Unreasonable

Younan is like a four-year-old child, very well-behaved, but somehow different, very strange, but not annoying.

He turned the first page and saw two stick figures, one big and one small holding hands, drawn in the corner of the book. He chuckled, and took another look at Younan, only to find that he had closed his eyes.

"Is there Nan?"

no respond.

A light and subtle taste suddenly spread from the heart, slightly itchy, making the heart tremble uncontrollably.

He suddenly thought, maybe Younan is not waiting for someone to tell a story.

You are waiting for me, Zhiling.

The next day went to class as usual, and Younan received the news that the application for going abroad was approved during lunch, and the schedule was to leave on Monday next week.It's already Friday.

There was an interview about "Disqualification" in the afternoon. According to Xia Tian, ​​it was just a formality. You Nan thought that there were no classes on Friday afternoon, so he accepted it.

After the afternoon arrived, Xia Tian sent someone directly to the school gate to pick up You Nan.

In the interview room, there was a coffee table facing the "concave" sofa. Xiao Yuechen and An Ning sat in the middle, and Lu Tian sat on the left. The only empty seat opposite Lu Tian.

Most of the host's questions focused on Xiao Yuechen and An Ning. Xiao Yuechen had almost no interaction with An Ning throughout the whole process, but An Ning pulled him and asked him questions from time to time.

Lu Tian also talked a lot, while You Nan basically relied on Xiao Yuechen to lead——

Although Younan is also very distressed, the lead actor has to mention "Younan" from time to time.

Towards the end of the interview, the host's firepower no longer focused on the two leading actors, but instead turned to Lu Tian and You Nan.

When Lu Tian asked questions, she opened and closed her mouth and said "Little stepmother Zhang" and "Little stepmother", but Lu Tian didn't even realize that there was any offense.

When the camera turned to Younan, the host deliberately cleared his throat.

"Hi, Younan Xiaocute, as the child of Ms. Wishing, the author of "Disqualification", and Mr. Youyi, the screenwriter of the screenplay, how did you feel during the filming process?"

Younan thought for a while: "Actually, in the process of filming, I was mostly in a state of emptiness, and I didn't feel much. Maybe when I read books and scripts, I was touched a little more. There are not many really nourishing ones, except for sadness and sadness. I don’t think it’s worth it, so I’m left with ‘Oh, they’re so good’.”

The host asked: "What is 'feel worthless'?"

Younan groaned for a moment, and said: "For example, if I were Qiuxi, I would not end my life by letting myself be trapped in the past of despair. If I were Qi Sen, I would not raise a knife to kill that bastard."

"What if you are Dongxue?"

Younan chuckled: "If I were Dong Xue, I would die for anyone or bear everything without hesitation."

The host was silent for a moment: "According to your opinion, does it mean that people are born to be submissive, no matter how unfair and inhuman things happen, they have to compromise silently?"

This question is a bit sharp.Xiao Yuechen frowned, trying to stop him, but saw Younan shaking his head:

"You misinterpreted my meaning. I just want to say that people should look back from time to time. Losing is indeed painful, but as long as you look back, you will find that you still have a lot, so you don't have to despair so much that you want to leave this world. Or be haunted by hostility and resentment. If people can always look back, then many tragedies can be avoided."

"But then again, if you can't change something even if you try your best, why not compromise?"

Xiao Yuechen frowned and made a gesture: "Cut this part off."

The host also stopped asking Younan any questions.

On the other hand, Lu Tian looked at Younan more frequently.

After the interview, the host breathed a sigh of relief, and said with a smile, "Younan, you are really serious, you can answer whatever you ask. Then if I asked you just now if you have someone you like..."

"Yes." You Nangan replied bluntly, the corner of the host's mouth twitched, and he didn't know what to say for a moment.

There was a sudden noise outside the door, and it was getting closer, mixed with the crying staff shouting: "You can't go in..."

The next moment, the door of the interview room opened, and Zhiling beckoned, "You Nan!"

The host was so breathless that he choked on a sip of water, and then hurriedly followed up with a few staff members, and reported to her with a bitter face: "Sister Yang, we really can't stop it."

Yang Xinxin rolled her eyes, thinking that it would be strange if you could stop her.

Only then did Younan realize that something seemed a little wrong.

When Younan left, he said, "I'm going to participate in an interview." Since he and Xiao Yuechen seemed a little unhappy, he didn't mention Xiao Yuechen's name.

Before he left, Zhiling said that he had some things to deal with and came back later in the afternoon, so when he asked Younan where to participate in the interview, Younan only sent a location as if he was concerned about his own safety (?) and then ignored it up.

But the current situation is that Zhiling and Xiao Yuechen have been facing each other for a long time.

Suddenly, Zhiling moved, Younan clenched his fist nervously.

He still walked calmly, but his expression became lighter.

He picked up You Nan's satchel, carried it with one hand, looked sideways at Xiao Yuechen, and said, "Long time no see."

Xiao Yuechen nodded in despair, took a step back unconsciously, and began to look a little depressed.

The host left at some point, and Zhiling dragged Younan away after saying hello.

His pace was much faster than usual, Younan almost trotted to keep up with him.

Probably noticing that Younan was panting a little while walking, he slowed down again and said "I'm sorry".

Younan asked, "Why did you say sorry to me?"

Zhiling said, "I'm a little out of control."

Younan still wanted to say something, as if a sentence came to his throat, but he didn't know exactly what to say, so he didn't say anything in the end.

When he got in the car, Zhiling already looked the same as usual.

He smiled, his driving posture was a little lazy, and he turned his head and asked Younan: "You said there was someone you liked earlier, who is it? We are so good at Younan, why didn't she fall in love?"

You Nan said: "You don't care."

Zhiling smiled again: "Don't do this, tell me who it is, and I'll help you propose a marriage to see if she agrees."

Younan stared straight at the corner of his smiling lips.

Zhiling's lip color is very beautiful, like the clear glow flowing above the dusty clouds in the sky in late autumn, there is an unpredictable clear and gentle tenderness.

Can't help but want to...kiss.

Listening to what he said, Younan opened his mouth, wanting to say: "Why don't you just propose marriage to me?"

When the words came to my lips, it became: "Come on, if you go to propose marriage, any girl from her family will rush to your house. I don't want to be another Xia Jiu. What's more..."

"Ok?"

What's more, I like a boy.

Younan said in his heart.

"It's nothing."

He stretched out his hands, covering his eyes with the back of his hands, blocking the sun, and felt the wind blowing on his face and brushing the ends of his hair.

The body is still running smoothly in the city, turning, going straight, going straight, stopping, starting, going straight, turning again...

Yunan didn't take off the hand covering his eyes again.

The car stopped again.

Zhiling unbuckled his seat belt.

Zhiling opened the car door.

Zhiling left.

Zhiling didn't call me.

Younan suddenly felt aggrieved for no reason.

There is no reason or logic, but he just feels overwhelming grievances rolling towards him, and instantly feels that he is really the most fucking person in the world.

So he blinked, his eyelashes swept across the back of his hand, and tears rolled down his face.

One drop, two drops, falling down, falling on the collar.

Then, just for a moment, a hand suddenly clasped his wrist bone and pulled the hand covering his eyes away.

Along with the sunshine, it was Zhiling's thin and slender hands, and three big white rabbit toffees on the palms.

He heard Zhiling say to him in a clear and gentle voice: "Younan, don't be unhappy."

He couldn't bear it any longer and threw himself into Zhiling's arms and cried.

There is no reason, I just cry when I want to cry.

When he went back, Li Ziyang led the God of Wealth to go out.

Zhiling was about to go back to his bedroom when Younan suddenly asked him: "Zhiling, don't you like Xiao Yuechen?"

30. No.30 unreasonable trouble

◎I just feel that it is too sour and has a hint of sweetness. ◎

Zhiling smiled and shook his head: "I don't dislike him."

"Zhi Ling."

"Okay, Yunan, don't worry."

Younan just stared at him in front of the stairs.

I don't know how long it took before Younan suddenly said: "Zhiling. A long time ago, I always thought you were a person without haze. But as I grew up, I seemed to be able to figure out some things suddenly. For example, in fact You don't want to laugh right now."

Zhiling's smile faded a little.

"I know you are clean and open, but not without shadows. You are powerful and glorious, but not omnipotent. You are delicate and beautiful, but not flawless. You are tolerant and kind, but not without bottom lines. I know you will too Fear, anger, sadness, and powerlessness. So, Zhiling—”

Younan walked towards him step by step:

"Please, don't pamper me like this, don't peel off all negative emotions to face me. Do you know, from the first time we met 12 years ago, until now, at this moment, you have always been like a gentle dream, Always smiling, never getting angry, never refusing, never making any demands on me... But you are not lively at all, instead it makes me feel that at some second, you will be out of thin air Disappear like it was never there."

"I didn't understand when I was a child, what is the difference between me and the group of noisy friends around you