but you never loved me

Suddenly, a "vomit" sound broke the silence.Yan Zimu covered her mouth and ran out of bed.When passing by Ning Yi, he was stunned for a moment, but the next second he rushed directly into the bathroom.

Yan Zimu knelt in front of the toilet and vomited in the dark, while Ning Yi stood behind him and looked a little startled.Turning around, he went to the living room to pour a glass of warm water, and when he came back, Yan Zimu had already vomited and was limp on the ground.

Ning Yi helped him up from the ground and handed him the water: "Why are you vomiting so hard? Did you have a stomach problem again? Go to the hospital?"

Yan Zimu took the water and rinsed his mouth, pushed Ning Yi away and shook his head: "No, it's just that the food is spoiled." After speaking, he turned and went back to the room.

Ning Yi stood in the bathroom for a long time, and returned to the bedroom after a while.In the bedroom, Yan Zimu was still awake, he was still sitting on the bed, but this time he put the quilt over his stomach.Maybe because he vomited too much just now, his face was a little pale.

As soon as Ning Yi walked to the bed, he said in a flat tone: "Where did you go tonight?" Yan Zimu didn't look at Ning Yi when he said these words, and his gaze stayed outside the window.Ning Yi raised his eyes to look at his expression, which was calm and calm, but made him inexplicably guilty.

Ning Yi knew that now was the best time to confess, but he couldn't open his mouth like a knot in his throat.After a long time, he told the first lie in his life: "A friend's mother had an operation suddenly, and he couldn't handle it alone, so he asked me for help."

Yan Zimu's expression didn't change, he just turned his head and looked at Ning Yi: "Is it just a friend?" Ning Yi was a little guilty, but frowned and expressed a little irritable: "What are you doubting?"

Yan Zimu stared at him for a while, and smiled for a long time: "I didn't, but didn't we agree to tell each other everything we wanted to do?"

Ning Yi didn't expect Yan Zimu to believe him so easily, and nodded in a daze: "I was too anxious at that time, I forgot, I won't do it next time."

Yan Zimu smiled and said: "Okay, go to sleep, you have to go to work tomorrow, don't you?" His tone was as gentle as before, as if he wasn't the one who was calm and almost indifferent just now.

Ning Yi was a little dazed at this moment, he was like a marionette, what Yan Zimu said and did, he lay on the bed obediently, and fell asleep quickly.

After he fell asleep, Yan Zimu gently stroked his face, he knew Ning Yi so well.How could he not know that his answer just now was full of loopholes.

In fact, before Ning Yi came back, he thought that if Ning Yi admitted that he fell in love with someone else, he would leave and never see him again in this life.

But just when he vomited in the dark.He remembered that although Ning Yi hadn't touched him for more than a month, the days before that were too ridiculous, and he didn't do anything about it.Although the doctor said that his chances of getting pregnant again were very low, he had a hunch that a seed had sprouted in his stomach.

He removed his hands from Ning Yi's face, and gently covered his stomach.There was a smile on his lips.

He is willing to give Ning Yi more trust for this child, as long as he is willing to explain is enough, he believes that Ning Yi will not lie to him.Because he didn't want the child in his womb to lack fatherly love like a daughter.And his daughter relied on Ning Yi like that, and he couldn't bear to deprive her of the fatherly love she finally had.

Yan Zimu is so gentle, willing to endure grievances for the one he loves deeply.But he didn't know that blindly backing down was harming himself.