fall in love too early

The author has something to say: Weibo@环伊丝

When Qi Jia said "I'll borrow the bathroom", she almost bit her tongue.

But Lu Baifei didn't agree, he grabbed Qi Jia's shoulders and led him into the bedroom.

The light outside was not turned off, Lu Baifei was standing against the light, the contours of his facial features were outlined beautifully and indifferently in the shadows.

Qi Jia also dreamed about this face, this person, his body temperature, and his touch countless times.But every time she stood in front of her, she realized that the real Lu Baifei was even more beautiful, making Qi Jia hold her breath.

The two of them stood just a few steps into the bedroom door when Lu Baifei withdrew his hand.So Qi Jia took the initiative again, reached out to embrace him, tiptoed towards him, and started to unbutton her collar with the other hand.

Her breathing became short of breath, just when Qi Jia was about to kiss Lu Baifei, Lu Baifei suddenly covered his mouth and took him away from her lips.

Qi Jia's face was small, and this time, half of her face was almost completely covered by Lu Baifei's palm.He gave a low "huh" and opened his eyes in confusion.

Lu Baifei pinched him with his backhand, and took two steps back against him, and didn't stop until Qi Jia was pushed to the side of the bed.

"Qi Jia, it's not like this—"

Lu Baifei half-closed his eyes, "Didn't I just say that I want to continue what you didn't finish last time?"

After finishing speaking, his subordinates suddenly increased their strength, and fell Qi Jiaguan on the bed, his eyes moved down, and he said clearly, "Have you been thinking about it for a long time?"

There was no light in the bedroom, and it was borrowed from the light from the outside. Lu Baifei couldn't see that Qi Jia's cheeks were flushed at this moment, but felt that his eyes were particularly shining, whether they were filled with shame or desire, No one can tell.

Lu Baifei pulled over a swivel chair, and while sitting down, motioned to Qi Jia, "You weren't very proactive just now? Why, do you want me to teach you?"

"Lu Baifei..." Qi Jia's cheeks tightened, and he could no longer force himself to be calm, "I can do something else for you..."

"Don't be like this—" At the end, Qi Jia's expression was almost pleading, "You won't feel happy either."

After hearing this, Lu Baifei sneered, sat in the chair, and folded his fingers, "Qi Jia, it's up to me whether you're happy or not. Well, I'll give you two choices. First, you do as you said earlier. , until I am satisfied. Second, I turn on all the lights in the bedroom and leave the rest unchanged.”

Qi Jia's lips moved, as if she wanted to say something else, Lu Baifei immediately stood up.

In desperation, Qi Jia pulled him back, lowered his head, and said, "Don't turn on the light, please."

The bedroom was very quiet, and the sound of the rubbing of the fabric seemed to be amplified infinitely, Qi Jia didn't even have the courage to look up at Lu Baifei again.Every time he loosened a button, he felt his heart sink a little bit.

However, Lu Baifei was still dissatisfied, pointing to the mattress from the air, and said, "I can't see clearly while sitting, go to the bed and kneel."

The ending of that voice line is falling, implying a strong control.

Qi Jia's fingers are slender, with clear joints, and every trembling can be seen clearly.

Things have come to this point, there is nothing to struggle, Qi Jia followed her advice, leaving no face for herself.

With the dim light penetrating from the outside, one could see that the ring-shaped tattoo was locked at the position of his heart.

No kisses, no hugs, no trace of love or tenderness.Qi Jia closed her eyes.At this moment, he didn't feel his shame and pain so clearly, and the images flashed in his mind frame by frame were those he thought had been blurred.

Everything he did to Lu Baifei, his intentional insults, his premeditated injuries, and the man who cut his hair short in the middle of the night, squatted in despair by the sink, calling Qi Jia name.

Looking back on the memory, Qi Jia seems to have gradually completed the whole process of Lu Baifei's painful past.

Back then, Qi Jia didn't see it in person. He was sitting on the plane flying to North America. He thought he was trying a new life in love, but now he saw it all.

.......

Finally Lu Baifei stood up, looked down at Qi Jia, stroked his cheek slowly with the pulp of his finger, and said, "I like this Christmas gift very much."

After Qi Jia heard this, she didn't speak at first, raised her hand to wipe her face, and then said to Lu Baifei in a half hoarse voice, "...I can send you off every year from now on."

Lu Baifei was stunned for a moment, he probably didn't expect Qi Jia to be so generous, and immediately smiled and said, "That's it."

Qi Jia looked up at him, Lu Baifei was standing, and Qi Jia's position was much lower than him.

Qi Jia originally thought that they would find an intimate love again.So it wasn't, Lu Baifei would not give Qi Jia anything she wanted.

But after being tossed like this, Qi Jia seemed to feel better.He would rather not have a Lu Baifei who only acts as a stranger with him than that Lu Baifei who has regressed too much for Qi Jia.

It might be better now, Qi Jia thought.They can't go back to the past.Lu Baifei decided that no matter how he treated Qi Jia, it would not be too much.

After Qi Jia got dressed, she went to the bathroom to wash her face briefly.

He leaned on the sink and looked at the man in the mirror.The flush on his face hadn't faded away, and his eyes were deep and hollow, as if stuck in a state of confusion, unable to find a way to save himself.

A few minutes later, Qi Jia came out of the bathroom, her shirt and trousers were properly dressed, and she also regained her gentle and clean appearance.

Lu Baifei sat at the edge of the small bar in the suite, and there were two glasses of wine with ice cubes on the counter.Qi Jia walked over, picked up one of the glasses, and took a sip first.The strength of the wine is very low, and there is no irritating burning sensation in the mouth, nor is it intoxicating.

Lu Baifei chatted with him casually, and asked when the plane will return, Qi Jia said nine o'clock in the evening.

As for whether they had other arrangements for Christmas, Lu Baifei didn't mention a word.Qi Jia hesitated for a moment, but didn't ask much.

After drinking the wine quickly, Qi Jia got up tactfully and said, "I'll go back to my room first, so I won't disturb your rest", and then walked towards the door.

Lu Baifei stopped him, followed from behind, and brought an exquisite paper bag to Qi Jia, "Christmas gift."

Qi Jia was a little surprised, and said "thank you" in his hand, but the restlessness and expectation in his heart were still not restrained very well.

He asked softly, "Yes, would you like a kiss?"

Tonight they were almost done, but Qi Jia only felt extremely empty.Lu Baifei barely touched him, let alone kissed and hugged him.

The corners of Lu Baifei's lips curled up, as if he felt a little pitiful for Qi Jia who couldn't even get a kiss, but what he said was, "Don't push yourself too hard, Qi Jia."

A few minutes later, Qi Jia slowly walked back to her room with the paper bag in hand, and opened the gift from Lu Baifei at the desk.

Under the layers of packaging, an expensive watch was unfolded, which was very commensurate with Qi Jia's current status.

Because of Qi Jia's slender wrist, the size of the strap often needs to be adjusted.But after he tried on the watch, he found that the hole on the strap was exactly the size of his own wrist. It was obvious that Lu Baifei asked the shopkeeper to double check in advance.

Qi Jia took off the smart watch that he had worn for many years and was also given to him by Lu Baifei, and picked up the new watch in his hand, thinking of everything that happened in Lu Baifei's room just now, he seemed to understand everything in an instant Now, it seems that I don't understand anything.

After Christmas, Qi Jia returned to the capital from Nanshi.

He was full of expectations when he went, but he only came back with a new watch.But no matter what shirt he wears, he always wears it.

The festive atmosphere in the city became stronger, and the colored lights beside the road made the winter night a bit warmer.

Within a few days, Lu Baifei finished recording the location of the show and returned soon.

There was some response to the invitation sent by Qi Jia, they met occasionally for dinner, most of the restaurants were reserved by Qi Jia, and if Qi Jia took the initiative, Lu Baifei would also go to his house.

There is a high probability that they will do something. There are new towels and bathrobes in Qi Jia's bathroom, and there are clothes one size larger in the closet.

But this kind of inseparable relationship can't be called a lover at all, but more like some kind of spiritual opium.I feel cold all over after using it, but it doesn't work if I don't use it.

Even if it's just Lu Baifei holding Qi Jia's side with his hands, even if it's just the little comfort Qi Jia got afterwards, he can't control himself from wanting to ask for it again.

Qi Jia sometimes thinks that Lu Baifei has already taken control of herself, and now all Qi Jia's weaknesses are in Lu Baifei's hands.Maybe he is using the method that Qi Jia did to him six years ago, returning it to Qi Jia bit by bit.

But Qi Jia couldn't resist anymore, he put on the watch Lu Baifei gave him, counted the time given by Lu Baifei, and waited hopelessly for a lover who seemed to never come back.

Lu Baifei already knew Qi Jia too well, he knew that he was the kind of character who couldn't give up until he got his hand, and knew that he was always patient when he pursued, so as long as Lu Baifei didn't give the final answer, Qi Jia had no chance of winning.

They spent Christmas together and New Years soon after.

On the night of the New Year's Eve, snowflakes fluttered outside, the city was filled with whiteness, and the sound of crowds counting down could be heard from the square not far from the window.

"Make a wish, Qi Jia." Lu Baifei hugged him, his voice was close to his ear, looking low and sexy.

Qi Jia thought of something in a daze, she lowered her head, her breathing was a little messy, but she just refused to make a sound.

The silent confrontation between them prolongs that incoherence.But Lu Baifei refused to let him go, Qi Jia soon couldn't bear it anymore.

With his lips trembling against the cold tiles, amidst the cheers of the distant crowd, he said weakly, "Brother, that wedding night in the bridal chamber...does it still count...?"

Lu Baifei was unprepared, seemed to be stunned for a moment, and loosened his arms around Qi Jia.Qi Jia slid down suddenly, and was pulled back into his arms by him.

Qi Jia was carried out of the bathroom by Lu Baifei in the end.In the dark corridor, Qi Jia vaguely looked at Lu Baifei's profile, and wanted to say something tender to him, but couldn't make a sound.

Qi Jia did not hear the answer to that question in the end, and even regretted that she said it rashly.But I don't know if it softened Lu Baifei just because of mentioning the past.

When Lu Baifei was about to leave, Qi Jia reached out to pull him from under the quilt, and said, "It's so late, don't leave."

Lu Baifei had never stayed overnight with Qi Jia before, and Qi Jia thought that he would still be rejected this time.

Lu Baifei got up and poured him a glass of water, after Qi Jia drank it, Lu Baifei put the glass on the bedside table, lifted the quilt and fell asleep.

Qi Jia didn't dare to get close to him, and at a distance of half a person, she obediently wrapped her quilt tightly.In the middle of the night, Xu Shi fell into a drowsy sleep, and he started to rub towards Lu Baifei unconsciously.

Qi Jia was naturally a little afraid of the cold, once he absorbed the warmth stored around him, he didn't want to leave again.

Lu Baifei seemed to be awakened by his actions. The moment Qi Jia raised his head, Lu Baifei was looking at him with half-closed eyes. The other side.

The room was heated, and Lu Baifei asked him, "Is it cold?"

Conversations that take place late at night always have an unreal sense of floating.Qi Jia gave a light "hmm".

Lu Baifei stretched out an arm and pulled him to his side.