but you never loved me

When Ning Yi came back with the milk powder, Yan Zimu was the only one left in the room, as if no one had visited just now.

Yan Zimu leaned against the door, watching Ning Yi carefully prepare the milk powder, afraid that it would be too hot, she took a sip herself.When he found that there was no problem, he walked over to him.

Looking at the sweet milk in the glass, he remembered that this was something Ning Yi would never do.How touched he should be in the past, but now all he can give is a thank you.Even the previous resentment and hatred felt unnecessary.

Yan Zimu has never realized so clearly at a moment like now that his love for Ning Yi is tormenting each other and gradually disappearing from the gap of time.

Even though the expression on his face was calm, Ning Yi was startled by the change of emotion in his eyes.Sudden flustered, he hugged Yan Zimu into his arms, lowered his head and kissed her.

Ning Yi bit Yan Zimu's thin lips lightly, tearing forward slightly.Yan Zimu didn't want to respond to him, but Ning Yi forced him to respond.The tip of his tongue curled around his tongue, entangled back and forth.This kiss seemed gentle and lingering, but it almost exhausted all Yan Zimu's strength.Ning Yi always leaves his lips slightly every time he kisses him until he can barely breathe.When he recovered, he immediately kissed her again, wantonly plundering.

The glass fell onto the carpet at some point, and the milk flowed out, wet the corners of their trousers.Ning Yi looked at Yan Zimu who was already limp in his arms, and carried him into the bedroom by the waist.

Ning Yi knew Yan Zimu's body too well, knew all his sensitive points, and how to capture him.So even though Yan Zimu's heart was calm, his body couldn't help but compromise.

Putting him gently on the bed, Ning Yi bent down to kiss his rosy lips, and then freed up a hand to untie his belt.

Yan Zimu noticed his movement, supported his chest with both hands, and said coldly: "Don't touch me."

But when he said this, the home clothes were loose and drooped on his snow-white shoulders, revealing the sexy and charming collarbone.What's more fatal is that his rosy cheeks and the sparkle in his eyes made his words not intimidating, but seemed to be refusing to greet.

Ning Yi suddenly felt dry mouth, and his lower body had already reacted.Men really are animals that think with their lower body. Even though he knew that Yan Zimu really didn't want to touch him, he still took off his clothes.

Yan Zimu found out that he was really going to do it, and started kicking and beating him hard.Ning Yi restrained him with one hand, took the belt on the bedside table, and tied his hands to the bedside.Noticing the coldness in Yan Zimu's eyes, she covered his eyes with clothes guiltily, lowered her head and whispered in his ear: "Zimu is obedient, you are still pregnant with the baby, don't make trouble with the baby. I miss you so much , just once, soon."

Thinking of the child, Yan Zimu stopped kicking his feet fiercely.Then he felt Ning Yi's naked and hot chest pressed against his body.His pants had been taken off by him, and one of his hands was reaching for the private place behind him. ...

The moonlight outside the window leaked into the room, shining into the two naked figures entangled in the room.Ning Yi hugged the person in his arms with a smile on his lips, then bowed his head and kissed the person in his arms on the forehead.

Yan Zimu leaned on his shoulder, but she deeply spurned herself in her heart.He clearly knew that Ning Yi had a lover now, but he still shamelessly lay under his body and sank.He obviously disdains being the third party the most, doesn't he?

The boy's words sounded next to his ears: "I promise you, not because I am afraid that you will snatch Brother Yi, but because I don't want him to be in trouble. I know he loves me, but you are just my substitute."

Yes, Ning Yi loves Gu Yang.I am nothing but a substitute, nothing but a third party.In this case, why didn't Ning Yi let himself go?

He looked at the gentle affection in Ning Yi's eyes, and he didn't understand why he could show such an expression to himself without guilt.He bit his lips so hard that he almost turned his lips blue.

Ning Yi frowned, opened his mouth, and said in a distressed tone: "Don't hurt yourself, I know you hate me, if you feel uncomfortable, just bite me." After finishing speaking, he stretched out his arms in front of him.

Yan Zimu looked at him, his eyes darkened.But he pulled Ning Yi's arm and bit it hard.He was merciless, as soon as he swallowed, there was blood overflowing.The crimson liquid flowed down the arm and slid onto the pure black sheet, leaving no trace after soaking in, which was in stark contrast to the scars on the hands.

Ning Yi didn't take back his hand, and let him bite the wound deeper and deeper.There is even a smile on his face, even if it is hate, as long as it is not like before.

When Yan Zimu finally raised his head, Ning Yi carried him into the bathroom.He wanted to help Yan Zimu clean it, but Yan Zimu took a look at his bloody wound, and said lightly: "I'll do it myself, you have blood on your hands, I feel dirty."

Ning Yi knew that he deliberately wanted to make himself uncomfortable, but he couldn't help but feel a throbbing pain in his heart.But he just smiled: "Okay, you wash it yourself, I'll go out and clean the wound." After finishing speaking, he closed the bathroom door and went out.

Yan Zimu squatted in the bathtub, and stretched his hand behind to grab Ning Yi's things.I used to feel ashamed and sweet, but now the sweetness is gone, and all that remains is shame.

He didn't dare to think about whether the things Ning Yi had done to him had already been done by that boy.But he knew in his heart that Ning Yi had uncontrollable desires for himself, let alone Gu Yang, whom he was thinking of?So he had already convicted Ning Yi in his heart.

He wiped his body vigorously, trying to wipe off the traces Ning Yi had left on him.These traces made him feel that he was dirty.But...how could it be wiped off?He covered his bulging stomach with his hands, and there was a sad smile on his face.

Half an hour later, Ning Yi couldn't help but push open the bathroom door.He saw Yan Zimu hugging his legs, sitting in the bathtub, staring blankly at the wall, his heart throbbed in pain.

But when he went to try the water temperature, he found that the water in the bathtub had become cold.Anger rose in his eyes, but he suppressed it in the end.

He wrapped Yan Zimu in a bath towel and hugged him to the bed. As soon as he entered the warm bed, Yan Zimu regained consciousness instantly.Looking at Ning Yi who was wrapping the quilt tightly for him, he asked calmly, "Where is my daughter?"

Ning Yi was stunned for a moment, hesitated for a moment, and answered him: "With my father, I will take you to see her after your obstetric examination tomorrow."

Hearing this, Yan Zimu closed his eyes.Ning Yi turned off the light and lay down beside him, hugging him into his arms.After a long time, I whispered in his ear: "I love you."

Yan Zimu's eyelashes trembled slightly, but finally calmed down.