but you never loved me

Ning Yi looked at his pale complexion, moved his mouth a few times before closing it, and just looked at him quietly.But the look in his eyes had already given Yan Zimu the answer.

Yan Zimu pushed away Ning Yi who was squatting in front of him, and ran into the bedroom.Ning Yi hurriedly got up and followed him, but saw him take out the suitcase in the closet and stuff things into it in a hurry.

Suddenly his expression changed, and he walked over and grabbed his hand: "What are you doing?" Yan Zimu didn't shake it off a few times, turned around and said a little tiredly: "Ning Yi, let go. You see, I'm a A sexless monster."

Ning Yi's face was calm, but he unconsciously tightened his grip on Yan Zimu's hand.He couldn't bear Yan Zimu's constant self-deprecation, those words were like sharp knives, piercing his heart fiercely.

He didn't think about Yan Zimu's position for him, nor did he think about why he never told himself this secret.He just thought that Yan Zimu would leave him at the cost of hurting himself.

His eyes were red, and his hands were constantly tightening, almost crushing Yan Zimu's bones.He turned his head and didn't look at Yan Zimu, fearing that if he looked at him, he would do something he regretted.

It took a long time before he regained a trace of reason.His gaze stayed on Yan Zimu's slightly swollen wrist, and then he let go of his clenched hand.The voice was calm but somewhat cold: "Do you have to leave?"

Yan Zimu felt the coldness around him, but he still said stubbornly: "Ning Yi, I can't be with you anymore."

The anger that Ning Yi had just calmed down was ignited by his words again.The blue veins on his forehead protruded and bulged out with his breathing.

He pushed Yan Zimu onto the bed, pulled his collar, and tore his clothes with all his strength.Then buried his head on his snow-white chest, leaving deep and shallow marks.

When he started to untie Yan Zimu's belt, Yan Zimu was completely desperate.

But Ning Yi didn't take off his pants, but took out his belt and tied Yan Zimu's hands to the head of the bed.Yan Zimu kept struggling, and the belt buckle hit the bed rail, making harsh noises.

Ning Yi frowned: "Don't waste your energy, I'm tied." Yan Zimu stared at him: "Ning Yi, what are you doing? What are you doing?"

Ning Yi looked at him with some complicated emotions in his eyes: "Zi Mu, since you don't want to stay by my side, I can only use my method to make you stay."

Yan Zimu's chest kept rising and falling, he never thought that Ning Yi would be so shameless.If it wasn't for his hands being tied, he would have slapped him severely.

The anger could no longer be suppressed: "Ning Yi, are you crazy? Do you know that you are illegally imprisoned? Don't make me hate you."

Pain flashed in Ning Yi's eyes, and he kissed Yan Zimu's forehead: "Zimu, if this is the only way to keep you by my side, I would rather you hate me."

Yan Zimu looked away unbearably, the pain in Ning Yi's eyes deepened.After a while, Yan Zimu said in a cold tone, "Relax."

Ning Yi didn't respond to him, and took out his coat from the closet and put it on.When I went out, I stood by the door and finally said: "You are pregnant with a child now, so you can't take care of Ruanrou. I will send the child to my father. I will take Ruanrou back after you give birth."

Yan Zimu almost gritted his teeth: "Ning Yi, you are shameless! You have no right to take my daughter away from me!"

Ning Yi was silent for a while: "Zi Mu, you know that I have never been a good person. If you are obedient, I will bring the child back occasionally."

Yan Zimu was so angry that he couldn't speak, he began to doubt whether this person in front of him was the one he had liked for so many years.At this time Ning Yi had already pushed the door out, and then Yan Zimu heard a "click", the sound of the door being locked.

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Yan Yan has been estranged from Ning Yi since she left.So the whole time Ning Yi carried her from home to the car, she was crying and even clenched her small fists to beat Ning Yi. "You bad guy, if you don't want me and dad, then I don't want you to be my daddy either. Let me go, I'm going to find my dad."

Even though he felt uncomfortable, Ning Yi forced her to sit on the passenger seat.On the way to Ning's house, Yan Yan didn't stop crying.His tears made Ning Yi's heart sour, but he had to hate it.

Daughter is the only way to restrain Yan Zimu, if he wants to leave, he can't give up his daughter.

Besides, he couldn't wait to let his father recognize his daughter's identity.Although Yan Zimu's identity cannot be disclosed in the future, it will make him feel better.

When Ning Yi arrived at Ning's house, Ning Yaotian was tidying up the garden leisurely.From a distance, I saw Ning Yi holding a delicate-looking girl in his arms, walking this way.

He was a little unhappy. He had seen the picture of this girl and knew that it was the child of Ning Yi's little lover.The eyeliner who recently arranged for his son said that he was very happy that the little lover left by himself.

Unexpectedly, after being unhappy for a long time, Ning Yi poured a basin of cold water on him.So when Ning Yi walked up to him, he said angrily: "You are not in the company, what are you doing running home now? Do you think I am not mad at you yet? You are still holding such a child to torment me."

Yan Yan is very smart, from his words, she can tell that she doesn't like him.In addition to Ning Yaotian's vicious look, even though she didn't like Ning Yi, she still leaned into Ning Yi's arms out of instinct.

Ning Yi touched his daughter's head to show comfort.He gave his father a cold look: "Such a child? She is my daughter, your granddaughter."

Ning Yaotian has been in the mall for so many years and is best at hiding his emotions, but at this moment, his eyes widened and he froze there.

He really wanted a granddaughter, but Ning Yi didn't even get married at 27, and even fell in love with a man, so he knew he couldn't be in a hurry.

At this moment, he suddenly had such a big granddaughter, and he couldn't accept it for a while.After thinking about it, something was wrong. The child was six or seven years old at first glance. At that time, Ning Yi was still in college in China. How could there be such an old child?Besides, this kid still looks so similar to that little lover?

Angrily, he picked up the watering can on his phone and hit Ning Yi.Ning Yi turned around in time, and the water splashed on his back, but Yan Yan in his arms was not wet at all.

Ning Yi knew that his father would not believe it easily, so he put the child on the ground, returned to the car and took out the DNA report and handed it to his father: "DNA report, if you still don't believe it, you can take the child to check it yourself." After speaking, he carried his daughter into the living room.

Ning Yaotian was still standing in the garden road, directly opening the kraft paper bag in his hand.When he saw the result, his face was full of shock.