whale killer

On July 7, it rained a little outside, and the air conditioner in the car was turned on very low.Xiang Qifei sneezed and tucked in the quilt covering his legs.

Xiang Qifei is not in this life, there are not many opportunities to take the Z train.I checked with my fingers, and it was about ten years old. I followed Xiang Quan and a group of donkey friends to the west along the Sichuan-Tibet line, and Gao Fan was sent back to his hometown on the way.The second time was when I went to Beijing during the summer vacation of my sophomore year of high school. I bought cheap tickets and saved money for game consoles.As a result, when I came back, I forgot about the game console, and I only thought about torrential and rock music, and the money I saved was used to buy an album.

It was the peak tourist season, and the two of them took advantage of Xiang Qifei's good luck to grab a lower berth, and Chi Yan naturally gave up his seat.A few years earlier, he did not sit less on the hard sleeper. Compared with Xiang Qifei, he was more proficient at climbing up and down.

For breakfast, I shared a bucket of instant noodles and wiped out the snacks I brought to the car yesterday.I don't have a good comb at hand, so I have to give up and fight with messy hair. Anyway, I have two hats in my backpack.He curled up on the narrow hard sleeper, leaning on half of Chi Yan's body and using a mechanical pencil to change the phone card.And Chi Yan sat by the bed, with his diary spread out on the small table, occasionally looking up at the water droplets attached to the glass outside the train chasing each other, and then lowering his head to write a few lines.

Before deciding to flee, they simply calculated the funds.Blue Point's tour really didn't make much money, and Xiang Qifei even felt that Chi Yan was poorer than before he left, but he was still better than him now.He simply transferred the remaining two hundred to Chi Yan, bought two one-way tickets to Shenyang North, and bought a new phone card.Chi Yan's old Nokia was turned off and thrown into the middle of the suitcase, and he used the black iPhone that Xiang Qifei had forced on him at the time.

Xiang Qifei pressed the card slot tightly, "It's done," he stretched out the machine in front of Chi Yan and dangled it, his tone of joy couldn't be concealed, "Now, no one in the world can find me except you." The number is stored in the new card, "Only I can find you."

Since yesterday, Xiang Qifei has been a little excited.At first he turned on the light, saw Chi Yan packed the boxes, and stared into his eyes again, and when he read that he was exhausted, guilt actually had the upper hand.Although apart from not being optimistic about Qin Zheng, other things can't be regarded as his fault, but he suddenly remembered that during the summer vacation of the second year of high school, when Qian Hui came back from Beijing, Qian Huilai finished his homework and read Sagan's "Left Eyelid" in his room. Cruelly wrote, "All wandering lives dream of peace, childhood, azaleas, just as all peaceful lives dream of vodka, bands, and drunkenness."

Xiang Qifei has never paid much attention to this. At that time, his computer desktop was filled with folders of Nirvana, Guns N' Roses, Led Zeppelin, or Black Sabbath, and he was eager to step into the new world opened up for him by Tong Tuo.

Why do you suddenly understand now?Embracing life may be my wishful thinking, he just tried his best to meet my expectations.So I tried my best to convey to Chi Yan that it's okay, whether it's your fragility or your retreat, I love them all, it's okay.

From this moment on, everything else was forgotten by Xiang Qifei, Qin Zheng's problem, the band's problem, the start date, summer homework, how to explain to Shan Naixin, whether to take A Nao and Qian Huilai into consideration Emotions, and even the future, don't think about it for the time being.Xiang Qifei sat on Chi Yan's lap, hugged him tightly, and listened to him cry the tears accumulated for many years.Chi Yan was embarrassed when he cried, and he was not as handsome as before. He became very small, very lonely, and very touching.Just hugging like this, with layer upon layer of clothes, Xiang Qifei felt more naked than any face-to-face sex. The emotional resonance has surpassed the same wonderful original attraction. Xiang Qifei realized that besides loving me, Chi Yan also began to believe in me .

When his mood stabilized, Chi Yan actually asked him if he wanted to run away.He decides to re-empower himself to abdicate responsibility and forgive himself.Xiang Qifei knew that this might be short-lived, maybe Chi Yan would wake up tomorrow, still worried about Qin Zheng, and asked to go back home.But he is willing, even if it is only for one day, one hour, one second, he is willing.

He is always quick to look forward to everything, which is a little superpower that everyone knows about.This escape felt like an adventure in his mind, and the clips of "Indiana Jones" began to loop in his mind, the desert, the jungle, the pyramids.He persuaded himself to calm down. Such associations seemed too outrageous. It would be fine to take a step back and replay Michel Gondry's "Adventure King".He also wants to pick up garbage from the scrap yard with Chi Yan and put together an RV, go wherever he wants, avoid school parents, friends and the police, stop at random on a road full of small wild flowers, eat, sleep, and chat , and make love under the Milky Way.

Even a little too complacent, Chi Yan invited him to escape, he was inviting him to enter his narrowest and most private emotions, which is a place that no one has ever been and cannot be.To fuck Meng Zheliu, to fuck Qin Zhimo, to fuck rock music!From now on, the world belongs to me and Chi Yan, and has nothing to do with you.

Before entering the station, the two settled their dinner at KFC, stuffed a mouthful of French fries at Qifei and couldn't hold back their giggles.

Chi Yan asked him, "Why are you so happy? I'm kidnapping you."

Xiang Qifei put down his food and stared at him, then narrowed his eyes and smiled, "What do you think I'm doing?" He turned on his phone and framed Chi Yan in the frame, "Look at your own expression now."

Chi Yan stopped hiding from the camera, and took pictures of him with his chin up, his eyes filled with doting and fascination, and he reached out to help Xiang Qifei wipe off the ketchup on his face.

His eyes were so direct that Xiang Qifei blushed.

Of course, not everything went so smoothly.For example, sleeping too long during the day made it difficult to fall asleep in the car last night, but Chi Yan was sleepy early, and slept on his shoulder for a while while sitting in the waiting hall.Notifications and chatter from nearby machinery, the pulleys of the suitcase rattled and rolled across the floor, countless leather shoes passed by, and the mineral water bottle squished and bounced, creaking.But it was very quiet, he could clearly hear Chi Yan breathing on his shoulder.

Unable to sleep at night, Xiang Qifei lay down and looked at Chi Yan's bed above his head, thinking that it would be fine if I slept on it, and I would sneak down in the middle of the night and squeeze together with Chi Yan.He stood up and grabbed the railing beside the bed to look in. The other party was indeed tired, and he was finally able to relax and take a good rest, falling into a deep sleep quickly and rarely.Xiang Qifei poked twice but there was no movement, Yanyan shrank back, forget it and don't bother him.But it was boring, so I opened the mailbox and compiled emails for the QQ account that I hadn't used for many years.

Dear Teenage Xiang Qifei:

Hello!I am you at 20 years old.I have been in love with your idol Chi Yan for almost half a year now, um... half a year?Maybe not, I'm not sure, but I feel like we've done things together for several lifetimes.I guess you can only find torrential videos on the Internet to satisfy your hunger?How about it, are you envious?jealous?I don't know what to do, just cry by yourself, who told you to be a little kid.But I suggest you drink more milk, I am about seven or eight centimeters shorter than Chi Yan, I think I should be at least as tall as him, so that I don’t have to raise my head every time I kiss, it seems that I am looking forward to it, but he is doing it with ease look (although I do look forward to it).Also, you'd better start learning piano and music theory now, so that I don't stand by and look like a fool while they're talking about super Locrian scales.But I understand now, if you want to learn, I can jiaoni

Now at 9:59, the train pulled into Beidaihe on time, Chi Yan finished writing his diary, put away his notebook, turned around and let Xiang Qifei lean into his arms.Xiang Qifei continued with the half-written email due to falling asleep last night:

If you want to learn, I can teach you, but it’s okay if you don’t. You can wait for Chi Yan to teach you in the future. Anyway, he is very patient with me. I don’t know if he has this patience with you, haha.

Oh and also, you are shameless, please keep this point, it is very useful, really!Take the college entrance examination well, if you fail the exam in Beijing, you will be blind!Then Qian Hui will come to ask you to go to Deborah to watch people write poems, don't be impatient, you must go!Sigh, did I spoil too much, you know if it will be boring, or leave some surprises for you to find out for yourself, anyway, it’s super exciting!It is more exciting than your previous years of life!Must have a good experience!

Sincerely, salute!

Your friend, 20-year-old Xiang Qifei

A girl with a ponytail passed by in the aisle. She was wearing sportswear and looked at most fifteen or sixteen. She just bent down and fumbled to press the charger into the socket. When she got up, she met Xiang Qifei and Chi Yan, "Good morning!" Xiang Qifei was physically and mentally happy, and he wanted to say hello to others, and he didn't forget to turn around and remind Chi Yan: "The next stop is my hometown."

The girl blushed, pulled down the wire and hastily changed to another location.

Anyway, he fell in love with whoever got out of the car, and Xiang Qifei didn't care: "I don't even blush."

The male college student in the next bed had just returned from washing, he said "tsk", put on his earphones, and lay back on the bed, looking familiar.

Chi Yan turned his face to kiss Qifei's mandible, and Hu explained: "This is my brother."

"Fuck," Xiang Qifei cursed back in a low voice, "You even slept with your brother, shameless."

The boy on the opposite side pulled the quilt over his head and turned over to face the wall.

Chi Yan was amused, and lowered his head to rub against Qi Fei's neck, his eyes fell back into his hands, and he became interested again, asking, "What were you doing just now? Who are you writing to?"

"Give it to me," Xiang Qifei raised his head and pointed the recipient to Chi Yan, "I haven't used the QQ mailbox I had when I was young for several years."

Chi Yan looked at his hands line by line, feeling funny from time to time, and occasionally puzzled, what are you thinking every day?Xiang Qifei couldn't help sighing: "You laughed more today than in the past six months!"

"Really?" Chi Yan held Xiang Qifei's hand and swiped the screen up and down. After watching the silly "salute" with an exclamation mark, his eyes softened, his arm passed through Xiang Qifei's armpit, tightened, and put He lifted up an inch to get closer, and said softly to him, "Tell him not to come to me on March [-]th."

What date is March [-]th?Xiang Qifei was startled, reflexively remembering the fire and kiss that day, curled his lips, and refused quite simply: "No, there was a big progress that day, it would be a pity if we didn't go."

"...Okay." Chi Yan didn't argue with him, and raised his hand to touch Qi Fei's injured face, the scar still left a faint mark.Chi Yan circled him in this posture, and added another line at the end of that silly email:

Don't listen to him, just do what you want, it doesn't matter if you miss it, I will find you.If there is danger, then I will save you.

Then press send.