Where to send the rest of your life

Yu Shen suddenly thought of the day he quarreled with Xue Tanpei.

Originally everything was good, the two of them returned to the long-lost time of playing together, how much he liked it, I'm afraid even he couldn't tell.Yu Shen didn't know if Xue Tanpei could understand his liking, but he knew that Xue Tanpei would definitely not understand his decision to stay away from him.

A person like Xue Tanpei has been used to having everything since he was a child. He has everything, so he doesn't lack anything, and he can't bear that he can't have it. He thought, if he really left and never contacted him again, then he would be very angry. Be furious.

No matter whether he would look for him all over the world in anger, Yu Shen never dared to expect this, he would definitely be angry.But he won't understand that a person like himself can't be willful in his life.

Being able to study abroad like now is already the best possibility he can think of.As much ambition as he used to be, now he has much humility.Standing by Xue Tanpei's side, the sensuality that passed by along the way taught him not to expect extravagance.

And the best possibility is that he is on the other side of the earth, knowing all of Xue Tanpei's life in this Shanghai, they cannot be together, it is the distance that separates them, but they will not lose each other forever.

if you can.

Therefore, he almost wanted to return to England urgently. He was afraid that if he stayed any longer, he would no longer be able to hide his childish liking.

However, Xue Tanpei was still angry.

He remembered the unbelievable expression on that handsome face for a moment, and the three words "Don't go" were said with trembling lips.

He remembered that among the many light bulbs in Xue's living room that day, one flickered and then went out, and the light in the whole hall was a little dim.Under the dim light, Xue Tanpei grabbed Yu Shen's hand anxiously.

"Tell me." Xue Tanpei looked at Yu Shen, with two long eyebrows tangled together, "What are you thinking in your heart, tell me everything, okay?"

Yu Shen stopped and shook his head slightly: "I just want to go to school. Just because you don't want to mean that I don't want to either."

Only then did Xue Tanpei pause, his fingers relaxed, and his tone was no longer so sharp: "I think, I think too, I can go to school, let's go together."

Yu Shen shook his head: "No, Xue... your father won't agree. You have to stay here."

"No, how can there be so many problems, as long as I want to go?"

Yu Shen was about to cry, he almost yelled "No, I don't want to leave, I like you!"

While thinking this way, he stepped back and avoided Xue Tanpei's eyes.

And yet the words were said, by someone else, by someone who never seemed to say them.

"Don't go, Yu Shen!" Xue Tanpei's wrist strength was astonishing, he seemed to be serious, and pulled Yu Shen over to prevent him from escaping, "It's okay if you don't say it, I said. I want you to look at me, I'll tell you why."

"I like you, Yu Shen." Xue Tanpei tilted his head, said these words seriously and firmly, and then Yu Shen's eyes turned red, and he also looked up at him.

Then he seemed to be affirmed, and said loudly again: "I like you!"

Then he kissed her with no resistance, and wrapped his hands around his soft waist, all the lust gushing out from his body in an instant.

However, Yu Shen struggled to get out of his embrace, took a deep breath and said, "I'm leaving."

Then Xue Tanpei stood there blankly as if someone had poured cold water from head to toe, losing his movements.

"I'm leaving, goodbye." Yu Shen left slowly step by step, and even smiled for a moment.

Whether it is far-fetched or comforting to say that smile, he did smile.

The little Jin Yunhe hid at the stairs and watched silently, no one noticed.

However, Xue Tanpei suddenly rushed over to block the door as if he had come to his senses.

"Don't go. Unless you say you don't like me."

This time Yu Shen was much calmer.He gave a dry laugh and looked up at Xue Tanpei.

"I like you, Xue Tanpei. I like you."

Xue Tanpei's eyes suddenly turned red.

"Say it again."

"I like you!" Yu Shen almost yelled, "I just like men, I just like you!" After so many years, so many years, when did he dare to say so heartily that he likes Xue Tanpei? Dare, he dare not.

But these years of liking are not long enough, but not short enough, almost like the years that have passed half a lifetime, deposited in his heart, disturbing him every day.

Never let him go.

Then Xue Tanpei cried.Jin Yunhe quietly left the stairs, ran back to the room and locked the door.

did he cry?Who knows.

Xue Tanpei finally let go of his hand and stopped talking.

He felt that every inch of skin in his body wanted to be close to Yu Shen, how much he wanted to have him now, and then forever.There is such a thing as intercourse in this world, how reasonable it is.Xue Tanpei thought.

But Yu Shen smiled and said, "I told you, are you satisfied? Then I'm leaving, Young Master Xue."

Xue Tanpei didn't do anything again, and his voice became hoarse: "Give me a reason, or I won't be able to give up my heart for the rest of my life."

Yu Shen wiped away his tears and looked at him: "You won't understand, you're not me. I will definitely get married and have a family in the future, can you bear it?"

Xue Tanpei shook his head: "I won't let you."

Yu Shen smiled: "That's why I'm leaving. Goodbye Xue Tanpei."

Seeing his figure disappearing into the night, Xue Tanpei closed the door and returned to the sofa, curled up alone.

Of course, Yu Shen didn't know what happened to the Xue family afterwards, and he no longer had the energy to find out.A family change happened so quickly that he didn't even have time to understand it.

He went home silently and packed his things.

Then there is departure, a long-planned, cowardly, eternal departure.

Goodbye Xue Tanpei.