but you never loved me

Like five thunders, Ning Yi stood there blankly, like a clay statue.His hand was still resting on Yan Zimu's abdomen, and there was a continuous sensation of something moving under his palm.

He came back to his senses a little, and gently stroked Yan Zimu's stomach with slightly trembling hands.As if feeling the comfort from his father, the child calmed down.

When Ning Yi slowly sat up from the bed, his mind went blank.Feeling that his throat was dry, he unconsciously swallowed several mouthfuls of saliva.

It was really uncomfortable, he got up and walked to the living room, wanting to pour a glass of water to drink.But he was really out of his mind, the water didn't pour into the cup at all, and it dripped all over the coffee table.It slid along the edge of the table and landed on his trousers again. The cold feeling brought him back to his senses in an instant.

Ning Yi walked into the study in two or three steps.Out of the telepathy of blood and family, he knew that what was in Yan Zimu's belly was his child.But this matter is really incredible, so now he urgently needs some evidence to prove his conjecture.

He turned on the computer and searched for all relevant information.But the final result made him very disappointed.There is no data to prove that men can have children, unless the uterus is transplanted after sex change.But Yan Zimu is a man, he knows this better than anyone else.

He knocked on the desk with his hands in a state of distraught, and suddenly thought of Xie Yu.He dialed Xie Yu's phone number, and asked without hesitation: "Xie Yu, have you ever heard of a case of a man giving birth?"

Xie Yu was awakened by a phone call in the middle of the night. He was still in a daze, but was taken aback by Ning Yi's words.It took a while to understand what he said, and he thought about it for a while before opening his mouth: "When I was in college, the teacher once talked about a few columns, but I have never seen them myself. Why did you suddenly think of asking this?"

There was no response from Ning Yi on the other end of the phone, and Xie Yu thought Ning Yi had hung up.Finally, Ning Yi's tense voice came: "It means that men can have children?"

Xie Yu replied: "There are a very small number of men who are invisible androgynous, and these men can theoretically conceive and have children."

At this time, Ning Yi was holding the phone, trembling slightly with excitement, with a hint of joy in his eyes.But because of deliberate restraint, the tone of the re-opening has become very normal: "Do you know a doctor who has made achievements in this area? Please make an appointment for him tomorrow."

These words shocked Xie Yu, but out of respect among friends, he didn't ask any questions. "I do know a doctor, Dr. Chen from Hujiang Hospital. As for registration, you don't need to make an appointment, just go directly."

Ning Yi politely and succinctly said thank you, and hung up the phone directly.After confirming the news, Ning Yi felt bursts of ecstasy in his heart.

He could no longer sit peacefully on the desk, the excitement of becoming a father for the first time rippling in his heart.etc!New father?He thought of his daughter's face similar to Yan Zimu's, and suddenly realized that Yan Zimu had given birth to a child for him seven years ago.

He couldn't wait to push away his daughter's bedroom, looking at the sleeping flushed little face, the feeling in his heart was a little different from the first time he knew Yanyan was his child.

As long as he thinks that this is a child that fuses his and Yan Zimu's blood, that this is Yan Zimu's child, he can't restrain his excitement.I want to hug the baby, but I can't bear to wake her up.So he sat on her bedside for a long time, kissed her forehead and left.

Back in the bedroom, Ning Yi gently closed the door.Turning around to look at Yan Zimu who was lying on the bed, he was as timid as nostalgic, standing by the door and unable to move his feet.

Before being dazzled by joy, now that he calmed down, he thought of one thing.If Yan Zimu wanted to leave him while pregnant with the child, how disappointed should he be with him?

Ning Yi has always been confident that he can handle everything well, but he is confused emotionally.He doesn't know how to face Yan Zimu. On the one hand, he loves him and wants him to be happy, on the other hand, he has a strong possessive desire to keep him by his side.

However, these two ideas run counter to each other, although he has been forced to keep him by his side now.But seeing him so unhappy, I couldn't restrain my heart from throbbing.

He walked to Yan Zimu's bed with heavy steps, because he was afraid that the cold on his body would freeze him, so he just squatted down and stroked his eyebrows through the air.

"It would be great if I knew you before I knew Ayang? Then I would lay everything I have at your feet without reservation. But why, didn't I meet you earlier? Why did I get me out of the darkness The one who was rescued was not you?"

Ning Yi looked at Yan Zimu with a smile on his lips, but his eyes and brows were full of sadness.In the end, his hand covered Yan Zimu's stomach through the quilt, and whispered softly: "Zimu, I'm sorry, I can't let you go. Even if it's for the child, please forgive me?"

He leaned up slightly, kissed the back of Yan Zimu's hand, and then put his exposed hand under the bed.After that, looking at Yan Zimu's sleeping profile, he just sat on the ground all night. "

Yan Zimu slept for a very long time, and when he woke up, it was already 11 o'clock the next day.He felt a little hungry, got up and went to the kitchen to find something to eat.

Walking to the door of the kitchen, I heard the sound of "puff puff" water coming out of it.He was a little puzzled, so he poked his head over to see that Ning Yi was actually standing by the stove, boiling milk.

Ning Yi found him, turned off the fire, poured the milk into the cup, and said, "The milk is cold, I'll warm it up, it's not good for your health if you drink it cold. Come over and have some breakfast when you wake up. "

After finishing speaking, he brought the milk to the dining table. Yan Zimu saw that there were many things on it, such as buns, bread, soy milk, and even millet porridge.

He didn't refuse hypocritically, but sat at the table and drank millet porridge.He knew that even if he was unwilling to accept Ning Yi's overtures, he couldn't starve the child.

He ate very slowly, but he ate a lot, basically twice his usual amount.Ning Yi, who was sitting opposite him, didn't eat much.Seeing that he had almost eaten, he said, "Zi Mu will finish eating in a while, let's go to the hospital."

Yan Zimu didn't understand what he was talking about, so he naturally asked: "Why?" Ning Yi was silent for a long time without speaking.Yan Zimu looked up at him suspiciously, and Ning Yi looked at him and said, "Let's go to the hospital for a prenatal checkup."

The spoon in Yan Zimu's hand was not steady, and when it fell, he knocked over the porridge bowl, and the porridge fell to the ground and spilled all over the floor.Ning Yi was startled by him, and hurried over.

He took the paper towel on the table, wiped the stains on his clothes, and checked whether he was injured.

Yan Zimu looked at his anxious appearance, and said in a somewhat empty voice: "What did you just say?"