but you never loved me

It wasn't until Lin Minchen's footsteps were heard outside the door that Yan Zimu backed away from the door.When passing by Ning Yi, he gave him a cold look: "Are you satisfied now?"

Ning Yi's heart was pierced by his eyes, and his face was even paler than Lin Minchen who had just left.It is obvious that Zi Mu is so close to him, but he feels that the distance between them is getting farther and farther.

He wanted to hug Yan Zimu into his arms and feel his breath to make sure that he was real.Yan Zimu opened his hand fiercely, with disgust in his tone: "Don't touch me!"

Ning Yi really didn't dare to touch him again, standing there like a child who had done something wrong and was at a loss.At that moment, Yan Zimu actually saw something fragile on his face.

He almost softened his heart, but when he thought of Ning Yi's threat to him, he couldn't forgive him.He suppressed the concerned words that he wanted to blurt out, brushed Ning Yi's shoulder, and returned to the room.

Ning Yi stood blankly in the living room, staring at the closed bedroom door, turned around and entered the kitchen after a while.

He checked on the Internet last night. Pregnant women's diet is very important, and they must have balanced nutrition to ensure the health of their children.In the past, apart from going out to eat occasionally, Yan Zimu was always cooking.

Now that Zi Mu is pregnant with a child, he can't let him work hard, and there are so many food hazards in the restaurants outside, even if he invites someone to cook, he doesn't feel at ease.So Ning Yi decided to learn how to do it by himself.

However, looking at the pile of vegetables I bought in the afternoon, I couldn't figure out what to do.Ning Yi went to the study to take out his notebook, and made directly to the recipes on the Internet.

Although the efficiency was a bit low, three dishes were cooked after three hours.Simple stir-fried meat with green peppers, scrambled eggs with tomatoes, and fish soup boiled into milky white.

After putting the dishes on the table, Ning Yi asked Yan Zimu to eat.Unexpectedly, Yan Zimu locked the door of the bedroom. With Ning Yi's previous temper, he had already kicked the door.But now facing Yan Zimu, he no longer has the confidence to be superior.

He gently knocked on the door a few times, with a gentle tone: "Zi Mu, you haven't eaten all day, I cooked for you, come out and eat."

Yan Zimu rubbed his hungry stomach, opened the door with bare feet, ignored Ning Yi who was at the door, and sat down at the dining table, picked up the bowl and started eating.Although there was a carpet on the floor, Ning Yi went to the bedroom and took out his slippers, and squatted on the ground to put them on for him.

Yan Zimu stared at the hair swirl on the top of Ning Yi's head, feeling very uncomfortable.The mouthful of food stuck in his throat, and he just couldn't swallow it.Ning Yi thought he was choking, and poured a bowl of fish soup for him.

Yan Zimu didn't reach out to take it, his eyes stayed on the red dots on the back of Ning Yi's hand.He knew it was a splatter from hot oil.

Unlike Lin Minchen, Ning Yi would feel heartbroken if he was hurt even a little bit.Almost instinctively, he wanted to grab Ning Yi's hand and brag for him.As soon as he raised his hand, he put it down immediately.

He repeatedly warned himself not to be soft-hearted towards Ning Yi.Only by making him think that he really doesn't like him anymore will he feel meaningless and give up.

Ning Yi didn't notice his movements, because he had been picking up vegetables for Yan Zimu.Yan Zimu looked at the pile of sharp dishes in the bowl, but put down his chopsticks, saying that he was full.

Just as he was about to go back to his room, Ning Yi's cell phone rang, and at a glance it was the word "Yang".Yan Zimu stopped staying and went back to the room, and then Ning Yi heard the sound of the door being locked.

The phone rang for a long time before Ning Yi picked it up, and Xia Chengchen's worried words came from the opposite side: "Brother Yi, I heard Brother Du said that you are sick, is it serious?"

"I'm fine. I just have a fever. You don't have to worry. It's just that you can't go to the company recently. Take good care of yourself by yourself."

"Brother Yi, don't worry, I can take care of myself. Is the fever serious? How about I come to your house to take care of you?"

"I'm really fine. There are too many things in the company. I'm afraid Chenfeng won't be able to handle it alone. You stay in the company and help him, okay? Don't worry about me."

Although he was worried about Ning Yi, Xia Chengchen was more obedient to Ning Yi.He is different from Yan Zimu, Yan Zimu is like a green pine, strong and independent.And he is like a dodder attached to Ning Yi, fragile and needs protection.

Ning Yi who hung up the phone couldn't help being confused.In his impression, Gu Yang is the strongest, he never cries when he falls down or hurts, he is obviously younger than himself, but he swears that he will protect himself.

After the reunion, he felt too weak to himself.Although comforting himself may be because he experienced too many changes when he was a child, which caused a great change in his personality.

But sometimes in a trance, he even felt that Yan Zimu looked like the real Gu Yang.He laughed at himself, how can there be such a coincidence in this world, there is no such thing as the best of both worlds.

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The well-behaved Mianyang may suddenly break into the sheepfold and escape one day.

Ning Yi didn't go to work for three consecutive days, Xia Chengchen was really worried about him, and wanted to surprise him, so he went straight to his house without notifying him after work.

When the knock on the door rang, Yan Zimu was the only one in the house.Maybe because of his softness, Yan Zimu would not run away, or maybe he didn't want Yan Zimu to continue hating him, so Ning Yi didn't tie Yan Zimu anymore.

Just 10 minutes ago, Ning Yi found out that the milk powder at home was gone, so he drove to the supermarket and told Yan Zimu before leaving.

At this moment the doorbell rang, although Yan Zimu was puzzled that he would come back so soon, he still went to open the door.He didn't even think about wearing a thick coat to hide his stomach.

So as soon as the door was opened, his bulging belly was exposed to Xia Chengchen's sight.Both of them were stunned for the moment, but it was Yan Zimu who recovered first.He wasn't so stupid that he didn't understand who the person in front of him was.Suddenly something flashed through his mind, and he smiled and said, "Do you want to come in?"

Xia Chengchen entered, and Yan Zimu poured him a glass of warm water.He saw that Yan Zimu looked like a skilled master, with jealousy and resentment in his eyes.

Yan Zimu couldn't understand his eyes, he smiled, and said after a while: "I know who you are, and I know who I am by looking at you. Don't worry, I won't fight with you. .I don't want to be a third party in other people's feelings. I will leave him and fulfill your wish. Just to leave him, I need your help."

Xia Chengchen looked at him with guarded eyes: "Why should I believe you?" Yan Zimu rubbed his stomach: "Because I am a father and a mother, I will not let my child be born. Just bear the identity of an illegitimate child."

Xia Chengchen looked at the strong fatherly love in his eyes, and an unknown emotion flashed in his eyes.