but you never loved me

It was his birthday that day, Yan Zimu bought him a birthday cake and forced him to make a wish.In fact, he never liked this kind of girl's style, but he still made a pious wish.Because Yan Zimu told him that his birthday wish would definitely come true.

Later they drank a lot of beer, when both of them were drunk.Yan Zimu asked him what wish he had made, and he asked in a joking tone: "Is it true that if I say it, you will help me realize it?"

Yan Zimu had a spring-like smile on his face: "Yes, as long as I can do it, I will help you achieve it. Who made you my best friend?"

So he put down his frivolous tone, stared at Yan Zimu's drunken eyes, and said solemnly: "Then, I like you, can you be my boyfriend?"

Yan Zimu's smile froze for an instant, and he stayed on the sofa.After a long time, a strange smile came out: "Min Chen, did you drink too much? Are you kidding me? We are good friends."

But Lin Minchen pushed him on the sofa: "You never regarded you as a friend. From the first time I saw you at the beginning of school, I liked you."

Yan Zimu was frightened by his actions, and pushed him away when he realized it.He was silent for a long time, with embarrassment on his face: "You know that I have someone I like. If I knew this was the case, I would not be friends with you. I'm sorry, I wasted your feelings. I think we will still be friends in the future. Be an ordinary classmate."

Lin Minchen's heart seemed to be torn into pieces by him, almost suffocating from the pain.In this pain, mixed with a bit of unwillingness.

So he grabbed Yan Zimu who was about to leave, and pushed him onto the sofa.Then he pounced on him, pressed the hand he was trying to resist on top of his head, and planted deep and shallow marks on his body.

He ignored the fear in Yan Zimu's eyes, and reached out to undo the hidden buckle on his belt.Yan Zimu struggled desperately, but Lin Minchen didn't hold him down for a moment.He reached out and touched the coffee table, trying to find something to protect himself.

Before he realized what he touched, he waved it at Lin Minchen.Lin Minchen was in pain, and found that Yan Zimu had cut a long cut on his arm.The bright red blood flowed down the arm and onto the sofa, soaking the sofa red.

Only then did Yan Zimu realize that what he was holding was a fruit knife.Seeing the shocking wound on Lin Minchen's arm, his hands trembled.But suddenly pointed the tip of the knife at himself: "If you dare to touch me again, I will stab you right away."

Lin Minchen's eyes were instantly filled with cruelty, he never expected that Yan Zimu would threaten him with himself.It's obviously the person he puts in his heart, and it's obviously the person he doesn't want to hurt.At this time, he actually hated Yan Zimu from love.

But this hatred didn't last long, he still liked this person after all, and couldn't bear to see him hurt himself.

He got up from Yan Zimu dejectedly, and his words were full of sadness: "Amu, why are you so cruel? If you can't be a lover, can't you even be a friend? How can I be inferior to that person? You clearly Knowing that he doesn't love you at all, but I have my heart for you."

Yan Zimu tidied up her clothes, sat up on the sofa, and said sadly with a wry smile: "Min Chen, you are fine. But I only like Ning Yi, and I can't accept others. So even if he doesn't like me, I will Be with him, so maybe one day he will fall in love with me. Don't like me anymore, you should have your own happiness." After that, he slowly got up from the sofa and walked to the door.

When he walked to the door, Lin Minchen asked him: "Amu, what if he never falls in love with you for the rest of his life?"

Yan Zimu stood by the door and thought for a long time, and finally gave the answer: "In that case, I will love him forever."

These words were like a death sentence for Lin Minchen. His love ended without a problem before it even started.