Where to send the rest of your life

Yu Shen waited all night and all day, but Yu's mother never came back.The body of the person on the bed was already stiff, and even the twilight was about to fade outside the window, and soon there was only thick black that could not be melted away.

Yu Shen lowered his eyes, and changed Yu Zichan's clothes by himself.He took out all the money he was going to use to go abroad, and wanted to bury Yu Zichan.

England can never go back again, thinking of this, Yu Shen felt a little sad in his heart, but he couldn't cry.The big tear just now had taken away the only sadness he had, and at the moment, there were only some holes deep in his sadness that even he couldn't explain clearly.

Then he stumbled all the way to the British Concession, and suddenly remembered that the only way he knew here was the way to Xue's house.

After taking two steps, he stopped slowly, and stood in the street at a loss, his eyes confused by all kinds of people rushing past him.Mom must be lost, he thought.

I'm also lost.

Then the turbulent thoughts in his heart were about to devour him like a beast.

A man in a suit and leather shoes was walking towards him, not as good as Xue Tanpei, and a young student was passing by, not as good as Xue Tanpei.The peddler on the side of the road, the waiter in front of the restaurant, the big boss driving the car... everything, nothing can compare to him!

He suddenly thought of countless Xue Tanpei's kindness, so good that he choked up and cried again.

He cried all the way to Xue's house, just like running back to his own home.The road is very long, so long that he has thought about his life over and over again.

Then the end of life is his arms.

The door opened, and Xue Tanpei greeted him like countless times before.

He opened his arms and hugged Yu Shen into his arms.

Along the way, he saw the difference between the two worlds in Shanghai more clearly than before.

If he hadn't met Xue Tanpei, he could only stand on that river bank, together with countless displaced refugees, in a place abandoned by the heavens, facing the sensual, festive, feasting, and feasting world, facing another world that he couldn't comprehend .

What more could he ask for, what more could he ask for?

Xue Tanpei covered Yu Shen with his coat, and almost carried him into the house.Although there is no one here, there is no danger, but he just likes it like this.

She is obviously so fragile, so what a show of strength.

Then he almost tentatively kissed Yu Shen's forehead.The moment his lips touched, Xue Tanpei frowned.

"You have a fever?"

Only then did he realize that Yu Shen was only wearing an unlined garment and ran all the way from his house to his own.It's still cold outside, and opening the door suddenly will feel a bone-chilling feeling.

Xue Tanpei's heart twisted.

However, Yu Shen had almost lost consciousness, and only rested his head heavily on Xue Tanpei's arms, talking nonsense.

He carried Yu Shen upstairs and put him on his bed.Yu Shen grabbed a corner of the quilt, as if he had fallen asleep, but turned over again and again.Xue Tanpei couldn't take care of patients, so he called his personal doctor, Mr. Hughes, and asked him to come over now.

Hughes is an American who married a Chinese wife in the British Concession.

He hurried over in the middle of the night and entered the door with a serious face.Xue Tanpei looked at his disheveled appearance, guessing in his heart that he must have just gotten off his wife.Tried to snicker, but held back.

Hughes seemed a little dissatisfied. After reading it to Yu Shen, he raised his head and said in fluent Chinese, "It's not a big problem. Just take some medicine and you'll be fine tomorrow. I have to go now. I hope you have a good night."

Happy, happy, couldn't be happier.

Xue Tanpei could hardly hide the smile on his face, with a wide grin at the corner of his mouth, he watched the helplessly running Dr. Hughes go away.

He looked at Yu Shen who was sleeping peacefully on the bed, his white and tender face was stained with a blush from the fever.His hands were still tightly gripping the corner of the quilt.

This was the most peaceful night in Xue Tanpei's life.

There is lust, but it doesn't matter.It's good to be able to watch.

But he still woke up Yu Shen afterwards, after all he knew that he had to be given medicine first before he could sleep.

But after Yu Shen woke up, he refused to sleep again. He strained his eyelids, gulped down two pills, then held Xue Tanpei's hand and said, his lips trembling, and it took him a long time to utter the words: "Xue Tanpei..."

It was the first time the two pairs of eyes had such direct contact after expressing their feelings, but Yu Shen seemed a little desperate.His cold hand unconsciously grabbed Xue Tanpei's, and then choked up, "My father is dead, and I can't find my mother."

There was a roar in Xue Tanpei's head, Yu Zichan is dead?

He forced a smile, comforted Yu Shen and said: "You have a fever, what's the matter, we will talk about it tomorrow. I will find a way to help you find your mother right now, can you sleep peacefully first?"

Yu Shen suddenly choked up again, and buried his head in Xue Tanpei's chest, weeping uncontrollably: "I like you so much."

Xue Tanpei's heart was about to melt, he suppressed all the movements of his body, just to put all his tenderness into these three words, he whispered: "Me too."

Then he watched Yu Shen fall asleep, helped him tuck the quilt, and went downstairs to make a phone call.

"Hey, Dad, I have something urgent. Can you send someone to find Yu Shen's mother? She ran to the British Concession by herself, and now she can't find anyone. ... Also, Yu Zichan died, How is this going?"

Xue Wenxi was also surprised, and immediately dispatched a team to search for the person, and replied: "It's nothing, I just asked the newspaper to remove his job. I didn't do anything else."

When Xue Tanpei heard about it, he knew that this matter had something to do with the Xue family.But fortunately, the nature of the matter itself is not particularly bad, so it can be regarded as putting half of my heart back.

After hooking up the phone, he went back to the house and lay down on the bedside to keep watch all night.

However, he didn't know that the real bad news hadn't reached his ears yet.

The next morning, Xue Tanpei called again first, this time he was silent, and Xue Wenxi's voice sounded like a headache.

Mama Yu was raped by some Japanese in the British Concession, she jumped into the river and was just picked up.

Xue Tanpei wanted to slap himself a few times.

In the short life he has experienced, no woman has ever treated him as well as Mama Yu.His mother died early, and he didn't have much contact with the girl. The care and tenderness she brought him almost felt like family to him.

And such a person was brutally killed.

Isn't it all because of his selfishness!

Thinking of Mama Yu's smile, Xue Tanpei hung up the phone bitterly.

In fact, the more aggrieved person is Xue Wenxi.

Because he participated in the search and saw the horror of the corpse with his own eyes, he almost gritted his teeth on the spot.But he really can't afford to offend the Japanese now, so he can only put his hands on it, pack up Mama Yu's body and bring it back to Yu's house to put it with Papa Yu, other things can only be discussed later!

When Yu Shen got up, he was really cured.Xue Tanpei didn't dare to tell Yu Shen about this in advance, so he could only coax him to tell him to go home first to help bury the body.

On the way, Xue Tanpei coaxed Yu Shen to cheer up, and then he told about Mama Yu.

Yu Shen seemed a little unbelievable. He opened his mouth and widened his eyes and asked Xue Tanpei, "What did you say?"

Xue Tanpei quickly pushed him into his arms: "It's nothing."

He didn't know that Yu Shen was so unbelievably sad that he couldn't cry anymore, and was still regretting his recklessness.

He waited for a long time for the warmth and humidity on his chest, but he didn't get it, he just waited for a soft "thank you".

Xue Tanpei was stunned for a long time, unable to move.He felt that he was going to sink his whole life into this one thank you.

Even if so many emotions were concentrated on him in two days, his eyes were still red. He cursed in his heart, and then gently rubbed Yu Shen's head: "Idiot, thank you."

The car is still driving.The scenery on the side of the road gradually changed from western-style buildings to one-story houses, and the bustling became dirty. There were thin Chinese people watching their cars pass by on the road, holding broken bowls in their hands, and their eyes were cloudy and puzzled.

Xue Tanpei turned his head to block Yu Shen from seeing him.

In fact, he never thought that Yu Shen's family would be ruined and nowhere to depend on, although he knew that no matter what Yu Shen became, as long as he was still alive, he would definitely take care of it.But things have become like this, he will not be stupid enough to tell Yu Shen that your father was killed by our Xue family, so he can only do this, with guilt in his heart, watching Yu Shen red-eyed in front of him. Say thank you, and take this sin's reparation as grace.

Besides, how much he wanted to keep Yu Shen.

Even fate has quietly and well-intentioned brought them to this point, so what reason does he have to give up?

Just like the first day they met, their whole life seemed to be in this vicious cycle. Xue Tanpei beat up the little boy at the same table who wanted to keep Yu Shen, but Yu Shen looked at his tablemate and sat still. By Xue Tanpei's side.

It's like Xue Tanpei has been trying to drive away everyone around Yu Shen all his life, but Yu Shen still stays by Xue Tanpei's side.