Where to send the rest of your life

Decorating the house is a big problem. After all, they may live here for a long time in the future, and Yu Shen has nothing to do. When he was shopping in the street, he happened to pass by an old bookstall, and he took a cart of old books home with great interest, saying to see.

If you have books, you must have a bookcase, and the two went out to buy a bookcase again.After buying the bookcase, I felt that I needed a desk, so I added another desk.So within two days, the furniture was almost added, but the decoration had not officially started.

The two discussed it and decided to pretend it by themselves.

Pingling rattled and went out to buy paint, wallpaper, and wooden floors, all ready to do it myself.

It took more than a month to decorate the house. During this month, the two of them were almost too busy to touch the ground.But now that the weather is getting warmer again, Rhubarb sticks out his tongue and follows the two buttocks every day, and he is very excited to see them busy with this and that.

Although the pretense was not very elegant, they were still quite satisfied. After all, they had worked hard for more than a month, and they didn't have to slap their faces when they were done.

After Yu Shen got the book, he was quite satisfied, and spent a long time by himself every day, but every time he read, Xue Tanpei could only play with the dog, and after playing with the dog for a long time, he began to worry .

This kind of worry comes from no reason, more like a kind of intuition.

Sure enough, not long after, Yu Shen officially said that he wanted to go out to study, Xue Tanpei asked him what he planned, and he just said to take a look first, Xue Tanpei fell silent, then changed the topic, hugged Dahuang over, stretched out his hand to hold it He put his paw in front of Yu Shen: "I found that Da Huang seems to be lame."

Yu Shen really frowned and looked down: "It looks like there's nothing wrong with it."

Xue Tanpei let Da Huang take two steps, and he was indeed a little lame.

Yu Shen let out a sigh: "Why didn't I find out before."

Probably because rhubarb was still young before, and the two of them didn't pay much attention to it. Now that rhubarb is growing, rhubarb is so big that it is almost knee-high, but there is one leg that doesn't grow at all, so it's limping.

Yu Shen felt a little distressed, but after looking at it, he said helplessly, "There's nothing to do about it."

Xue Tanpei nodded: "There's nothing you can do, but it's very pitiful. It will be happy if you can spend more time with it."

Then he turned around and stared at Yu Shen like a big yellow stare.

Yu Shen sighed, reached out and hit him on the head: "Okay."

Once or twice, Xue Tanpei could still save the day, but Yu Shen never forgot about it, and would mention it once in two days. When it came to the end, Xue Tanpei could no longer refuse and could only agree.

This is not the feeling of sending Yu Shen to school at all, but the feeling of sending him away from me, but I can't keep up.

Waves of higher and higher despair flooded Xue Tanpei again, and he almost became an island in the sea, surrounded by only boundless sea water, rising higher and higher, trying to overwhelm him like despair, and putting him in eternal darkness in the prison.

And he has no choice, because he fell in love with sea water.

He thought he had kept Yu Shen this time, but he kept it, but Yu Shen wanted to leave again, he always wanted to leave, always wanted to stay away from him, so what did he say he liked?

It's not that Yu Shen didn't know, but he just didn't say anything, and that one confiding of his heart was all he could give.Xue Tanpei asked him if he liked it, and he said yes, isn't that enough?

He is just not willing to spend the rest of his life without any suspense like this, so he is grateful for all of this, but not only grateful, because he understands the limitations of poverty, he feels that he cannot waste such a time. wealth.

If he was just a little beggar back then, even if Xue Tanpei gave him a bite to eat, he would be grateful to Xue Tanpei for the rest of his life.But it was because he was not, and because he was not, that he mistakenly regarded Xue Tanpei as his own food and clothing parent, demanding too much, and at the same time unable to let go of love and freedom.

In other words, Yu Shen, who has always believed that he has been educated and enlightened for a long time, is actually clinging to the utilitarianism under the old system.Even speaking, the Xue family's domineering behavior has already formed a knot in his heart. This knot is still loose, but if the conflict continues for a long time, it may become tighter and tighter, and eventually a scar will be formed.

But at this time, Yu Shen didn't realize this. After all, for him, studying and going to school, earning money to eat, and skating to low places if he doesn't go to high places, these are the most natural principles, so he can't stop. It won't stop, so the days always pass quickly for him, but Xue Tanpei can only hold Rhubarb in his arms day after day, and think about Ergou when he is at a loss.

Xue Tanpei thought, if he fell in love with Er Gou, it would be great. Er Gou doesn't want anything, as long as he is full, he can live with him wholeheartedly. Er Gou still likes him, Er Gou still worships him, Er Gou likes his money Also like his face.

That's great, why can't he like Ergou?

He just can't like Ergou!

Anyway, liking is not mutual. He has no way to like Ergou because he likes him. He also understands, but he really can't stand the loneliness. In the end, he wrote a letter and sent it back to the mainland, saying I have moved to Hong Kong.