Where to send the rest of your life

Xue Tanpei did not experience as much ups and downs as his father, and the capital he now has to recall is not as limited as Xue Wenxi.

It can be said that he and Yu Shen have been stuck together since childhood, as long as they appear in front of everyone, there must be two people.

Therefore, no matter who it is, after getting along for a long time, there will always be feelings. This sentence does have some truth.

He almost never recalls the past with Yu Shen, just because he believes that there will be countless tomorrows in the future, so he can sit back and relax.

When he recalled it now, he realized that it had been a long time since the two separated.

Xue Tanpei parked the car at home and walked to Yu's house alone.He has walked this road many times since the two met, and now he can walk without thinking. I don't know why he got lost last time.

He finally knocked on the door, his heart beating like a drum in his chest.

As usual, it was Mama Yu who opened the door.

"Auntie." Xue Tanpei found himself nervous.

He had never been nervous before, so he was even more nervous now.

"Oh," Yu's mother looked surprised, and at the same time she was a little surprised, "Come in, you must be looking for Yu Shen."

Mama Yu has hardly changed, her face has always been very warm and beautiful. Seeing her warmly inviting him in now, Xue Tanpei feels ashamed while being nervous.

Speaking of which, as soon as Yu Shen left, he never came to this house again, and he always felt that the Yu family had heard about the bad things he was doing outside, so he was very afraid that he had become an old man in Yu Ma's heart. Rich playboy.

Even though his appearance is indeed like this, as soon as he is in front of the Yu family, he will naturally turn into a big boy who is harmless to humans and animals.

Mama Yu said with a smile: "Yu Shen, he is in the back room, and his father is also there."

Xue Tanpei nodded knowingly, and asked tentatively, "Is it convenient for me to go in?"

"Go in if you want to go in, and don't go in if you don't want to. After all, you are sick and not suitable for meeting people." Mama Yu was still smiling, but Xue Tanpei always felt that she had cried—it must be, otherwise why would the circles under her eyes be so bright? Is it so red?

Therefore, he became more and more uneasy: "Can I go in casually like this? I'm afraid I will disturb uncle."

Mama Yu immediately waved her hand: "Why haven't you seen each other for a few years? You've been playing around in every corner of my house before. The Yu family has always treated you as their own child. Isn't this alienation?"

Xue Tanpei waved his hand immediately: "I haven't visited you these few years, and I don't even know that uncle is sick."

Mama Yu smiled and said, "You've grown up and are busy, so naturally you don't have time. What's more, it's the first time for your own son to come back after so long."

Xue Tanpei bowed his head and hummed: "I will come here often in the future."

Mama Yu nodded with a smile.

"Mom, who's here?" Yu Shen's voice came from inside the room, it sounded a little different from before, probably it had changed.

"Oh, you'll know when you come out and see!"

Speaking of which, Yu Shen walked out of the house, which became the biggest change in the Yu family in these years.

Xue Tanpei stood up and looked at him, momentarily stunned.

Yu Shen's hair is short, fine and soft.He is much taller than when he left, and now is the time when he is tall and thin but not strong, his skin is whiter than before, and his pupils are slightly brown, which makes Xue Tanpei suddenly realize that Yu Shen will stay in England for a long time He is about to become a foreigner.

Good-looking, more mature and good-looking than before.

As soon as Yu Shen came out, he was shocked when his eyes met Xue Tanpei, but that surprise was hidden deep in his eyes, and when Xue Tanpei wanted to pay attention, he couldn't find a trace of it.

"You... are here." Yu Shen opened his mouth, but found that he couldn't find anything to say.

Xue Tanpei nodded and sat back on the sofa, continuing to secretly look at him.

Yu Ma judged the situation and entered the room. Seeing that the atmosphere was about to fall silent again, Xue Tanpei quickly thought of a sentence and asked, "Is your father okay?"

Yu Shen nodded: "It's nothing serious, but it looks serious at first."

Xue Tanpei also nodded: "That's good."

The silence continued.

The two of them had such a tacit understanding, Xue Tanpei was almost depressed because of their tacit understanding.

He finally couldn't bear his temper and asked first: "Why didn't you tell me when you came back?"

Yu Shen raised his head and said something, and Xue Tanpei repeated it word by word: "Why didn't you tell me when you came back?"

Yu Shen bowed his head and stopped talking, Xue Tanpei saw how pitiful he was now, and felt soft-hearted for a moment, regretting that his tone was too harsh just now.

Then Yu Shen said in a low voice: "It's not a good thing, there's nothing to say."

After finishing speaking, Xue Tanpei's heart softened even more thoroughly, and he surrendered instantly.

He sighed: "don't do this in the future. I will be sad if you treat me like this. Do you know how much I miss you?"

Yu Shen looked up at him, nodded slowly: "En."

Xue Tanpei was dumbfounded for a moment, then suddenly felt relieved, followed by ecstasy—he knew?he knows!

So he pushed forward again: "Then do you miss me?"

Yu Shen pursed his lips and smiled: "How could you not want to? At the beginning, I missed you every day, but after a long time, I got used to it."

Hearing this, Xue Tanpei suddenly felt a surge in his heart, feeling like he didn't know how to express his affection.

Fortunately, Yu Shen didn't pay attention to his expression, but continued to smile and said, "I've also kept the letter you wrote to me," then raised his eyebrows, "I'm good at writing."

Xue Tanpei twitched the corner of his mouth, and didn't know how to answer him—he really wanted to confess his feelings to Yu Shen, but he was afraid that once he said it, the fate between the two of them would be over.

Seeing that Xue Tanpei hesitated to speak, Yu Shen showed a questioning expression: "What?"

Xue Tanpei lowered his head: "It's okay, how long are you staying in China this time? If we have time, how about we go out and get together? Your father's illness...you can come to me if you need money."

Yu Shen nodded, and didn't want to continue this topic - he was very afraid that he would accidentally reveal the poor situation of his family's lack of money.

Xue Tanpei smiled gratifiedly, and finally felt a little relieved, knowing that he must not be able to say it at this moment, and in such a season, Yu Shen's father was still ill, so he shouldn't have said these words.

"Oh, by the way, I went to the pier to wait for you last night, but I accidentally fell asleep on the bench. How did you get back?"

Yu Shen pretended to be very surprised: "Really? Then why didn't I see you? It was very cold last night. Are you dressed enough? As for me, I naturally walked home alone."

Xue Tanpei smiled: "I probably waited for the wrong place at the wrong time, but at such a late night, you actually walked home alone. If it was before, you would have found someone to accompany you."

Yu Shen let out a sigh of relief: "Well, if you're alone, just get used to it. I'm often alone when I'm abroad."

When he said that, he didn't dare to say that when he was abroad, he already knew that he had a perverted feeling for Xue Tanpei and wanted to treat him as a lover.Therefore, he has devoted all his attention to his studies these years, and has not made friends. Being lonely for too long has become a habit.

Yu Shen didn't dare to admit his crooked thoughts, so he didn't dare to reply frequently, for fear of showing his feet. Even when he saw Xue Tanpei lying on the bench waiting for him last night, he didn't dare to go home with him.

And in Yu Shen's heart, affection is never the first priority, if you can't get it, then don't force it.

It's also good to be friends.

So when they met many years later, both of them were full of affection but did not dare to express it, and they were a little at a loss when facing each other.

A lot of words are stuck in my throat, but I just can't say them.