but you never loved me

While eating, Yan Zimu glanced at the table, and paused for a moment when he picked up the chopsticks. It was all his favorite food.But it only stopped for a while, and then calmly picked up the food.

But his performance was seen after all, Jiang Cheng said aside: "You like these, right? They are all made by Min Chen."

Thinking of the table of dishes that Ning Yi cooked that day, Yan Zimu felt very complicated.

He looked up at Lin Minchen, he couldn't ignore it anymore, and asked, "Minchen, when did you arrive?" Lin Minchen was holding Dudu in his arms and feeding him, when he heard this, he looked up with a smile and said casually: "Not long, just a few days."

Yan Zimu glanced at Jiang Cheng with a questioning look in his eyes.Jiang Cheng turned his head guiltily, and didn't tell Yan Zimu that it was his fault.But if he said it, it would be no wonder Yan Zimu would come.

Yan Zimu was about to speak again, but when he saw Yan Dudu rubbing his rice-stained hand on Lin Minchen's clothes, he frowned and shouted: "Duddu!" Dudu was stunned by the yelling and realized He just lay on Lin Minchen's shoulder aggrieved.

Lin Minchen quickly patted him on the back to comfort him, and said to Yan Zimu, "It's not a big deal, don't scare him."

Before Yan Zimu said anything, Dudu buried his head in feeling even more aggrieved. TSXDZDJ Yan Zimu was a little angry, and was about to reprimand him, but Lin Minchen shook his head at him.Yan Zimu felt inexplicably heavy when he saw Dudu's dependence on Lin Minchen.

After eating, I played with Dudu for a while.When he fell asleep, Yan Zimu was about to leave with Yan Yan.Jiang Cheng was supposed to send him off, but before they left, Lin Minchen said that he could send Yan Zimu back.

Jiang Cheng had no objection, anyway, he was having fun.He shrugged and turned back to the room.Yan Zimu stood at the door, unconsciously clenched his daughter's hand.

Lin Minchen lifted the coat on the hanger at the door, and smiled at him gently: "Let's go." Yan Zimu had no choice but to follow him out the door.

The car drove to the downstairs of the community, but Yan Zimu and Lin Minchen sat in the car without moving.After a while Lin Minchen opened the door and got out of the car, Yan Zimu turned to Yan Yan in the back seat of the car and said, "Wait for me here for a while." After Yan Yan nodded, he also pushed the door and got out of the car.

Lin Minchen leaned against the front of the car and smoked, the emotions in his eyes were covered by the lingering smoke.Yan Zimu stood by the car, waiting for him to smoke a cigarette, then threw the end of the cigarette under his feet and crushed it.

Only then did he remind him: "Smoking less, it's not good for your health." Lin Minchen smiled and looked up at him: "So you still worry about me?" There was a bit of sarcasm in his words unconsciously.

Yan Zimu frowned unconsciously, he was not used to such a sharp Lin Minchen.Over the years, Lin Minchen has been calm enough, and he has always been a gentle strategy of "drops of water penetrate stones" to Yan Zimu.Because he was afraid that Yan Zimu would be on guard, he didn't even directly express his desire to possess the other party.

He thought that as long as he had enough gentleness and patience, one day he would "keep the clouds and see the moon." The result?In the end, it was still not worth Ning Yi's pretentious fragility.

But he still can't be reconciled, not reconciled to losing the overall situation like this.He put away all his emotions, and said in his usual gentle tone: "I'm sorry, I'm not in a good mood recently."

Yan Zimu lowered his head, he didn't want to ask Lin Minchen why he was in a bad mood, maybe he knew why in his heart.He said very calmly: "Jiang Chengcheng told you, right?"

Lin Minchen didn't speak, he just looked up at Yan Zimu, but Yan Zimu knew the answer from his deep eyes.He was silent for a long time before opening his mouth: "Min Chen, I'm sorry."

Because of his words, Lin Minchen's heart instantly turned half cold.But he was still holding on to his last hope, and he heard himself asking with some uncertainty: "When he recovers, will you leave him?"

Yan Zimu's silence seemed to stab another knife into Lin Minchen's wounded heart.Yan Zimu opened his mouth to look at him, with a bit of unbearable eyes: "I can't leave him, if I leave him, he is likely to commit suicide."

Lin Minchen watched his eyes slowly pouring into the darkness, the bloodshot eyes in his eyes looked a little hideous.The unbearable look in Yan Zimu's eyes became more and more obvious, and his tone was a bit sad when he spoke: "I'm sorry Min Chen, don't like me anymore. Wouldn't it be good to just treat me like an ordinary friend?"

Lin Minchen laughed softly, looking at him with a bit of madness in his eyes, he asked in disbelief: "Ordinary friends?" Then he couldn't help but stepped forward and grabbed Yan Zimu's hand, slamming him Pulling it in front of myself: "Do you think I can treat you as a friend? If so, what have I done these years? Is everything I do just a joke in your eyes?"

Yan Zimu tried his best to struggle, but couldn't get away. He looked at Lin Minchen and said calmly, "Let go." Lin Minchen looked at him, but when he saw Yan Zimu's red wrist being pulled by him, Still let go.

Yan Zimu stared at his reddish eyes, sighed and said, "Min Chen, go back." As soon as the words fell, he didn't hesitate any longer, turned around and was about to open the car door and ask Yan Yan to get off.

But as soon as his hand touched the car door, Lin Minchen's voice came from behind him: "Zi Mu, does Ning Yi know about Dudu?" Yan Zimu's heart trembled violently, and he turned to look at him with scrutiny in his eyes.

Lin Minchen said very calmly: "Do you think you can hide it from him forever? If one day he finds out, can you still be with him? Or should I ask you, are you magnanimous enough to admit that Du Du is his child."

Yan Zimu clenched his hands unconsciously, his eyes were slightly angry, and his expression was also defensive.He said, "What do you mean?"

Lin Minchen looked at his defensive expression, smiled and said: "I just want to tell you, do you really think you have forgiven him? You don't need to be with me, but you really think you can bear to be with him Together? Zimu, I don't want you to regret it."

Listening to his every word, Yan Zimu's face gradually softened.He said: "Min Chen, thank you, I will think about these issues myself." His tone was somewhat inexplicably alienated.

Lin Minchen forgot the back view of him leaving, and felt bitterness in his heart.He knew that he had hit Yan Zimu's sore spot.In fact, he couldn't bear to say that Zimu was sad, but what else could he do?At least now Yan Zimu is aware of the invisible gap between him and Ning Yi.It's like a bomb, I don't know when it will explode.And that's how I have hope.