fall in love too early

The author has something to say: When I wrote "After many years, the heavy rain tonight is no longer the one outside the library of the University of Finance and Economics", I was a little teary.I feel that Xiaolu and Xiaoqi are not easy, and they are both overtaking themselves.

*Readers who have read Chapter 52 before being locked, it is best to download it again, and add a more important plot.

After the night of New Year's Eve, Qi Jia never mentioned the wedding night in the bridal chamber.

He knew how inappropriate it was for them to say those pretentious things at this age.

Lu Baifei was actually not bad to Qi Jia, even if he didn't confirm the relationship or make a promise, it was not Qi Jia's turn to complain.Some things are missed, and Qi Jia must learn to accept the reality.

His life and work are as usual, busy with meetings, managing contacts and making money without changing his face, he can meet Lu Baifei every few days.

There are still very few hugs and kisses between them, even if Qi Jia asks for it occasionally, there may not be any.

The word "love" was never mentioned.Only when walking together in the cold winter wind, Lu Baifei would casually ask "Is it cold?", or give Qi Jia a scarf to cover his face.

Sometimes after they had dinner together, Lu Baifei would suggest to take a walk on the street before picking up the car.In the past, Qi Jia would not accompany her, and the wind in January felt like a knife had cut her face, but now Qi Jia feels that it is enjoyable to take an extra step.

He was so blown that he hid in the scarf and breathed, but every time Lu Baifei asked him, he said that he was not cold.

Qi Jia is still learning some new habits, which he would never consider before, nor would he take the initiative to do - such as reporting Lu Baifei's whereabouts.

People learn to be good when they can't get what they want, just like Qi Jia.

He was walking on thin ice in this unrepaired relationship, and he was especially worried about the recurrence of the incident that angered Lu Baifei when he came home drunk.

The first time Lu Baifei received a message from him "I have a social event tonight, I will be home before ten o'clock in the evening", she couldn't help but stare blankly at the line on the screen.

Lu Baifei never imagined that this was something Qi Jia would do.

When in love, Qi Jia always locates Lu Baifei as he likes, checking his whereabouts, from school to recording studio, basketball court to musical instrument store.Lu Baifei had no choice but to let him go.

And Qi Jia went to the bar for fun and never left a message, and it took Lu Baifei a long time to find things more than once or twice.

The first time Lu Baifei received the report information, he didn't take it seriously, and he didn't reply to Qi Jia.But Qi Jia continued to do so.

As long as there is a late dinner party, he will send a message to Lu Baifei, explaining where he is going and when it will end.

Lu Baifei didn't respond to this until about a month later, when Qi Jia came home late one day and encountered heavy rain, the community temporarily closed the underground parking lot out of safety considerations.

The driver could only take Qi Jia outside the garden in front of the building, which was still a short distance from the unit building.Qi Jia got out of the car, held up an umbrella in the torrential rain, and looked at a person standing under the eaves outside the building from a distance.

It was Lu Baifei who came out and waited for him.

After many years, the heavy rain tonight is no longer the one outside the library of the University of Finance and Economics.

Qi Jia is no longer that reckless young man.

But the scene of Lu Baifei standing in the rain with an umbrella, spanning nearly seven years, gave Qi Jia the urge to cry.

The hurt and growth in love go hand in hand, two people who may not be compatible pay the most painful price for a heartbeat.So much so that I can't let go of it over the years.

Qi Jia quickened her pace and walked over ten meters, leaving her former self behind.

In front of him is a long-lasting memory before the beginning of spring in February, and a man waiting for him in the rain.

Qi Jia stepped up the steps and said to Lu Baifei, "How long have you been out, let's go in."

Lu Baifei put away the umbrella and said, "Go downstairs to pick up the courier, it won't be long."

The glass doors under the eaves reflected their figures.

Qi Jia was wearing a well-tailored formal suit, while Lu Baifei was wearing a casual fleece jacket and casual pants, holding a courier bag in his hand.

They entered the unit building together, and the elevator took them to the 12th floor.Qi Jia went out to the right, Lu Baifei to the left.

Qi Jia stepped out of the car, paused, looked at Lu Baifei a little hesitant to speak.

Lu Baifei also stopped, and then told him, "Go home, take a hot bath, and go to bed early."

Qi Jia smiled and said "OK".

They have maintained such an unclear relationship for several months, except for Lu Baifei and Qi Jia's respective assistants, no one else knows this secret.

Qi Jia didn't dare to think about the future, and could only take one step at a time for the rest.

This year's Spring Festival came late, Lu Baifei and Lu's father and mother flew to a tropical island country for vacation a week before the festival, and Valentine's Day was also linked with the Spring Festival holiday.

Qi Jia couldn't tell whether he was disappointed or relieved, he knew that he had no position to spend this couple's festival with Lu Baifei, and it might be a good thing for him to be separated.

Lu Baifei went on vacation for half a month, and I don't know if it was because of being with his family, so he had fewer phone calls and messages with Qi Jia.Because of this, Qi Jia had a very difficult Spring Festival, and one night he even dreamed that he was going to pick him up from the airport, and Lu Baifei said "let's stop here" as soon as they met.Qi Jia broke out in a cold sweat after waking up with a start, and couldn't sleep again in the second half of the night.

After finally making it through to Lu Baifei's return to China, Qi Jia happened to get an internal invitation to an art exhibition, so she invited Lu Baifei to go with her.

This large-scale installation art has just completed its exhibition and will be open to the public next month. It is still in the internal communication stage.After hearing this, Lu Baifei was a little interested, so he made an appointment with Qi Jia to meet at the exhibition hall.

Before getting off work that day, Qi Jia called Lu Baifei and wanted to drop by to pick him up.The busy tone rang for a long time on the phone, but no one answered.

Qi Jia didn't think much about it at first, and arrived at the venue according to the agreed time, and chatted with the curator who came out to receive him for half an hour, but Lu Baifei was still nowhere to be seen.

Not returning calls, being late for appointments, these are not Lu Baifei's style of acting.Qi Jia felt that something was wrong, so she tried to call the other party's number again, and after several times, the other party finally answered.

"Sorry, Qi Jia." Lu Baifei's voice sounded a little tense, accompanied by a noisy background sound, "I can't make it through tonight, don't wait for me."

Then Qi Jia heard a female voice, seeming to say, "The patient's family members come here with me to register..."

——Lu Baifei is in the hospital right now.Qi Jia suddenly became nervous and asked him, "What's going on, did you go to the hospital?"

Lu Baifei first exchanged a few words with the people beside him, and Qi Jia waited with the mobile phone before he heard him say, "My dad had a heart attack and was sent in, the situation is more complicated now, and he is still waiting for the doctor's consultation result."

Qi Jia still wanted to ask more details, but Lu Baifei hurriedly said, "We'll get in touch later, don't wait for me." Then he hung up the phone.

Qi Jia explained a few words to the curator briefly, went back to his car and sat down, after thinking about it for a while, he decided to go to the hospital to see the situation, so he contacted Lu Baifei's assistant and asked about the address of the hospital where Father Lu was. .

This private hospital is actually not far from the exhibition hall, only ten minutes by car.Qi Jia took a detour to buy some valuable gifts suitable for elders, and drove to the parking lot of the inpatient building of the hospital, hesitated to go in again.

The things he did back then that caused Lu Baifei and his family to fall apart may also be the biggest obstacle between him and Lu Baifei.

How careless Qi Jia was at that time, how regretful he is now.

Qi Jia hesitated for a long time in the car looking at the car screen for making calls, but finally gave up.

He got out of the car and lit a cigarette, looking at the countless lighted ward windows in the building, and slowly inhaled the nicotine deeply into his lungs.

Qi Jia quit smoking recently, and hasn't smoked for a long time.Standing outside this inaccessible hospital building tonight, I felt a rare anxiety.

Just as he was about to finish smoking a cigarette, a voice suddenly came from behind him, "...Qi Jia?"

Qi Jia turned her head to look, only to see a familiar man standing a few steps away.

He frowned, remembering that this was Lu Baifei's good friend in college, Min Hang.

Min Hang is now working as a middle-level manager in a scientific research institution, and he no longer looks like he was joking and fooling around in the past, and his brows are a little more calm.

His shock at Qi Jia's appearance here was obvious.

Qi Jia nodded at him lukewarmly, and said, "Long time no see."

Min Hang didn't even bother to maintain the basic courtesy with Qi Jia, and asked instead, "What are you doing here?"

The cigarette in Qi Jia's hand had already burned out, burning his fingers, he took two steps and put the cigarette end on the side of the trash can before turning back and saying, "Same as you."

——It’s just a visit together.

Min Hang looked at him, then shook his head, and said earnestly, "Qi Jia, I advise you not to go up. Don't disturb your uncles and aunts anymore."

Qi Jia didn't speak, and Min Hang also looked like he didn't want to talk to him, leaving him and hurried into the hospital building.

Father Lu went through first aid, and then a series of inspections, and his current condition is considered stable.

Min Hang took the elevator to the floor of the single ward. Lu Baifei was standing on the corridor talking to his mother, Bai Sha. When he saw Min Hang coming from afar, he lifted his chin slightly as a greeting to him.

Min Hang said hello to Bai Sha first, and said some comforting words, then a nurse came to change the drip, Bai Sha followed up in the ward worried, leaving Lu Baifei and Min Hang outside.

Seeing Baisha leaving, Min Hang couldn't restrain himself, and blurted out to Lu Baifei, "I just saw Qi Jia downstairs."

"What's the matter with you two?" He asked again.

Lu Baifei was taken aback for a moment, perhaps because he was worried about being overheard by his parents, he immediately pulled Min Hang aside.

Before Lu Baifei could speak, Min Hang lowered his voice, frowned and said, "You have a long memory, don't you? Why did you provoke Qi Jia? Didn't you suffer badly from him back then? "