Unreasonable

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"After visiting you this time, I don't know when I'll take another vacation. Take good care of yourself and don't put too much pressure on yourself..." Lin Xuemei paused, and looked suspiciously at the young man who was walking gently beside Xu Dan.

This young man was too thin, and his originally good features and face also lost some of their beauty.His eyes were dark, his emotions were inexplicable, and he looked a little strange.

Xu Dan turned around and was taken aback when he saw Younan: "Younan, why are you here?"

Lin Xuemei was startled when she heard the words, her eyes widened, and she said in disbelief, "You Nan?"

Younan didn't speak, just stared at her without moving, but Lin Xuemei stepped forward and touched Younan's face with trembling hands: "It's Younan...why are you so thin..."

Younan smiled lightly: "You still remember me."

Lin Xuemei sighed slightly: "Yes. Day and night, I can't rest assured."

Xu Dan watched Lin Xuemei pull Younan into his arms, looked at the familiar appearance of the two, and remembered that Lin Xuemei had been a nanny for a family in the early years.

In the first few years when she came back, she often mentioned that child to him.

For some reason, the ramblings in my memory suddenly became clear, and the name that was deliberately blurred was also very clear at this moment, as if it was what my mother was talking about yesterday.

"It's snowing. Nannan will be five years old this year."

"Ah, Xiaodan is so tall... I don't know how Nannan is..."

"I'm thinking, what should I do if Nannan has no one to accompany me?"

"You are a poor young master..."

Xu Dan grasped the red bag in his hand tightly, and the thin string made several red marks on his fingers, leaving a burning pain like tearing.

It's embarrassing, embarrassing.

He kept telling himself over and over again in his heart that "a gentleman is virtuous", "a gentleman is not a weapon", "a gentleman is magnanimous", "a gentleman is superior", and "a gentleman seeks himself".

A gentleman, a gentleman, a gentleman, he kept telling himself a gentleman, a gentleman, a gentleman, it seemed that there were some moments when he really looked like that, but it seemed that it was difficult to be so gentle in the face of adversity.

Now, for example, when a mother becomes a roommate's nanny, it seems that the embarrassment is just overwhelming.

"Nannan, I have to go. I'll stay with you next time when I'm free, okay?" Lin Xuemei hurried back to work, chatted with Younan, and left in a hurry.

Younan looked at her back and thought to himself, but you haven't told me why you left so suddenly back then.

He turned to face Xu Dan: "Xu Dan, you go back later and talk to them about the enrollment, I'll go back first."

He hailed a taxi, thinking about when to go to Aunt Lin to ask everything clearly.

Why go.

In that situation.

Why did he leave without saying a word, without an explanation or a goodbye.

As soon as Younan stepped into the entrance, he heard Zhiling talking to someone, and his emotions were intense, as if he was a little angry.

It's really strange, Xu Dan is Aunt Lin's son is already shocking enough, but when he came back, he heard Zhiling angry.

You Nanmian walked in expressionlessly, just in time to hear Zhiling on the balcony yelling "Boling! Boling!", then he looked at the hung up phone, breathed a sigh of relief, squatted down suddenly, put his hands on his knees, Forehead against arm.

His back, which had been straight all this time, seemed a little tired.

Younan walked over gently and called him, "Zhiling?"

Hearing the sound, Zhiling stood up suddenly, with that straight waist and abdomen again, still clean, with a gentle smile on his face, as if the fragility and all the negative emotions just now were just an illusion.

He smiled: "Younan is back?"

That smile suddenly made Younan feel very angry.He returned to his bedroom without saying a word, closed the door with a bang, walked straight to the desk, pulled out the chair, and sat down curled up.

He wondered why Aunt Lin left.

He wanted the freshness and completeness of Zhiling.

For the first time, Zhiling didn't follow up immediately.

He wanted Zhiling to follow.

He has experienced such a day countless times.

Sitting next to the drawn curtains, from the morning light, to the golden sun in the sky, to the setting sun, and finally to darkness.

He will go from full of anger and want to scream hoarsely, to crying hard, to calm, to exhausted, and finally like a pool of sad stagnant water.

He has been curled up in that place, motionless, from dawn to dark, from dark to dawn.

But this time is different.

When evening fell, there was a knock on the door in the dark room.

Younan didn't return, the doorknob turned slightly, someone came gently, put the tray on the desk, and put a hand on Younan's shoulder.

"You Nan, eat something."

Younan remained motionless, his eyes still out of focus.

"Eat a little. Just a little. If you don't eat dinner, your stomach will hurt."

With his back still turned to him, Younan just said softly, "Zhi Ling, can you feed me?"

Zhiling stood there for a moment, then turned and went out, the footsteps were far away, the door opened, the door closed...

The light in the living room leaked in through the gap in the door, and burned a golden slash on the ground, which was out of place with the gray corner of the wall.

Younan hugged his knees even harder, trembling all over.

he's gone.

Why are you leaving?

Why is it always like this, leave without explanation, without saying goodbye.

Why did Zhiling leave too?

The light and shadow suddenly widened, and in the next second, the entire room was enveloped in soft light.

Younan suddenly turned his head and saw that Zhiling's sleeves were rolled up and there was a spoon in his hand. Surprise, excitement, and disbelief all rushed to his face in an instant, and he could only stare blankly at Zhiling approaching.

Zhiling raised his index finger to wipe off his tears, and laughed at him: "What's wrong? Why are you still crying?"

There was no sadness between You Nan's eyebrows, his eyes lit up with excitement, and he tightly grasped Zhiling's wrist: "I thought I was making trouble for no reason again."

Zhiling smiled: "How come. You are so nice."

He knelt down on one knee, took the bowl in one hand and the spoon in the other, scooped up half a spoonful of rice, and brought it to Younan's mouth.

Since the highlight moment of Zhiling's feeding is really rare, he is greedy and reluctant to end it so soon, so after feeding a bowl of rice, he shamelessly expresses that he can do another bowl.

Zhiling hesitated: "Is it bad to eat too much at night?"

Younan blinked: "But I'm hungry."

So Younan really made two bowls.

After eating two bowls of rice, his chubby belly kept him awake, and he walked around the room to digest his food, praising himself in his heart for his great deed of dedicating himself to love.

After a little less support, Younan lay down on the bed, but still couldn't sleep because of tossing and turning.

He first thinks about the way Zhiling feeds himself, his gaze, his smile, and the gentleness of holding a spoon in his hand...

Thinking of rolling on the bed a few times in the end, dancing with hands and feet, and taking a break to breathe, I still couldn't help laughing.

Smiling, the corners of his mouth flattened again.

For a while, he thought of Lin Xuemei's back in a hurry, for a while he thought of Xu Dan's unnatural expression, and for a while he thought of the "Boling" in Zhiling's mouth.

Younan thought for a while, since it was someone Zhiling knew, and someone who could make him angry, I wonder if he can Baidu it.

He clicked on the search interface, and as soon as he typed boling, the input method automatically popped up the word "Boling". He paused and tapped "Boling" with his fingertips.

29. No.20 Nine unreasonable troubles

◎Younan, don't be unhappy. ◎

After the interface jumps, the first thing that catches the eye is the People Encyclopedia, and the following are a few photos.

I saw a pair of gold-rimmed glasses on this man's face, and the metal glasses chain hanging on the side of his face, which gave him a somewhat refined feeling.

The nose is high and the lips are thin, and the chin is slightly raised. It looks a little arrogant and alienated, but it is naturally revealed.

Looking at it again, he looked like an extremely gentle gentleman.

In the character introduction, there are a bunch of things that are unclear and incomprehensible. It seems that I can only come to the conclusion that this person is also a computer and seems to be awesome.

36 is old.

old old old.

I can't read the left and right, so I just look at the photo again.

It's actually quite nice.

Why does Zhiling always stay with good-looking people?

Thinking of this, he ran to the bathroom to take a closer look at himself in the mirror.

The bones are gentle, and seem to be incompatible with the raised eye ends, and there are a few traces of beauty in addition to being contrary to harmony.

Seems not bad?

Although it is a bit worse than Boling...

But I am young!

Thinking of this, You Nan smiled again.

I walked around the room a few more times, and when I was really tired, I lay down on the bed, staring at the warm light in a daze, my mind going back and forth, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep.

It seems that I owe something all the time in my heart, and I can't bear to close my eyes and fall asleep like this, but I don't know what I owe.

Zhiling woke up thirsty in the middle of the night, and when he went out to pour water, he saw light shining through the Younan door, drank more than half a glass of water in one gulp, put the glass on the dining table, and knocked on Younan's door.

After hearing Younan's answer, he pushed the door open and went in, and saw Younan hugging the quilt tightly and staring at the ceiling in a daze.

"Why aren't you sleeping?" Zhiling sat on the edge of the bed and pulled the corner of the quilt off the bed for him.

When Younan saw him, his eyes suddenly lit up, he lifted the quilt with a smile and stood up, and took out a book with a pink cover from the desk cabinet with his bare feet.

Ling shouted at the back, "You Nan put on your shoes."

Younan turned around and handed the book to Zhiling.

"Zhiling, can you tell me a story?"

Zhiling took the book, turned it upside down, saw the big characters "Bedtime Stories Collection", and chuckled lightly.

The side of the book is black and curly, as if it has been turned over countless times.

"Where did you get the storybook?"

Younan blinked, and replied softly, "Aunt Lin bought it for me when I was young. It's a birthday present."

Zhiling looked at Younan, and suddenly felt that the person in front of him