but you never loved me

When Yan Zimu opened the door, Ning Yi was sitting cross-legged on the sofa reading a book.When he turned his head, there was a warm smile on his face.Yan Zimu looked at the joy in his eyes, wondering what could make him so happy.

Yan Zimu took off his coat and told Yan Yan to take a bath.He walked to the sofa and sat down and asked, "What's the matter?" Ning Yi handed him a cup of hot water, and said, "I hired a doctor from the United States to treat grandpa. He is becoming more active. The hospital called just now and said that grandpa can move his fingers, and he may wake up soon."

Yan Zimu's hands trembled, and the water glass in his hand almost fell to the ground.Ning Yi was startled, and hurried over to hold his hand.But the water in the water glass still spilled out, scalding his hands red.

He didn't care about the burn on the back of his hand, but worriedly checked whether Yan Zimu was burned.After Yan Zimu realized it, he immediately grabbed his wrist and went to the kitchen.

The icy cold water drenched on the hands made the frozen person tremble, but it relieved the burning pain caused by the burn very well.Ning Yi watched Yan Zimu's hand that was holding him turn red from the cold, and subconsciously wanted to withdraw his hand, but Yan Zimu held onto his hand tightly to prevent him from moving.

Ning Yi didn't resist anymore, just staring at Yan Zimu's slightly frowning brows, with a smile on his face unconsciously, not knowing that he was smiling like a fool now.As far as Zi Mu hadn't recovered from the news just now, the two of them were silent, and there was only the sound of water flowing in the air.

It took a long time until the hands of both of them were frozen, before Yan Zimu really recovered.He let go of Ning Yi's hand and took a tissue to dry his hands.While wiping, he asked: "When did you hire a doctor, why didn't you tell me?"

Ning Yi lowered his head and smiled, and while he was silent, he thought in his heart: "I want to tell you, but I also need you to give me a chance." When Yan Zimu looked up at him, he said perfunctorily: "I'm sorry, I forget."

Yan Zimu glanced at him, and said softly, "Don't tell me you're sorry, but I want to thank you." After speaking, he went straight to the living room without waiting for Ning Yi to respond.

When Yan Zimu was sitting on the sofa, he glanced at the book Ning Yi had just read. It was a book about rehabilitation.When Ning Yi saw his glance at the book, the joy in his eyes became more obvious, but he didn't say much.

Sitting on the sofa, I turned on the TV and chose a funny variety show.On the surface, Ning Yi's gaze stayed on the TV, but he always secretly glanced at Yan Zimu from the corner of his eye.Yan Zimu pretended not to notice, staring at the TV screen intently.Halfway through, Ning Yi said casually, "Shall we go see grandpa tomorrow?"

Yan Zimu didn't respond for a long time, until Ning Yi couldn't help but turned to look at him.He just gently hummed the word "um" from his nose.

The two just sat in front of the TV, watching TV quietly.The orange light tubes in the living room give people a faint warm feeling.Although the two of them did not communicate any more, there was still a warm feeling in it.

For a while after that day, Yan Zimu and Ning Yi would always go to the hospital to visit Mr. Gu.Tell him about the past, or help him clean up.But what Yan Zimu didn't expect was that before Mr. Gu woke up, he waited for another person first.

When Ning Yi drove the car to the gate of the prison that afternoon, he knew what was going on.When the door opened, the old housekeeper burst into tears when he looked at the familiar yet somewhat unfamiliar young man in front of him.

Yan Zimu hurried forward to hug him, hearing the old man's voice choked with sobs: "Young master..." His eyes were red unconsciously.He calmed down and helped the old man into the car.

The old man chattered as soon as he got in the car, wondering how Yan Zimu was doing in the past few years.Yan Zimu always answered carefully.After the old man finished asking, he hesitated to speak: "Housekeeper, how have you been these few years?"

The old housekeeper is getting old, and he must have suffered in that kind of place, but fortunately, Ning Yi has entrusted someone to take care of him in recent years.He didn't want Yan Zimu to worry, so he picked up the good ones and said, "I'm fine, Master Ning dragged someone to take care of me."

Yan Zimu thanked Ning Yi who was driving ahead.His words are sincere, he has been orphaned since he was a child.For him who is particularly lacking in family affection, the old housekeeper is also his relative.

The corner of Ning Yi's mouth curled into a smile unconsciously, feeling a little smug, but Yan Zimu didn't see it.He said, "No, people who are important to you are equally important to me."

The old butler listened to the words of the two, unexpectedly, the two did not draw swords.He was puzzled in his heart, but it was not easy to ask anything at this time.

Yan Zimu originally wanted the old housekeeper to live with him, but considering that there was no spare room at home, and Ning Yi's current mental state was not stable, he had to ask Ning Yi to send the old housekeeper to live in a villa.

After sending him to the villa, he lightly tidied up the room for him.The old butler kept stopping him and said that he wanted to come by himself, so Ning Yi helped him and said, "Don't refuse, the more you refuse, the more uncomfortable it will be for him." Seeing that the butler didn't stop him, he said to go downstairs to help Take the pillow.

The moment the door closed, the housekeeper finally couldn't help but asked: "Young master, you and him..." Yan Zimu smiled: "I'm with him." The old housekeeper was puzzled, after all, everything that happened three years ago He has witnessed it all.

Yan Zimu understood the doubts in his heart, it was just the matter between him and Ning Yi, and he really didn't know how to explain it to the old man.So he could only comfort him: "Don't worry, I'm doing well now." The old man nodded with a smile on his face, but he was always worried in his heart.But looking at Yan Zimu's resolute back, he could only persuade himself to relax.

Looking at Yan Zimu, he suddenly remembered something, and quickly asked, "Is that child okay?" Yan Zimu was taken aback for a moment, and naturally knew who the child he was talking about was. He looked at the old housekeeper and said with a smile: "Three years old, in good health, but also very naughty."

When the old housekeeper heard this, his eyes were filled with compassion: "Can I go and see the two children? The master can't see now, I want to help him to see."

Yan Zimu smiled and nodded: "Of course, the older one is with me. You can see her anytime you want. The younger one is at his godfather's. I'll take you to see her some other day." The old housekeeper heard his answer , hurriedly responded happily.

The two chatted about other things, and the topic ended when Ning Yi pushed the door in.Holding two pillows in his hands, he smiled and said he would help too, but ended up messing up the pillow covers.Yan Zimu didn't know whether to laugh or cry, but in the end he tried again.

It was past nine o'clock when the two left the villa, and they went straight home.