but you never loved me

Lin Minchen's feelings for Yan Zimu ranged from liking to true love.He thought he would never forget, and the throbbing he felt when he first saw her, the first time he knew what love at first sight was.

It was the first day of the university, and Yan Zimu asked him to borrow a pen.In a low voice with the unique gentleness of southerners: "Student, can you lend me a pen?"

The moment he raised his head, the smile he saw was like the first ray of sunlight shining into the forest in the morning.For a moment, Lin Minchen felt that it was the most beautiful thing in the world.

At that time, he was a young man in fresh clothes and angry horse, who didn't know how to feel sad, and he would get it if he liked it.He approached with a purpose, and Yan Zimu, who was really innocent, quickly regarded him as a friend.

At that time, their relationship was very good. They attended classes, ate and played together.They are mostly together except on weekends.Lin Minchen also secretly used means to crowd out all those who wanted to get close to Yan Zimu, and became his only and best friend.

He thought he was about to succeed, and wanted to find a chance to confess.But one day, during the night of the chirping of cicadas in summer, the two of them were walking in the playground.Yan Zimu nervously told him his secret: "I actually like boys. Do you... think it's weird?"

Lin Minchen's heart beat wildly.How could it be strange, he was so happy that he almost jumped up: "I don't mind. Zimu, I..."

He had practiced the words countless times, but it was difficult to speak at this time, and he secretly regretted his uselessness.Seeing his stammering appearance, Yan Zimu opened his mouth first.He said with a cheerful tone: "Thank you for not minding, I really don't want to lose you as a friend."

Lin Minchen took a deep breath, mustered up the courage to speak again, but was interrupted again.Yan Zimu blushed and said shyly, "I'm in a relationship, and my boyfriend is Ning Yi from the business management."

Lin Minchen's beating heart stopped suddenly, and even his breathing seemed to stop in an instant.Yan Zimu was still talking about his boyfriend, and there was a star in his eyes.And Lin Minchen could no longer hear what he was talking about, he kept repeating Yan Zimu's words "I'm in a relationship" in his head.

From that day on, Yan Zimu often mentioned Ning Yi in front of him.Every time with the sweetness of a little girl in love.Lin Minchen felt angina, but he couldn't tell him to stop.Because he would laugh every time he mentioned that person, and Lin Minchen couldn't refuse his smile.

So Lin Minchen gradually got to know this person named Ning Yi.Knowing that he is a great talent and grassroots in the Department of Business Administration, knowing that he and Yan Zimu are high school classmates, and also knowing that Yan Zimu has only been with him for half a year.Hope was kindled in his heart again, he thought that in such a short time, the relationship is actually not that deep.

After meeting Ning Yi for the first time, he strengthened his mind.According to Yan Zimu, Ning Yi is perfect.But he didn't think so, that man was obviously just a self righteous freak.

And he really couldn't understand Ning Yi's lukewarm attitude towards Yan Zimu.Any fool can tell that Ning Yi doesn't like Yan Zimu at all, only that idiot is still deceiving himself and others.

He thought that as long as he was silently by Yan Zimu's side, he cared about him and took care of him.One day he will find out that he is good, so he will give up that bastard Ning Yi and choose himself.

However, no matter how he hinted, Yan Zimu only regarded him as a good friend.What broke him even more was that he found out that Yan Zimu was living with Ning Yi.Crazy jealousy burned him and made him do something irrevocable.