Where to send the rest of your life

Xiao Qi now takes care of Jin Yunhe submissively, not daring to be sloppy.And Jin Yunhe was sick, always lying on the bed, relying on him for everything, after a long time seeing Xiao Qi, he felt a lot more kind.

Later, he remembered how he scratched his face. During the few days he was recovering from his illness, he lay idle every day, suffering and despair for a long time, but since the bandages hadn't been removed yet, he still had some hope.

He felt that he was already a shabby person. He disliked himself, but he was unwilling to be punished for other people's mistakes, so while thinking about living a good life, it was difficult to suppress those worries and low self-esteem.

If even his face is ruined, then he really has nothing.

He has always been a person who thinks about what to do, and his emotions come and go quickly, but this thing is not like a fishbone, which gets stuck in his throat for a few days, but it is like a nail, which has long died in the body. No, can't take it out, let alone forget it.

The doctor said that the wounds on his body were almost healed, and the bandages on his face were about to be removed. Jin Yunhe was naturally happy when he heard that, but at the same time he was very nervous, his heart was beating very fast, and he was afraid that when he picked up the mirror, he would not wish to see myself.

He used to get injections every day, but now he feels better, and he doesn't want to get more injections, because after getting too many injections, he can see the large and small pinholes on his arms every time he lifts up his sleeves.

So when the doctor came to give him the injection as usual, he said, "I feel better already, can I just take the medicine and not get the injection in the future?"

The doctor paused, put away the syringe, and said briskly: "Okay." Then he put it away on the bedside so that Jin Yunhe could see clearly, "I'll just put it here, you can reach it."

Jin Yunhe didn't know why he did this. He closed his eyes and wanted to rest for a while, but he didn't lie down for a long time, and the longer he took the daily injection, the more flustered he felt, and he didn't know what was wrong with him.

In the end he couldn't take it anymore, so he rang the bell and called the doctor.

The doctor came back quickly and quickly injected Jin Yunhe with a dose of pethidine.

Jin Yunhe wanted not to, but his whole body was terribly uncomfortable, so he obediently stretched out his arms.Unexpectedly, after the injection, all the discomfort was gone, and there was even a trace of unprecedented happiness.

After the bliss passed, Jin Yunhe came to his senses and suddenly felt terrified. He asked the doctor tremblingly, "What did you inject me with?"

The doctor was also unambiguous: "Demerol, for pain relief."

Jin Yunhe was in a daze, thinking that he was done.

Although he didn't know what Dulantin was, he vaguely understood that it was as harmful as opium.Opium can also relieve pain, and opium can kill people. Those big smokers who smoked opium until they died, all of them lost their human appearance in the end!

He regretted it, he regretted that he didn't jump into the river directly to die after that night - if he really died, he would die, he would know nothing, and he would have nothing to be afraid of.

But he survived, living in such a useless appearance.

He didn't even figure out why Fu Xiaoyu came to him all of a sudden, and why he stabbed himself all over his body, just like he never figured out that he had been addicted to Domerol since he came here.

It was another night of trembling and extremely difficult.

After a few days, Jin Yunhe calmed down a little, and the hospital was about to remove the bandages on his face again. Xue Qinpei rushed over when he heard that, and Yu Shen followed.Although the two hadn't had much contact with each other all year round, after all, they would really live together in the future, and Yu Shen didn't want him to feel that he was heartless and idly watching.

Even if it does.

In fact, removing the bandage is not a big deal, but Jin Yunhe was really terrified, not even the day he was kidnapped.He even felt that his whole heart was about to jump out of his chest, and his head was in a daze.

For a moment, his two eyes caught a glimpse of the two standing beside the bed in tacit understanding, and he suddenly became sober, and then immediately retracted his eyes, only staring at the ceiling.

Yu Shen always felt that Jin Yunhe had Xue Tanpei in his heart, but this kind of speculation was groundless, even if there was, he had nothing to do, so he just kept it in his heart.What's more, if he really pursued it, there would be more than a few people around Xue Tanpei. The two of them have nothing to do with each other now, and he admitted it.He admitted that he liked that person, but he never changed his attitude, just because he never believed that this relationship could last for a long time.

The bandage was quickly removed. Jin Yunhe first reached out his hand to touch his face, and found that it was very rough. His hand trembled, and he quickly took it away. He looked straight at Xue Tanpei and said, "Mirror."

Xue Tanpei also really saw Jin Yunhe's face this time, and was startled, almost showing a horrified expression.

Anyway, this face is really ruined.

The wound was like a big mouth, and the grin split his face in two. Even the nurse was half-covered and afraid to look at him when removing the bandage.

So Xue Tanpei was in a dilemma, should he find a mirror for him?

Just as he was struggling, Yu Shen had already reached out and passed the mirror over. Jin Yunhe didn't look at him, but took the mirror, first put it on the quilt to cover it, and then slowly lifted it up to look at himself.

The face that had been trying to be calm suddenly turned pale, and after adding that cut, it even showed a ferocious appearance.

He had to cover his mouth hard to keep from screaming, and the other hand was shaking tightly on the sheet.After letting go, the mirror slid down the bed sheet, and no one picked it up.

Everyone in the room was looking at him.

"Get out." Jin Yunhe was almost sobbing, he covered his face, his voice was not clear.

He suppressed crying a few times, but no one in the room moved, so he held back his crying and said, "... Please."

Xue Tanpei couldn't bear to watch, and stretched out his hand to pull Yu Shen away, Yu Shen took a small step, and before leaving, he took a long look at Jin Yunhe, thinking - this face is really ruined.

Jin Yunhe knew that Yu Shen was looking at him, and he also knew what Yu Shen was thinking, because everyone who saw his face thought the same thing.

Thinking of this, he didn't care about his face anymore, he just felt a surge of anger in his heart, anyway, he didn't have much face now, so he simply bent down, picked up the mirror on the ground and threw it at Yu Shen: "Get out!"

Yu Shen obviously had his face turned towards him, but he didn't hide. Xue Tanpei quickly blocked it with his hand, and instantly made a hole, and then there was a crackling sound, and the mirror shattered to the ground.

Then Xue Tanpei dragged Yu Shen out without saying a word.

Jin Yunhe went crazy alone in the room, buried his head in the pillow, and drilled desperately, as if he wanted to drill a hole out of the bed, until he was tired and had no strength left, so he lay on the bed, refusing to show his face.

Just after being quiet for a while, the uncomfortable feeling came again. He knew that he needed an injection, and he also knew that there was Demerol on the bedside, so he opened the box impatiently, rolled up his sleeves, and took the With the syringe, he pierced his arm.

After beating Du Lengding, Jin Yunhe felt less uncomfortable, and the injury on his face was not so important, so he collapsed on the bed and started laughing.

In fact, he should have thought of it when he picked up the stone. How cruel he was at that time, but now his face is really ruined, so let it be ruined. Anyway, he doesn't rely on his face for food. He gets an injection every day. Just be happy.

Laughing and laughing, he fell asleep.

Xue Tanpei was outside the ward, and found a nurse to bandage the wound on his hand, and began to question Yu Shen: "Why did you look so stupid just now, you can't hide?"

Yu Shen also looked at him blankly: "I was just... thinking..." Then he lowered his head and kept silent, "I'm sorry."

Xue Tanpei sighed, and put his good arm around him: "It's okay, let's go home and let him stay by himself for a while."

"Ah."

The two went home together.