Where to send the rest of your life

Jin Yunhe suffered for three days and finally couldn't take it anymore.

In the past three days, whenever he became addicted, he would push himself on the bed and roll, or eat non-stop. It was fine at first, and the bouts of drug addiction came and went quickly, and the past passed, but on the fourth day, He started banging his head against the wall.

After bumping into it, he remembered the feeling of being smashed to the ground by someone's hair, and stopped abruptly.

He has been alone for the past few days, and Xiao Qi is serving him in daily life. At this time, Xiao Qi rushed over after hearing the sound, and he asked Xiao Qi to tie himself to the bed.

Xiao Qi didn't dare to make a move at first, but when he saw that Jin Yunhe was really anxious, he immediately found a rope and tied him to the head of the bed, constantly rambling and daring not to take responsibility.

He tied his hands first, and he didn't dare to tie them too tightly at first, so he tied a few knots at random, but because the tying was too unprofessional, as soon as he went to hold Jin Yunhe's feet, the rope in his hand opened.

Then he learned to be good, and tightened the rope on his feet before starting to tie it, but this time it was too tight, so Jin Yunhe's skin was torn and bleeding when he struggled, and he didn't know what to do.

In the end, when the man was finally tied up, Xiao Qi himself was so tired that he sat down on the ground.He wanted to complain, but when he looked up and saw his master stretching his neck straight, he couldn't bear it.

Xiao Qi shook his head and sighed, "Master, although you have become a master, no one else can bear this crime for you, so please bear with it."

Then I also sat with him.

Jin Yunhe was silent for each other, his eyes were cloudy, he didn't know what he was looking at, and beads of sweat began to roll down his forehead, and he hit the ground with a muffled sound.

After being quiet for a while, Xiao Qi managed to let go of his heart, but Jin Yunhe went crazy again. He began to struggle to free the ropes on his hands and feet, "Let me go..."

A sob came out of his mouth.

Xiao Qi immediately untied the rope, he thought, what a big deal this is, even if he is addicted to drugs, he can't make it difficult for himself, right, after all, this kind of crime is really not something everyone can bear, everyone It is said that quitting opium once is like peeling off layers of skin. To quit this Western medicine, how many layers of skin do you have to shed.Life is impermanent, and you may die at any time. It is not a loss to enjoy this moment of happiness, not to mention that if your family is rich, it is not impossible to enjoy it.

Jin Yunhe didn't know what Xiao Qi was thinking, he picked up the water glass on the table and drank it upside down, then turned over and got out of bed and crawled out the door: "Thirsty..."

Xiao Qi groaned, and hurriedly followed: "I'll just give it to you."

However, Jin Yunhe insisted on walking out while leaning on the wall. At this moment, he almost lost his vision, and the whole world under his eyes was spinning. There was no other way: "Yu Shen..."

"I want Yu Shen..."

He stumbled into Yu Shen's room, and Xiao Qi followed behind, wanting to help but not daring to help, so he followed all the way tremblingly.

Yu Shen was reading a book as expected, and was a little surprised to see Jin Yunhe's distressed appearance at this moment; "You?"

Jin Yunhe's lips were already chapped and purple, but on this face, no one would pay attention.With trembling purple lips, he almost pleaded: "Give me..."

He suddenly became short of breath, gasped a few times and said, "Please..."

Then tremblingly exposed his arm full of needle holes.

Yu Shen put down the book, knowing it in his heart.Although he saw that Jin Yunhe was addicted to drugs, he didn't know what a drug addict could become. He only thought it was for his own good to quit, but he thought the pain too easily, so he just refused.

Jin Yunhe raised his head in despair, he almost had no strength to go back to his room, so he collapsed on the ground without moving, while Xiao Qi stood at the side helplessly.

Xiao Qi doesn't like Yu Shen very much, and thinks he is indifferent.

But although Yu Shen still sat still, his heart was not calm. He looked at Jin Yunhe who was lying on the ground as if he was dead, frowned, got up and said to Xiao Qi, and helped him onto the bed.Then bent down and grabbed his arm, dragged him to the bed together with Xiao Qi who was in a hurry.

Jin Yunhe let them drag him, and then lay quietly on the ground for a while, and suddenly started to have an addiction again.He opened his eyes first, and the eyeballs gurgled a few times, then he got up from the bed, and started looking through Yu Shen's room like crazy.

Rummaging everywhere, from under the bed to the wardrobe, from the desk drawer to under the carpet, Jin Yunhe has completely turned into an animal, and no one can stop him.

Xiao Qi started bluffing wildly, what can he do if he shouts at Yu Shen!However, Yu Shen just remained calm from the beginning to the end, carrying out his own soul-stirring in his heart. Whenever Jin Yunhe was about to approach, he felt nervous for a while, and in the end he seemed to be able to hear his own heartbeat as loud as a drum.

He kept Du Lengding at the bottom of a small box, which was full of things Xue Tanpei gave him, including everything, and a thick stack of letters.After Jin Yunhe opened the small box, he just looked at it randomly and then closed it, and he still hasn't found it.

Therefore, Jin Yunhe's state was already like a trapped animal, and he began to lose consciousness. He howled while rummaging roughly, and in the end he started to cry again.

Really unable to find it, Jin Yunhe turned around twice in a daze, grabbed his hair in embarrassment, knelt on the ground and began to cry.

The sound of pinging, banging, banging and smashing things mixed with howling in the room just now disappeared, replaced by weak sobbing.Jin Yunhe only felt that he had come to the end of the road, and that he would die if he continued. He had even seen his own appearance after death—a grim expression, with a long scar on his face, first lying there in a daze, and then being dragged Burned away, no one cares about him.

He saw those who beat him, making fun of him one by one, loud and haunting.

But he doesn't want to die yet, Xue Wenxi is not old yet, how can he die?

He also wants to give Xue Wenxi a pension!

So he shrank and cried for a while, he found Yu Shen's shadow with difficulty from between the red and swollen eyelids, and began to crawl there.

"Please," he grabbed Yu Shen's trousers, "Just one needle!"

Jin Yunhe's voice was broken from crying, and he could hardly hear the complete sound at the moment, but Yu Shen understood it, and got goosebumps all over his body.

Yu Shen also couldn't bear Jin Yunhe's current appearance - it was so pitiful, as if he had died once and came back to life, so he was almost shaken.

However, just as Yu Shen's heart was shaken, Xue Tanpei and Ergou suddenly appeared. They heard the sound, but they didn't know what happened.

At this time, Xue Tanpei only saw Jin Yunhe curled up at Yu Shen's feet like a frightened puppy. He was instantly startled and then angry. For some reason, Yu Shen was indifferent to this.

Although he used to be ruthless towards Jin Yunhe, since Jin Yunhe encountered an accident, he has always felt guilty towards Jin Yunhe, and seeing this scene in front of him, he almost felt distressed again.

It's not that he doesn't love Jin Yunhe, but it's just that this love is too insignificant compared to his love for Yu Shen.

Later, he reflected on whether he had given too much to Yu Shen. Only now did he affirm this reflection and began to take it seriously.

He has never been so tolerant and compromised to anyone, but such deep love and endless concessions did not get him anything in return. His hope fell to the bottom and was stepped on again.

So almost recklessly, he rushed over and picked up Jin Yunhe, at the same time silently glanced at Yu Shen, turned around and left.

Yu Shen's unspoken words ended in this look. He watched Xue Tanpei take Jin Yunhe away, and finally felt a trace of long-lost jealousy in his heart.

Or the jealousy that he has felt countless times, but is unwilling to admit to it after all.

Xiao Qi and Er Gou stood aside blankly, and were driven out by Yu Shen. Yu Shen closed the door, bent down silently and began to pick up things on the ground.

Such an uneasy feeling has never appeared in Yu Shen's body before, and now he finally has it, but it is for the disfigured Jin Yunhe.

When he was so good-looking, Yu Shen didn't even worry about it, but it's different now.

Yu Shen knew that although Xue Tanpei was ignorant and promiscuous, he was serious about himself for a long time and only. Just now he showed himself that kind of look for Jin Yunhe, and that look was almost an instant Ling Chi , There was no blood, and the wound was deep.

Tears fell one after another, he stretched out his hand to wipe them away, got up and found Du Lengding, and left the room.

Xue Tanpei didn't know that this huge trouble originated from him, but took him away in a hurry.

He took Jin Yunhe back to his room and gently put him on the bed.

Strange to say, after Jin Yunhe was picked up, he became quiet instead.He shrank his face under the quilt so that Xue Tanpei could not see that his mouth was trembling.

Jin Yunhe didn't dare to go crazy at this moment, his face had already become a burden, he was afraid that Xue Tanpei would dislike him, and such caring was one of the few in his short life, he liked it so much.

So he pinched his thigh fiercely with his fingers, and he almost curled up in a ball under the quilt.

Xue Tanpei didn't know what happened, and he didn't open his mouth to ask, but just patted Jin Yunhe under the quilt, like coaxing a child.

Yu Shen didn't find anyone in Jin Yunhe's room, so he hesitantly walked to the door of Xue Tanpei's room, opened a crack in the door secretly, and saw exactly this scene.

The room was always quiet, and Yu Shen was waiting outside. He didn't believe that Jin Yunhe was addicted to drugs and could hold back his madness.

Sure enough, after a while, Xue Tanpei discovered something was wrong in the quilt.So when he lifted the quilt, he saw Jin Yunhe curled up inside biting his arm and trembling.

"What's wrong with you?"

Xue Tanpei endured all his shock and pain, and lowered himself to ask him.

Jin Yunhe just shook his head hummingly.

When Yu Shen heard this, he finally stopped waiting, walked in quietly from the door, and took out the syringe and medicine to show Xue Tanpei.

"He's addicted to drugs, Xue Tanpei." Yu Shen looked at him and said softly, "Dulengding."

"Fart!" Xue Tanpei suddenly realized the seriousness of the situation, but at first he rudely denied it, and walked up and down without looking at Yu Shen.

His mind kept repeating what to do, what to do, but he just didn't know what to do.

The two words fell into Yu Shen's ears, which caused another shock, and he stopped talking.

"How did he get it?" Xue Tanpei thought irritably, pacing faster.

Then after thinking about it, it was as if someone had hit him with a hammer, and his heart sank.

Dolphin!

He was infected with Demerol!

"Damn it, what a fuck!" Xue Tanpei slapped his forehead, "Dulengding!"

Then he laughed and cried, "So it's all my fucking fault!"

Yu Shen stepped forward to hold his hand, "It must be used by the hospital to analgesize his pain, please don't do that."

Xue Tanpei looked down at Yu Shen who was speaking softly, and saw his sadness, as well as his self-blame.

He suddenly felt that he had lived such a big life that he had never accomplished anything.

What a loser.

However, in this way, he didn't want to face Yu Shen even more, so he pulled out his hand, lowered his head and hummed, then looked at him and said, "I see, it's all my fault, you go back to rest first, I Just take care of him. Okay?"

Yu Shen was afraid that he would say this, so he shook his head: "I can help you..."

Xue Tanpei immediately refused: "I want to help him."

Then he looked at Jin Yunhe on the bed.

Yu Shen was speechless, nodded, broke Xue Tanpei's hand, put the medicine in, and left.