but you never loved me

"I don't want it, I don't want to take medicine, I'm not sick!" Xia Chengchen pushed away the flustered nurse and ran to the door.

Ning Yi looked at the farce in front of him, but didn't try to stop it, because everything became blurred and distant in his eyes.

The nurse nervously wanted to stop Xia Chengchen, but was stopped by Chu Xiaoran and Du Chenfeng who pushed the door open.After they tied Xia Chengchen to the bed, they paid attention to Ning Yi.

Just glanced at it, both of them were stunned.People who have never collapsed can't really understand what it feels like.But they really felt it on Ning Yi's face.

It's like there is a piece of porcelain that you cherish, and there is a crack before you know it.One day you accidentally touched it, and from that place, the crack began to spread, and finally it shattered all over the place.Finally, you are the only one left in the world staring blankly at the wreckage.

No one spoke, Du Chenfeng didn't dare to go forward, Chu Xiaoran didn't know how to comfort her.Ning Yi didn't need their comfort, he was empty and numb, but there was still a trace of obsession in his eyes.

There is a kind of person in this world who, even if he knows that a broken mirror cannot be reunited, and is in danger of cutting himself, he still wants to pick up the pieces.

Ning Yi stretched out his hand to tear off the blood-soaked gauze on his chest, and then he reached out to the freshly stitched wound.His fingers dug into the flesh, and he tore at both sides with all his strength, and the sutured wound split open again in an instant, revealing the bright red flesh, with blood streaming down.

His face was as white as a piece of paper, and the sweat on his forehead was dripping down in big spots.But even so, he didn't even frown.

"Take me to find him", he looked at Du Chenfeng with deep obsession in his eyes, and there was a hint of madness in his dark eyes.

Du Chenfeng and Chu Xiaoran were shocked by what he did, so they didn't have time to stop him.At this time, Du Chenfeng, who was awakened by his words, turned pale with fright.Even Chu Xiaoran, who was always calm, was in a rare panic.

"Fourth, hurry up and drive, I'll take San'er downstairs!" It was Chu Xiaoran who came to his senses first.Du Chenfeng hurriedly ran out the door, Chu Xiaoran frowned and pressed Ning Yi's bleeding wound.

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Jiang Cheng ordered Yan Zimu to deliver chicken soup, but surprisingly, he brought a person with him.Yan Zimu knew that Lin Minchen was with him, so sooner or later he would know about his affairs, but he didn't expect it to be so soon.

Lin Minchen looked at Yan Zimu who was lying weakly on the bed, his heart seemed to be grabbed by an invisible hand, and it hurt a lot.He looked at Yan Zimu with pity and cherish in his eyes, and he could feel his affection without saying a word.

Yan Zimu's spirit is actually much better now, but in Lin Minchen's memory, Yan Zimu has always been the person who is as warm as the sun and as tough as rush grass. How has he ever been so weak?He wanted to go over and hold him in his arms, but he was afraid that he would be broken by his own touch.

He suppressed his heartache and desire, and said as calmly as possible: "Amu, are you okay?"

"Min Chen, I'm fine." Yan Zimu looked at him with a slight smile, that smile seemed to be the same as before.But Lin Minchen still noticed the melancholy hidden in his eyes.

He knew that he was hurt, and he knew that there might be something left in his heart that would never fade away, which also meant that no matter whether he loved or hated, he would never forget Ning Yi.

Lin Minchen didn't mind, he still wanted to tell Yan Zimu: "Even if you will never forget him, I still love you and I am still waiting for you." But he knew that telling him now he would not accept it, and he himself would not accept it. Willing to step in.

Just looking at him so fragile still hurts my heart.He stretched out his hand tremblingly, and asked, "Zi Mu, can I hug you? Just treat it as a smile between friends."

Yan Zimu was stunned for a while, and then smiled slightly: "Okay." Lin Minchen gently put his arms around his shoulders, and his tone was a little sad: "Amu, promise me, it's fine. You know how much I like you , you know I can't lose you, you know...how much you mean to me."

Yan Zimu reached out and patted his back: "Min Chen, thank you for caring about me, don't worry, I'm fine."

When Ning Yi walked into the ward, what he saw was such a scene.This scene stung his heart, and he remembered the pity in Yan Zimu's eyes after Yan Zimu forced Lin Minchen to leave last time in the apartment.This time they embraced each other so naturally, as intimate as a couple.

He suddenly began to suspect that the only big gamble in his life even took his own life as a bargaining chip.Can Yan Zimu really soften his heart one more time?

The moment Yan Zimu saw Ning Yi, the expression on his face was a little stiff.Lin Minchen felt his abnormality, turned his head and saw Ning Yi who was a few steps away.

He put down his hand holding Yan Zimu and walked towards Ning Yi.At this time, the other two people in the room, Jiang Cheng and Du Chenfeng, were sweating.The rival in love is extremely jealous when they meet each other, let alone in this situation.

Lin Minchen did stop beside Ning Yi, and looked at him indifferently.In the end, she brushed past him and walked out the door.

In the past, he never wanted Ning Yi to appear in front of Yan Zimu. , for fear that Yan Zimu would get hurt, but things have not turned out any worse.He went out, Jiang Cheng and Du Chenfeng also retreated outside the door.

When there were only the two of them left in the room, Yan Zimu looked down at the corner of the bed sheet, and asked, "Ning Yi, what do you want?" His tone was confused, as if he really didn't understand Ning Yi. What is the purpose of Yi tossing like this.

Ning Yi looked at Yan Zimu on the hospital bed, and couldn't bear to blink.Until Yan Zimu spoke again impatiently: "Ning Yi?"

Only then did he speak in a hoarse voice: "Ayang, I seem to have done a lot of stupid things. I broke the black earphones you gave me, and you said that if you break them, you will never talk to me again. But I didn't mean it Yes, I'll fix it, just like before. Will you forgive me? I..." He spoke incoherently, like a child who has done something wrong begging for forgiveness.

"A Yi, if your heart is broken, you should fix it?" There was a trace of sigh in Yan Zimu's tone.

When Ning Yi called out that name, Yan Zimu's heart trembled.When he remembered the past, he also remembered his favorite Ah Yi in his memory.

But so what?Things are different, he is no longer the Ah Yi of the past, and he is no longer the Gu Yang he used to be.Now he is just Yan Zimu, and he didn't choose Yan Zimu, nor did he choose his child.

Yan Zimu looked at Ning Yi with cold eyes, and the tremor in his heart disappeared when he spoke, "Ning Yi, we can't go back."