but you never loved me

The noisy corridor seemed to be quiet in an instant, and time stopped in an instant.Ning Yi's lips moved up and down, as if subconsciously repeating: "Dead."

Dr. Chen looked at him hesitating to speak, and finally turned and left without saying anything.

Ning Yi suddenly turned around and stopped in front of him, his eyes were tearing apart, his voice became hoarse in an instant, and he asked again almost inaudibly: "Dead? Doctor, didn't you say that there is a [-]% chance of dying?" Did he survive? How did the baby die after only three hours? I don’t believe it.”

Dr. Chen said in a low tone: "The child is indeed gone. I understand your feelings as a father, but I still hope you calm down."

After saying that, he stepped up and decided to leave again, but Ning Yi stood in front of him again, refusing to move a step.His eyes were fixed on Dr. Chen, and the aura around him was particularly chilling.People passing by all stared at them and whispered: "This is not a medical trouble, is it? Do you want to call the police?"

Dr. Chen also lowered his face at this time: "Mr. Ning, this is a hospital, please pay attention to your words and deeds." Ning Yi's tightly clenched hands were bulging with veins, but finally loosened slowly.He suppressed the violence in his eyes, and said as calmly as possible: "Dr. Chen, I'm going to see it in person, I'm going to make sure..." At this point, Ning Yi was silent for a long time before he answered the second half of the sentence: "Even if the child is really gone, I have to make sure by myself."

Dr. Chen sighed, "Are you sure? The child has just been sent to the morgue, otherwise you should not go there!"

Ning Yi lowered his eyes and looked at the floor without saying a word. Dr. Chen shook his head helplessly, "Okay, you come with me."

Ning Yi followed Dr. Chen into the crowded elevator. Someone in the elevator pushed the dying old man on the hospital bed, crying loudly.He looked at this scene blankly, and then slowly lowered his head for a moment, but along the messy hair on his forehead, he could see the tails of his eyes drooping, this is the expression of a person on the verge of despair .

When the elevator went down to the first floor, only Dr. Chen and Ning Yi were left inside. When the elevator opened, a burst of coolness came in, with a frightening coldness. Ning Yi looked up and saw a door at the end of the corridor that was glowing with cold Metallic doors.He froze there suddenly, not daring to step out of the elevator.

Dr. Chen had already gone out to choose, but he didn't hear the footsteps following behind him. He looked back at Ning Yi and asked suspiciously, "Why didn't you follow?"

Ning Yi seemed to regain his senses in an instant, and he responded before moving up to keep up.

The distance from the elevator door to the mortuary door is only 20 meters, but every time Ning Yi takes a step, Ning Yi seems to use up all his strength. The cold air makes his fingers cold, but his palm is unexpectedly wet up.

When he finally reached the door, he raised his hands and hesitated for a few seconds before gently pushing the door open.Doctor Chen stopped behind him, not intending to go in, as if he couldn't bear to look directly at such a scene.On the contrary, it was Ning Yi, he no longer hesitated like before, and walked along the bed that Dr. Chen pointed out. "Tap, tap, tap," the only sound of his footsteps echoed in the dead silence of the morgue.

When he walked to the bed, his pupils kept shrinking, but the expression on his face was calm and terrifying. His fingers trembled one by one, and he finally got close to the white cloth.Looking at the small bulge under the white cloth with faint blood oozing out, he could imagine what a bloody mess under the white cloth.

He approached slowly minute by minute, until finally he pinched a corner of the white cloth with violently trembling hands, time seemed to be slowed down countless times, and the short half a second when he lifted the corner of the quilt seemed to have passed for a long, long time.

Until, half of the child's head was exposed, and there were only a few sparse lanugo hairs on the head, followed by large patches of sticky blood that hadn't completely dried up.Ning Yi closed his eyes abruptly, and stood there stiffly.The white cloth fell suddenly, and the wind when it fell brought a bloody smell.

Ning Yi, who turned around and left quickly, didn't notice the nervous and weird expression of Doctor Chen behind him and the beads of sweat on his forehead.

Ning Yi was like a walking dead, being bumped into by the bustling crowd in the hospital, he couldn't hear any sound, isolated from the whole world, and even directly ignored Du Chenfeng who had finally found him and was calling him loudly.

He didn't know where he went, but the TSXDZ light from a certain room flashed into his eyes inadvertently.He subconsciously looked over there, and there were rows of sleeping babies lying in the quiet and warm space, some of them were eating their fingers, some were staring at their eyes and spitting bubbles, no matter what, they were all extremely lively and cute , making people feel the beauty of life.

When Ning Yi saw these babies, he couldn't help but fantasize that if one of them was his and Yan Zimu's child, he might be sleeping on a certain bed like these children at this time.

A passerby passed by and saw his eyes widen in surprise, as if he had seen a ghost.Ning Yi looked over in confusion, and saw the pity in the man's eyes.The old lady looked at his face and said: "Son, don't be too sad, no matter how difficult things are, they will always pass."

Ning Yi didn't understand, until he raised his hand to touch his face, the tentacles were wet, and he wiped it casually without expression.

Du Chenfeng, who came after him, felt incredible even if he only saw his reddish eye sockets.He tentatively asked: "San'er, Yan Zimu is awake, do you want to..."

These words brought back Ning Yi who was in another world.He looked at Du Chenfeng and said in a daze, "Where is he?"

Du Chenfeng replied: "He is in room 1721 on the top floor of the inpatient department."

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Jiang Cheng rushed to the hospital as soon as he received the news from Dr. Chen.When he ran to the door of Room 1721, he took a breath and opened the door nervously.

The whiteness that greets the eyes and the pungent smell of disinfectant in the air make people uncomfortable.But what was even more uncomfortable was the way Yan Zimu lay weakly on the bed.

To Yan Zimu, Jiang Cheng is his relative, and to Jiang Cheng as well.

Jiang Cheng didn't dare to speak too loudly: "Zi Mu?" Yan Zimu turned his head to look at him, he was stunned at first, and then gradually revealed a smile: "Brother Jiang."

Jiang Cheng looked at him and smiled, but felt unspeakably uncomfortable and a little angry. He secretly vowed that he would never let that bastard Ning Yi feel better.With a smile on his face, he hesitated to say something.

At this time, the door of the ward was suddenly pushed open.