but you never loved me

Because Xia's mother's condition suddenly deteriorated, the hospital decided to give her a bone marrow transplant in advance.When Ning Yi arrived at the hospital, Xia Chengchen was sitting outside the door of the operating room, his face was covered with tear stains, and crystal clear tears kept falling down.

Ning Yi walked to his side and wiped away the tears for him.Xia Chengchen raised his head blankly, saw that he suddenly found support, and took the initiative to wrap his arms around his waist.

Ning Yi was a little surprised by his sudden initiative, but naturally tightened his embrace, and took off his coat and put it on him.

At two o'clock in the morning, the door of the operating room finally opened, and the doctor came out to inform that the operation had been successful.

Xia Chengchen heaved a sigh of relief, and collapsed into Ning Yi's arms.Ning Yi comforted him: "Okay, it's okay." He raised his head and took a deep look at Ning Yi, then slowly leaned forward and kissed Ning Yi.

When Ning Yi felt the touch between his lips, his pupils shrank suddenly.He subconsciously wanted to back away, but suddenly realized that it was his Ayang who kissed him, so he obediently accepted the kiss.

After the kiss was over, Xia Chengchen leaned into his arms and said with a little confidence: "Brother Yi, let's be together."

In fact, he was very happy when Ning Yi confessed to him that day, because he had already fallen in love with Ning Yi.But when Ning Yi said that he liked Gu Yang since he was a child, he was a little sad because he was just a fake.

He already felt very guilty to replace someone else's identity, and he didn't want to steal someone else's lover.But Ning Yi's goodness is Pandora's magic box, which tempts him, and in the end he still gives up his bottom line.

Ning Yi was a little dazed, he felt that he should be happy, after all he had been waiting for this answer for a long time.But there was some other TSXDZ emotion hazy covering his heart, which made him less able to feel this happiness.

In his mind at this moment, Yan Zimu was pale but stubbornly clutching his sleeve.His head was muddled, but he still spoke: "Okay."

Ning Yi stayed by Xia Chengchen's hospital bed for two hours with Xia Chengchen. Xia Chengchen exhausted too much energy today, and finally couldn't help but fell asleep from exhaustion.Ning Yi carried him to another hospital bed and covered him with a quilt.After guarding him for a while, he took the car keys and went home.

On the way home, he drove very slowly, and for some reason, he felt himself flustered.He knew that he couldn't drag on any longer, and it was time for a showdown with Yan Zimu.But without any reason, there was a voice in his heart that kept refusing.

It was almost five o'clock when he finally arrived home.After trying several times, he made up his mind and opened the bedroom door.

But the scene in the house prevented him from taking another step.The floor-to-ceiling windows of the balcony of the room were not closed tightly, and the wind was blowing into the room.As far as Zi Mu was just sitting on the bed wearing unlined clothes, the hem of the clothes was blown up by the wind.His hands hugged his curled legs, and his head was buried deep between them.Ning Yi once read in the book that people only have this kind of posture when they feel insecure.

Ning Yi never knew that sadness is contagious.But he really felt Yan Zimu's sadness, his heart tightened unconsciously because of this sadness, it was so tight that Ning Yi felt a little pain.

He stood by the door, not daring to move or say a word, for fear of alarming Yan Zimu at this moment.He never took a step forward, and Yan Zimu never raised his head.There is such a short distance between them.

One day a long time later, Ning Yi was drunk alone in the room, recalling the scene of this day in a trance, he thought that if he went up to hug Yan Zimu, confessed everything to him, and let him go, that would be nice.At least it won't hurt him too deeply, and he won't hate himself.