but you never loved me

Ning Yi stood by the bed, looking at the man's frowning face even when he was sleeping, and there was a burst of pain in his heart.He bent down to tuck in the quilt for the man, but inadvertently left the bruise on his neck.He stretched out his hand to gently touch the scar, his pale face was expressionless, but there was an unconcealable sadness in the depths of his eyes.

Then he got up, sat on the edge of the bed and looked at that person for a long time, his eyes were so affectionate, and the smile on the corner of his mouth softened the time.

He just sat there until the morning light outside the window.There was a slight groan from the bed, he got up and opened the door and left before the man opened his eyes.

Outside the door, Du Chenfeng was dozing off on the chair outside the door. When he saw Ning Yi coming out, he rubbed his face vigorously.Ning Yi said to him: "He's awake, take care of him, I'm leaving first."

Du Chenfeng replied: "Aren't you going to stay to compensate him? He is now..." Before he finished speaking, Ning Yi had already walked into the elevator.Du Chenfeng stopped him: "Hey! You take care of your people yourself, what's the matter with asking me to take care of you?" But before he could say anything, the elevator door was already closed.Du Chenfeng held his forehead speechlessly.

The moment Yan Zimu opened his eyes, he seemed to see someone push the door and leave.The man's back was hidden in the twilight morning light, and he seemed somewhat familiar, but he had never been so thin in his impression.

He froze for a while, then smiled and felt that he had just woken up and was still not awake.But when someone pushed the door and walked in, he still raised his head unconsciously.

The person who came was Du Chenfeng, carrying breakfast in his hand.He put breakfast on the table: "I bought some breakfast, I don't know what you like to eat, so I bought some."

Yan Zimu thanked her with a smile, silently hiding the trace of disappointment in her eyes.Yan Zimu opened the vegetable porridge and drank a few mouthfuls. Because his throat was hurt, it was difficult to eat, so he put it down after taking a few mouthfuls.

Du Chenfeng saw that he took a few mouthfuls and stopped moving, and also stopped chewing the fried dough sticks.After hesitating for a while, he said, "Don't blame him, he didn't mean to hurt you at all. No matter how painful your injury is, he won't be any less than you."

Yan Zimu turned to look at him, with doubts in his eyes: "What do you mean?" Du Chenfeng suddenly realized that he had said something wrong, and quickly covered it up: "It's nothing, just pretend I didn't say anything."

Yan Zimu didn't speak again, but just looked at him silently, with particularly deep eyes.Du Chenfeng felt guilty because of his eyes, as if under such eyes, there was no way to hide any concealment.

He quickly put down the fried dough stick in his hand, and said, "Well... I'm in a hurry to urinate, so I need to go to the bathroom." After saying that, he immediately got up and ran out.Yan Zimu didn't stop him, and didn't break his urine hole, because there was a toilet in the ward.

Du Chenfeng had a miserable day, and he understood what it means to "escape for a while, but not forever." Yan Zimu asked him about Ning Yi's situation countless times this day.

It's just that Ning Yi told him not to reveal it, so every time he only had to 'talk about him'.After such a day, Yan Zimu said: "If you really don't want to tell me, then I have to ask him."

Du Chenfeng wanted to stop him, but after thinking about it, he gave up.In fact, he always felt that there was no need to hide this matter from Yan Zimu, but he didn't say anything about Ning Yi's account to him.

As far as Zimu went to ask Ning Yi in person, whether he could get a result or not, it was a matter between them.But in fact, in his heart, he felt that Yan Zimu still cared about Ning Yi, so he also hoped that Ning Yi would confess his illness to Yan Zimu after he felt Yan Zimu's concern for him.

Seeing that he was unmoved, Yan Zimu dialed Ning Yi's number.But I called several times in a row, but no one answered.He unconsciously clenched his phone tightly, feeling extremely depressed.

There were bursts of thunder outside the window, a flash of lightning flashed across the night sky, and the next moment it began to rain heavily outside.It rains heavily in winter, which is really strange weather.

Du Chenfeng looked out of the window, was silent for a while and suddenly said: "I know where he is, are you going to find him?" Yan Zimu looked up at him with some inexplicable emotion in his eyes.

In a cemetery in City A, heavy rain washed away the bluestone slabs, and people would slip when walking on them.When getting out of the car, Yan Zimu fell and the umbrella in his hand was blown away by the wind, looking extremely embarrassed.

But when he saw Ning Yi, his embarrassment was nothing compared to him.The man didn't have an umbrella, and he took off his black coat and spread it on the ground.The gray sweater he was wearing inside had already been soaked by the rain, sticking wetly to his body.At this moment, Yan Zimu can be sure that Ning Yi really came in the morning, because his body is too thin, as if he only has bones left.The cold rain ran down his drenched hair, flowed over Leng Yi's face and slid into his chest, making people shiver from the cold, but he remained motionless.

Yan Zimu walked over step by step, unable to tell what was going on in his heart.Ning Yi kept his head down and didn't know what he was looking at. He didn't react until Yan Zimu walked up to him.

The moment he looked up and saw Yan Zimu, his pupils shrank suddenly.His lips trembled, trying to say something.Seeing that Yan Zimu didn't open an umbrella, he subconsciously wanted to take off his clothes.Only then did he realize that he had no coat left.

He looked at the ground in a panic, and Yan Zimu followed his line of sight, only to find out why he spread his clothes on the ground.Because he wants to protect the person under the tombstone from the rain.

Yan Zimu stared at the words on the tombstone, which read: "Aizi Yan Muyang." Yan Zimu turned to look at Ning Yi, with some emotions in his eyes violently.Under his gaze, Ning Yi's face became paler and paler.

Yan Zimu asked calmly: "Who is Yan Muyang?" Ning Yi remained silent and did not speak.The calm expression on Yan Zimu's face began to crack, and he spoke with a trembling tone, with raging anger in his eyes: "I ask you, who is Yan Muyang?"

Ning Yi replied with a trembling voice: "Zi Mu, don't be angry, I... just want him to have a home down there. He is our child after all."

Yan Zimu almost smiled and said: "You said that our child is buried here?" Ning Yi replied cautiously, as if a child who had done something wrong: "I... I just want him to have a home, you don't angry……"

Before he could finish speaking, Yan Zimu slapped him across the face.Ning Yi was caught off guard, and he took two steps back.Yan Zimu didn't bother him anymore, he kicked the tombstone vigorously, one kick was harder and harder than the other, as if he would never give up until he broke the tombstone.

When Ning Yi saw his movements, his pupils shrank suddenly, and there was boundless pain and despair in his eyes.He almost begged to speak: "Zi Mu, don't."