Unreasonable

Before getting along, I don't think about whether someone will do this.

If a person is born to face what is abnormal as defined by the public, then he will subconsciously regard abnormality as normal.This is what he has learned from the beginning, and it is the benchmark for judging right from wrong, so he hardly questions it.

Because that's how it was in the beginning.

It's just that when this person starts to get in touch with the outside world and more learning samples, and at the same time the abnormality he faces suddenly becomes more obvious, it's hard not to think about it.

For example, why the wish he saw was different from the wish made by everyone.

For example, why did Lin Xuemei, who was so precious to him, suddenly leave one night without saying goodbye.

Like, why did he grow up like that.

Another example is the wishing scream.

Even, Xiao Yuechen.

When Younan arrived home just in time for lunch, he added a pair of bowls and chopsticks for himself, and sat across from Youyi with an indifferent expression, the similarity was [-]% at least.

Make a wish and ask: "How many days will Nan Nan stay at home this time?"

Younan was surprised that she would ask this, and shrugged: "Let's leave after dinner, and I have class tomorrow. ——By the way, "Disqualification" seems to be broadcast..." Younan stopped talking, saw The wishing face turned pale in an instant.

None of the three said a word after that.

Younan chewed the tasteless rice, suddenly he didn't know why he came back.

Eat, read, take a nap.

It seems that wishing has always been like this.

After making a wish and falling asleep, Youyi sat at the small round coffee table on the balcony outside the living room and read the newspaper.

Younan pulled the triangular wooden chair opposite and sat down, "Youyi, tell me about making a wish."

You Yi paused, folded the newspaper, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and You Nan was taken aback when he read it.

He had never seen Youyi smile like this before, the only time he seemed to smile was probably on his sixth birthday.

In fact, he didn't know whether it was his birthday or not.

After Lin Xuemei left, Younan never celebrated his birthday again.

I just remember that there was a heavy snowfall in those few days, and then Youyi was suddenly very unhappy.

In fact, most of the time Youyi is superficial and indifferent, without any emotion.But Younan could feel his sadness that day.

Very sad very sad.

After wishing to fall asleep, he sat alone at the bar in the basement and drank.Alone and alone, it looks so pitiful.

Younan has never seen him drink, and drink so much.

He saw Youyi sad, and he was also sad.So he quietly went back to the room and drew a big smiling face, carefully wrote the two big characters "Happy" on the two corners of the top, and quietly walked behind Youyi.

He gently tugged at the hem of Youyi's clothes, and when he saw Youyi turned around, he handed the painting out.

Youyi was taken aback, and smiled at him after taking the painting.

Younan was stunned the moment he saw his smile, his heart was in full bloom, cheering, but unexpectedly, a tear fell across Youyi's face in the next second, making all the joy disappear in a hurry .

He thought, did I mess things up.Why is he crying?

But compared to that fleeting smile, this time the smile is more real.

The light golden sunlight was divided into small squares by the window, part of it fell on the white tiles, and part of it fell on Youyi's face. When he smiled, the fine lines at the corners of his eyes became apparent.

He suddenly felt that Youyi seemed a little old.

"She was... very sassy. At that time, we made up a doggerel, saying that she was 'not afraid of heaven and earth, but I am the only street bully'. Anyway, at that time, no one older than her than her was able to beat her. .”

He tilted his head and thought for a while, his eyes stayed on the tip of the big banana leaf outside the window for a moment, and then said: "It's not that she is really powerful, the main thing is that she has no limit. Biting, kicking crotch, pulling pants, omnipotent, omnipotent." Not enough, it makes people itch with hatred."

"However, in those years, people from our elementary school went out and acted recklessly. Anyway, once her name was released, people would be frightened."

"But in the final analysis, it is the principal's credit."

You Nan nodded and asked, "Then why is she different now?"

Youyi suddenly shut up when he heard the words, with a calm attitude.

"I'm a little tired. That's it." He put the newspaper upright on the wooden shelf against the wall, turned and went upstairs.

You Nan turned his head and waited until the door was closed tightly before looking away.

The white cat was lying in the cardboard box, looking at him warily.

Younan sat down again, went back to his room and lay on the bed, and unexpectedly found that the sheets had just been changed, and the room was also very clean, as if someone had cleaned it on purpose.

He was pleasantly surprised, but also complicated.

After lying down enough, I packed myself up and went down the mountain.

Go down the mountain and go straight to the hospital.

35. No.30 Five unreasonable troubles

◎Because I am a baby. ◎

"Hi, Doctor Bai, I'm here again." Younan pushed open the door, put his hand on the doorknob, poked his head out, and waved to Bai Si.Bai Si almost choked out his life after taking a sip of tea.

He tightened the metal lid on the large double-sided glass. "It's not very welcome, either."

Younan pulled open the leather chair and sat down, "If you have money, you don't waste your life!"

Bai Si rolled his eyes, resting his chin on his hand: "Say it, what's the matter?"

Younan frowned to organize his words, and the phone in his pocket rang suddenly.

You Nan glanced at Bai Si, and didn't shy away from it, and directly slid down to connect, and Zhi Ling's voice came out:

"Nannan, my mother invited you to taste her new cake. Are you free? Shall I pick you up?"

Younan and Bai Si looked at each other, "No, I'll do it myself."

Zhiling said "OK" and hung up the phone.

"Is it that bastard from Zhixunjia?"

You Nan thought, what kind of home search is obviously my home.On the mouth, he asked: "Do you know?"

"Why don't you know me? I know everyone in your circle!" Bai Si laughed so hard that his chest trembled. "In the past, Dean Gao would invite Gao Cong every time he had trouble with him, and he would be there within a few minutes. It can be cured and subdued."

Younan was surprised: "So powerful!"

Bai Si waved his hand: "Not really. But he really has a set of ways to punish people."

As he said that, he seemed to think of something interesting, and couldn't help laughing out:

"When he came here for the first time, he accidentally bumped into a battery car when passing by the hood. You know the kind of alarm that sounds after the battery car is hit? It sounds anxious and harsh. It stands to reason that normal people should go around farther away, right? "

"But he doesn't want to. It's fine if he doesn't leave, and he just drills in. It's not impossible to drill in, but he gently pushes each battery car row by row from the inside to the outside, and the one with the siren One after another was deafening, and the aunt of the resident upstairs next door held the water basin and found the right time to use the power of nine bulls and two tigers to pour it hard..."

"Then Dean Gao gave me a chill."

"And Zhiling, with a slight smile, hides merit and fame deeply."

Younan clicked his tongue: "Although... that is also very courageous. Maybe this is the different thinking mode of geniuses and ordinary people."

Bai Si: "?"

"Then let me tell you one more thing. It is said that once when Zhiling visited Principal Xu late at night, he knocked on the doors of every house on the way upstairs, which almost caused panic in the society and shouted ghosts, you know ?"

Younan shrugged: "Who knows if it's true." He waved his hand again: "Oh, let's get down to business."

Younan thought for a while: "I'm not talking about myself this time. I know someone, um, it's a friend. I never noticed it before, and now I think it's weird when I think about it."

Bai Si gradually sat upright, listening intently to Younan's narration.

Younan frowned, recalling carefully:

"She always seems to have trouble remembering the time.—I don't mean remembering in the ordinary sense..."

"Wait, Younan," Bai Si raised a hand and interrupted him, "Is the friend you're talking about... a male or a female?"

"Female."

Bai Si's fingers slowly clenched into empty fists, slowly lowered, and clasped against the table.

"continue."

"—I'm not talking about being unable to remember in the usual sense, but...for example, if today is November 21, she may think it's September, or even earlier. Another example, half a year She watered the flowers an hour ago, and then again half an hour later, and doesn't seem to remember doing it at all. She will have a sudden breakdown because of a misplaced knick-knack, or suddenly realize that something is missing.. ...and, very easily disturbed."

Younan suddenly raised his head and met Bai Si's eyes. At that moment, he seemed to see a layer of emotion that he couldn't understand floated in those eyes that were originally out of tune. sorrow.

But that was just a flash in the pan, and it changed to calm in an instant, as if he was listening seriously.

Younan was taken aback, and Ji Ji continued: "I just realized that everything in our family is the same except me."

Afterwards, no matter what he said or what Bai Si said, Younan had no impression.

It was just that illusion-like look in his eyes that made him restless and uneasy.

He seemed to have never felt this way for a long, long time, helpless, anxious, and confused.His back was empty, unable to land, and his whole body had no place to rest.

It seems that there are unknowns all around, a vast and empty space, nothing can be grasped, nothing can be relied on.

Then slowly, from the deepest part of my heart, traces of unnamed fear crawled out.

His whole body was sluggish, he mechanically hit a taxi, and mechanically walked among the villas.

You Nan stepped into the garden full of roses at dusk, and was instantly dazzled by Zhi Ling who was sitting on the swing.

His background is an orange-red sunset covering half a day and a bend of blooming roses. He is holding the iron chain with one hand and resting on the wooden board with the other.

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