growing up porcelain doll

◎Things did not develop in the direction Gong Qing expected. He thought that the elder brother would be very angry, at least forcing him to ask why and then having a cold war with him for a few days. The result...◎

Things didn't develop in the direction Gong Qing expected. He thought that the elder brother would be very angry, and at least force him to ask why, and then fight with him for a few days. In the end, it seemed that Cheng Yu just accepted it all night because he was upset. For this matter, the messy prevarication reasons that Gong Qing had prepared before were all useless.

Although Cheng Yu accepted his younger brother's "unauthorized breach of contract", he was still upset for several days. Although he didn't complain about anything, Gong Qing could feel his depression, which made Gong Qing not even know it was because of him. Should be happy or sad.

Gong Qing always ran to Cheng Yue's room these days when he had nothing to do. Cheng Yu woke up from his lunch break several times and couldn't see Gong Qing's figure, so he started to mutter, what the hell are these two people doing sneaking around in the house all day long!

Pulling on his slippers, he pushed open the door of Cheng Yue's room, saw two heads turned back to look at him, and said in unison: "Brother?"

Cheng Yu lingered for a while between the two somewhat surprised faces, and asked, "What are you two doing sneaking around?"

Sneaky, Cheng Yue, who had a normal expression at first, suddenly had the feeling of being caught in secret communication with her second brother after hearing this word, and her face became hot all of a sudden, she quickly turned her face away from her two brothers.

Gong Qing didn't notice Cheng Yue's abnormal expression, she just smiled at her elder brother and said, "It's nothing, let Xiaoyue teach me how to draw."

"What are you doing painting properly?" Cheng Yu walked up to Gong Qing in two or three steps, looked at the semi-finished product on the drawing board, and asked, "Is this painting about our community?"

After Gong Qing hummed, she took the pen and continued to draw. After a while, he saw another figure running on the paper. He stopped writing and thought for a long time, but he still didn't draw the facial features on that face. .He handed the pen to Cheng Yue and said, "I can't draw facial features well, so come on."

Cheng Yu asked, "Who are you trying to draw?"

Cheng Yue took the pen and glanced at her eldest brother, and replied for Gong Qing: "I will draw you!"

Cheng Yu was stunned, and asked with a sneer, "What do you draw me for?"

Before Gong Qing could answer, Cheng Yue answered again: "It's not because you are in a bad mood these days, and the second brother wants to draw pictures to coax you." She sniffed and looked at Cheng Yu: "Such a big one You're dead, you have to let your younger siblings coax you if you're unhappy, aren't you ashamed!"

Hearing this, Cheng Yu shook hands behind him unnaturally. He couldn't tell which nerve was touched. He felt a numbness in his heart, and this numbness spread from his heart to his palms, making him feel uncomfortable. He involuntarily put his arm on Gong Qing's shoulder, and rubbed his fingers against Gong Qing's ears.

Gong Qing was startled by the sudden touch, and the ears that had been rubbed by the elder brother were covered with a thin layer of red, and the place where the skin touched seemed to be extremely hot, and an electric current began to rush to his heart from there, making him He couldn't help trembling too.Fortunately, the pen is not in my hand, otherwise this painting would have to be scrapped again.

"You have grown up, and you know how to make brother happy." Cheng Yu smiled and looked at the person in his arms.

Gong Qing felt that he couldn't bear the gentle gaze of his elder brother, and his heart was beating fast, so he quickly reached out and took away the hand that his elder brother put on his ear, and said, "I have grown up a long time ago."

He tried his best to focus on Cheng Yue's brush, wishing to stare at the little figure on the paper, but his elder brother was too close to him, and he could clearly feel his hot breath on the side of his neck.He usually pays attention to his own behavior, but he can't control his elder brother. The intimate actions that he used to take for granted in the past have gradually changed in his heart as his feelings change. The approach of his elder brother always makes him feel uncomfortable. He is distracted.

Gong Qing moved her body as unobtrusively as possible, getting closer to Cheng Yue. Cheng Yu is still immersed in the joy of his younger brother learning how to paint for him in order to make him happy, so he doesn't think too much about Gong Qing's avoidance. care.

He watched Cheng Yue carefully outline his facial features on the paper, and after a while a youthful and vigorous face appeared on the paper.

Cheng Yue handed the pen to Gong Qing again, Gong Qing was very satisfied after reading it, the smile was exactly the same as in memory.He picked up the pen and started to color, the room was very quiet, all three of them were concentrating on the painting.

As the color of the whole painting was filled, Cheng Yu gradually remembered this picture, and asked, "Is this when we ran in the morning that year?"

Gong Qing nodded and said, "Yes."

He looked at the people in the painting, and his thoughts gradually returned to that morning four years ago.At the developmental stage, he likes to be quiet but not active. During the holidays, in order to mobilize his sports cells and let him develop good exercise habits, his elder brother took him for a run every morning.He still remembers that morning when he was really lazy, his elder brother pushed his back and ran forward. At the end of the run, he rushed to his elder brother and said to him, "When I am taller than you, you have to call me 'elder brother'!"

He will never forget the big brother's bright smile at that time.

In just four years, he was already slightly taller than his elder brother, but he never dared to bring up that joke again, because in countless dreams, when they were mingling, he heard Cheng Yu talking about him. He whispered "Brother Qing" in his ear.

After the painting was finished, Gong Qing handed the finished painting to Cheng Yu, and said with a smile, "Here, here it is for you. I hope my most respected and beloved elder brother can smile like the people in the painting every day, and the sun is shining brightly!"

Cheng Yue also said: "Yes, yes, brother, you should be happy every day, and strive to grow crow's feet as soon as possible!"

Cheng Yu was in a good mood, and he couldn't put it down with this heart.He listened to Cheng Yue's words and pretended to beat her up, but he just stretched out his hand and said, "Smack you!"

Gong Qing hurriedly raised her hand to block the elder brother's arm, and said, "Oh! You can't smoke, Xiaoyue is a great hero, if I didn't have her guidance these days, I wouldn't be able to draw!"

Cheng Yue blushed a little from Gong Qing's praise. She was actually very happy these days. She didn't have many opportunities to be alone with her second brother, and in a few days she would enter the third year of high school early and go to school to make up lessons. They won't see each other for half a year after my brother starts school.These days they stayed together, even if it was just painting, she felt content.

She hid her little thoughts, and quickly said, "That's right! I'm a hero!"

Cheng Yu looked at the painting with a smile, then sneered and reached out to rub Cheng Yue's hair, and finally hummed in satisfaction.

The matter of filling in his school ended happily with a thoughtful little gift. Cheng Yu was no longer depressed, and he figured it out. It doesn't really matter where Gong Qing goes to school. During the summer vacation, everyone still has to see each other. Didn't they come here in the same way for the past three years, and there is no big difference now.

In the blink of an eye, it was time for school to start. Gong Qing and Cheng Yu boarded the trains going in different directions together. Cheng Yue was unable to see them off because of class, and because it was the first time for Gong Qing to travel alone, Cheng Yu told him a lot. .

Before leaving, Gong Qing did countless psychological preparations. He told himself that staying away is the only thing he can do now, and this is also the safest and most appropriate way.As long as he is far enough away, he can prevent the opportunity to expose his mind. He would rather bear all the pain alone, so he stubbornly hypnotized himself with the absurd truth that "time and space can solve all problems".

Facts have proved that a person's life is not so easy, especially when there is concern.

Freshman's schoolwork is not so heavy, in order to avoid too much free time, Gong Qing inquired about part-time jobs during military training.

Seeing that the National Day is coming, Gong Qing told her family in advance that this National Day would be touring Beijing with her roommates and would not go home. Although Liu Danqing missed him a little, but the boy grew up and went out to learn more and be friends. There is nothing wrong with it, for this reason she transferred an extra 2 yuan to Gong Qing, and going out to play was all expenses.

In order to avoid the elder brother getting angry, Gong Qing also sent the elder brother news that they were not home. Cheng Yu simply asked about their itinerary, told him to be careful, and did not say anything else.

In fact, Gong Qing only got together with his roommates on the night after the military training ended. During the National Day holiday, only two classmates went out to play, and one classmate returned home, and he went to work part-time since the beginning of the holiday.

There is a newly opened fried chicken restaurant outside the school. It is not far from the school. Since it is a new store, the customer flow is definitely not comparable to other similar restaurants on this street. But fortunately, it is close to the school, so the business will not be too bad. Boss The wages offered are not bad, and the working hours depend on the situation and are relatively flexible.

Gong Qing doesn't care much about what kind of work he gets and how much he gets paid. After all, Liu Danqing always gives him a lot of living expenses every month. Trivia and miscellaneous things to dilute the unspeakable thoughts in my heart.

He is the only part-time student in this small holiday store, and the business is pretty good.School lights out at eleven o'clock at night.He was busy every day until ten o'clock in the evening and left with the rear chef.

On the sixth day of the holiday, Gong Qing just locked the door after get off work, turned around and met a familiar face, he was startled, and called out in surprise: "Brother?"

Cheng Yu's face was a bit ugly, but he still asked with a suppressed anger, "Didn't you go out with your classmates?" He turned on the phone screen to look at it, and continued, "You should have just arrived in the dormitory at this point in time, right? "

Gong Qing didn't expect her elder brother to come over, but looking at her face, she was obviously annoyed that she had lied to him. Although it is not a big deal to come out to find a part-time job, but during the summer vacation, the matter of filling out a volunteer application without telling her elder brother happened. And because he lied to him about finding a part-time job, no matter how you look at it, it is a manifestation of distrust of the elder brother, a feeling of deliberate avoidance and alienation.This is unacceptable to the eldest brother who dotes on him so much.

Gong Qing breathed a sigh of relief, knowing that it was not the best policy to make excuses, so she confessed: "Ah, well, I was going to hang out with my roommate, but the store notified me to come to work during the holidays, and I thought there would be plenty of time to play in the future." Beijing City, so I came to work."

"Then why didn't you tell the family?" Cheng Yu asked.

Gong Qing shook Cheng Yu's arm and said with a smile: "Brother, you are embarrassing me. If I tell my aunt that I don't go home because I have to work, my aunt will definitely be angry. Then she will They want to pay me a lot more money and not let me work part-time.”

"Then you didn't tell me?"

"I'm not afraid that you will report to my aunt."

Cheng Yu raised his hand and patted him, staring at him: "I made a small report? When did I report you to my parents! You don't trust me?"

Gong Qing didn't want to discuss this issue too much. He would always feel wronged when talking about the topic of trust or not, because he knew that no one in this world trusted him more than his eldest brother, but now he failed to live up to this Rare trust.

He grabbed the elder brother's wrist, dragged him forward, and said, "Oh, it's me who judged a gentleman's belly with a villain's heart. I'll treat you to supper and apologize to you, okay?"

Cheng Yu wasn't really angry, but felt that Gong Qing was doing things behind his back and felt panicked. It was obviously not like this in the past. They used to say everything, but now it feels a little weird.Ever since Gong Qing filled out the application and didn't tell him, she somehow felt that there was an indescribable alienation between him and Gong Qing.

The two stopped at a barbecue restaurant after taking a few turns. Gong Qing ordered some of the elder brother's favorite food. When he asked the elder brother what he wanted to drink, Cheng Yu directly ordered two bottles of cold beer.

Gong Qing was a little dazed, he basically never saw his elder brother drinking when he was at home.Cheng Yu looked at his slightly surprised eyes, sneered and said, "What? Can't you drink?"

Gong Qing smiled: "No, I have never seen you drinking before."

"That's right, you and Cheng Yue are still young, so I, as an older brother, naturally can't drink in front of you, I have to set a good example." Cheng Yu said it as a matter of course.

Gong Qing nodded, and said again: "What about now?"

Cheng Yu: "Now that you are an adult, we two brothers can have a good drink."

Gong Qing filled up the wine for elder brother, raised her hand and said sincerely: "Thank you, elder brother!"