeleton looked out of place in this petite skirt.

Looking at the shocked Gu Xiangting, Fu Li knew that he was about to succeed, and Gu Xiangting was about to hate himself, but his heart was even more irritable, his heart was beating non-stop, and his hands were trembling all the time. He pulled Gu Xiangting's hand towards himself Stretching out the deformed part of the body, the generous palm touched it, tears flowed out uncontrollably,

"Did you feel it? Do you understand why Fu Sheng called me a monster? Ah, get it, I am a monster, hehehe, now I am not only a monster, but also crazy, Gu Xiangting, Fu Li you have known for a long time Gone, cough cough cough, "

Fu Li put down Gu Xiangting's hand, bent down and laughed, tears and snot flowed out, and the panting sound of crying made him cough uncontrollably. Ever since he took the medicine, he felt that his brain had never been so clear. It was so cool. It was too exciting, too tired, too hard, Fu Li fell to the ground, his shoulders were shaking non-stop, the intensity of the dilated veins represented that he was trying to control his emotions more hard at this time, but failed.

There was only Fu Li's small weeping sound around him, Fu Li didn't dare to look up, he was afraid of seeing Gu Xiangting's eyes again, afraid that if he looked at each other, he would be cursed head-on, he thought he was prepared, but found that he was so Unbearable, it seems that my life has never been decent, thinking of this, Fu Li laughed again.

Suddenly a warm arm encircled Fu Li's body, and his wide palm wrapped his hands covered with a thick layer of calluses, Gu Xiangting's body voice came clearly from his ears.

"Fu Li, this is the secret that keeps you so far away from me? It's just that you are a little different from others, and you made yourself like this, turning Fu Xiaonian, who I have wanted to take good care of for 12 years, into like this "

Gu Xiangting tightened his arms and moved his head closer to Fu Li's collarbone. Looking at the white skin that had been covered by clothes for a long time and protected from the sun, Gu Xiangting really wanted to bite it down.But it is obviously not suitable to do so now, Fu Li's emotions are still broken, and the body under his arms is still shaking.

"Fu Sheng is a scumbag. He is dead and no longer exists. Fu Li, he is gone, and those injuries will never happen again. Don't be afraid, don't be afraid."

Gu Xiangting turned Fu Li's body around, hugged and patted him on the back. After a while, Fu Li didn't move much. When Gu Xiangting thought he fell asleep again and looked down, Fu Li was also looking at him, so he was silent. Watching quietly, Gu Xiangting picked up Fu Li and walked to the bed, put him on the quilt, wanted to get a towel for him to wipe his face, and wipe off the lipstick by the way, Fu Li quickly grabbed Gu Xiangting's Clothes, with an anxious expression on his face, as if he would be abandoned if he didn't hold on tight.

Gu Xiangting sat by the bed, rubbed Fu Li's hair with one hand, and touched Fu Li's tear-stained face with the other

"I'll get you a hot towel, wash your face, and you'll cry like a faceless cat,"

After finishing speaking, he bent his index finger and scratched the bridge of Fu Li's nose. This intimate movement and warm words made Fu Li's ears turn red. He pointed to the drawer and whispered:

"My medicine is in the drawer, please bring it here for me, I want to take medicine, but my heart is still hurting, and my hands are still shaking"

Fu Li raised his trembling hands. Seeing that Fu Li could take the initiative to talk about the problem of taking medicine, Gu Xiangting's heart sank. Fu Li hadn't completely collapsed, so he quickly opened the drawer and took out the medicine. Very familiar, he has taken it before, but the dose is not that big. Fu Li has had a harder time than he imagined these years. He put the medicine on the cabinet and asked Fu Li to ensure that he will never drink it when he goes to pour water. Knowing how to do stupid things, after getting the guarantee, Gu Xiangting hurriedly went to the living room to pour a glass of water and handed it to Fu Li, then went to wet the towel and wash Fu Li's face by himself. After exhausting too much energy, he fell asleep quickly in bed. Gu Xiangting still remembered that Fu Li hadn't eaten yet, so he placed an order on his mobile phone, thinking that he would still have something to eat when he woke up in the middle of the night.After placing the order, Gu Xiangting put down the phone and turned the lamp beside the bed to very dark. Fu Li has been carrying this secret for so many years. It must have been hard work. Fu Sheng died, and He Waner left again. , Why did I survive these 12 years alone? Thinking of this, Gu Xiangting is full of self-blame. If he grows up earlier and meets Fu Li again earlier, will he not be so hard, not so tired, and will not become like this .

Gu Xiangting held Fu Li's hand, and he wanted to let Fu Li be himself freely in the future. These medicines for bipolar disorder are prescription drugs and can only be prescribed by doctors. Fu Li still went to see a doctor for treatment. The message he received also confirmed Gu Xiangting's thoughts, but how to participate in Fu Li's treatment process is Gu Xiangting's biggest problem, let's do it step by step, Gu Xiangting sighed, he wants to become stronger, that's the only way, Only he can let Fu Li go wild freely, as long as he can cover the bottom line, he doesn't care what Fu Li does.

I only hope that the days after Fu Li will be warm years and sweet crit times.

16, promise

◎"Fu Li, Fu Li, wake up quickly"

Fu Li was caught by this soft-spoken shout◎

"Fu Li, Fu Li, wake up!"

Fu Li was awakened by the soft whispering voice, he opened his eyes, Gu Xiangting bent over and shook Fu Li's arm, Fu Li took the medicine and his brain became dull for a while, he stretched out his hand to hold Gu Xiangting's hand, with a little nasal speech uttered

"elder brother"

Looking at Fu Li's confused eyes, Gu Xiangting knew that he hadn't woken up yet, and this coquettish tone moved Gu Xiangting's heart.

"I'm going to wake up. I didn't eat last night. It's noon now. If you don't feel refreshed, eat before going to bed. Go wash up."

After finishing speaking, he patted the quilt and withdrew his hand and walked out of the room. Fu Li regained his sanity, sat up and rubbed his dizzy head, and exposed his scars like crazy last night. He wanted to end all this, but Gu Xiangting still Treating him so gently, I suddenly remembered what Dr. Zhang said before

"Sometimes our imagination is much more terrifying than the truth. Try to tell your secrets to someone you trust and accept the truth. Maybe the result is not necessarily as bad as we imagined."

He looked at his palms, the sunlight came in from the gap in the curtains, and shone on Fu Li's palms, which were very warm and solid. Fu Li rubbed his cheeks, opened the quilt, and found that the clothes had been changed. The bottom of the clothes all over the floor was also clean at this time, and the broken lipstick was gone. Gu Xiangting probably didn't sleep all night last night, so he went to the bathroom to wash up.

When Fu Li walked to the dining table, he saw a steaming bowl of porridge. Gu Xiangting walked over from the living room and asked Fu Li to eat while it was hot. Fu Li pulled up his chair and sat down to drink the porridge. The warm porridge flowed into his stomach. , The hunger suddenly came up, and the action began to speed up.

"Eat slowly, I will let you