Where to send the rest of your life

Xue Tanpei had to help him quit this addiction this time, because of his clear purpose and strong will, he resorted to all means.

After that day, Yu Shen seldom stayed at home. He worked hard to learn Hong Kong dialect and wanted to find a job outside.After all, although he did not complete his studies, he was a good student with excellent grades.

After a long time, Xue Qinpei knew that when Jin Yunhe was addicted, his whole body felt as uncomfortable as being bitten by ants, and his physical condition was very unstable. Sometimes it was as hot as a stove, and sometimes it was so cold that he would shiver under several quilts.

Later, when he got hot, Xue Tanpei got under the quilt and let him cling to her. When he got cold, Xue Tanpei also let him cling to her.After all, when he gets hot, he cools down, and when he gets cold, he gets hot. If the two of them stick together, it will always be better.

Jin Yunhe was also sober for a small amount of time. After the addiction passed, he opened his eyes and Xue Tanpei was always by his side.

After a long time, although he couldn't believe it, he also clearly knew that this companionship was not a dream, so he just watched quietly.

But there are times when there is no other way.

Sometimes Jin Yunhe would be irritable like a calf, bumping around and couldn't stop, at this time Xue Tanpei could only tie him up, while she watched him from the sidelines.

Who knows who feels better.

In the end, the addiction was finally quit, and Jin Yunhe seemed to be a different person, and he was already too thin.When he realized that he was no longer addicted, he almost had a feeling of disbelief. He opened his sleeves tremblingly, looked at the pinholes that had faded on his arms, and stopped talking after looking at them for a while. Sitting on the ground against the wall, as if asleep.

When he woke up again, he was already in bed. Xue Tanpei didn't know what it means to quit addiction, so he ran several times in private to find Dr. Hughes, but Dr. Hughes couldn't explain why, insisting that it depends on the patient Own.

So now Xue Tanpei just picked him up from the ground habitually, and didn't know that all his efforts had paid off.

Today, Xue Tanpei has also lost a lot of weight, and the stubble on his chin has come out.

When he saw Jin Yunhe opened his eyes quietly, he knew that he was awake, so he approached and said softly, "Are you hungry?"

Jin Yunhe shook his head.

He continued to ask, "Thirsty?"

Jin Yunhe still shook his head.

He stretched out his hand to touch Jin Yunhe's body, and seeing that he was neither cold nor hot, he asked again: "Want to take a bath?"

After waking up, Jin Yunhe felt a little disbelief.

This is really Xue Tanpei.He stretched out his hand to touch Xue Tanpei's face, and did not move.

Xue Tanpei also stretched out his hand to cover it. After a while, he bent down and hugged him horizontally, and walked to the bathroom: "Let's take a shower, you stink."

Jin Yunhe quietly watched him take off his clothes and take a bath.

During this period of time, he was used to taking care of Jin Yunhe, so he knew the body well, and he could even tell where there were scars on it.

In the evening, Xue Tanpei came to ask him again as usual, only to find that he hadn't had a good time all day.

There was a burst of ecstasy in his heart, and he smiled, but he didn't dare to laugh too much, and he didn't dare to rejoice rashly.

So I just reached out and patted his ass: "Wake up, Jin Yunhe! I'll take you to eat cake."

Jin Yunhe was originally lying on his stomach, but now he also stood up.As soon as he looked up and saw Xue Tanpei's smile, he smiled too: "Get up, I can get up by myself."

Xue Tanpei didn't avoid him, and found a suit of clothes to change into. The clothes were new when she bought them, but now Xue Tanpei thought they were outdated after wearing them, and muttered, "I should buy a new one."

So he had to take Jin Yunhe out to buy clothes again.

Jin Yunhe was quite happy at first, but when he heard that he was going to go out, he immediately froze, stopped his movements, and whispered: "Can you not go out?"

Xue Tanpei knew his fear, but deliberately pretended not to know, walked over to help him fasten the buttons, patted him on the shoulder and said, "Don't you like wearing new clothes the most? Why aren't you happy?"

He didn't shy away from looking at Jin Yunhe's face, from top to bottom, looked at the still scary big cut, and said without changing his face: "Okay, it will be late in a while."

Jin Yunhe wanted to say more, but Xue Tanpei turned around and sprayed him with perfume. He stood in the foggy perfume rain and sneezed loudly as soon as he opened his mouth.

So he rubbed his nose, smiled embarrassedly, tugged the corner of his clothes a few times cautiously, looked down and said in a low voice: "It's really old, then go out for a while."

Xue Tanpei pushed him out.

In the hall, Ergou sat alone and entertained himself, feeding Rhubarb from time to time, but Rhubarb still didn't like him, and usually stayed away from him.

"Let's go out for a while. Don't open the door casually when you are at home." Xue Tanpei shouted, and hurriedly took Jin Yunhe out.

As soon as the door opened, Jin Yunhe's eyes were blinded by the sunlight, he lowered his head and blinked, and wept.Xue Tanpei also didn't see the sun for a long time, but he just blocked it with his hands, and didn't feel too uncomfortable.

It took a while for the two to get used to it. After all, the weather has started to get hot now, and summer will soon be here.Xue Tanpei suddenly remembered that Yu Shen's birthday would happen in these two days, and he still had some plans in his heart.

After all, no matter what, he will always be the one who regresses first, so he still has expectations, and wants to win back the gaze of that long-silent person.

He took Jin Yunhe to eat cake, but Jin Yunhe only felt that people on the road were staring at him.Xue Tanpei kept his eyes straight, put his hands in his trouser pockets, and led him all the way to the door of the store.

After walking for a long time, Jin Yunhe didn't bow his head anymore, and thought to himself that they saw that they were afraid, so what was he afraid of?Even later, when he saw people passing by staring at him intently, he would stare back fiercely.

Xue Tanpei sneered when he saw the frightened figure running away, and Jin Yunhe also laughed heartily.It's not that he is not bitter, even more bitter than before, but this face was scratched by himself, and after it was destroyed, he unexpectedly got something that he could not ask for, so he did not regret it, nor could he regret it.

Later, the two came out of the store with two small cakes in their hands, and they were happy to eat, so they went to make clothes.

However, it is easy to buy and eat, but not so easy to make clothes. The people in the store still speak a lot of dialects, and no one can handle the complicated communication. Pick out what you like, wrap it up and take it home.

It was very late when we got home, Xue Tanpei threw himself on the bed, turned to Jin Yunhe and said, "Why, are you still staying in my room?"

Jin Yunhe has never forgotten his terrifying face, but he forced a playful smile in front of Xue Tanpei, because he knew that everything Xue Tanpei did was due to guilt, and he didn't want that person to feel guilty: "I just hang on, you still don't want to leave?" Can you catch me?"

Xue Tanpei smiled softly, stretched his body on the bed to look at him, and then said softly: "Of course I won't, but I can't let you live here forever. If it's too late, I will hug you." You go back to the house, how many times do you come and I hug you, what do you think?"

Jin Yunhe also smiled. Facing Xue Tanpei, he also went to kneel gently on the bed.

"I like it very much. Don't you think that what you said made me want to leave even more? You can't talk, Xue Tanpei. If I were you, I would tell you to get out, and I would get out after hearing that."

Xue Tanpei restrained his smile, but still said in a tepid tone: "It's not that I can't speak, it's that you can't. I can't give you what you want, but I'll give you what I can. You keep moving forward. I backed down again and again, but there are always some places that cannot be given up. You have to keep your eyes open. Don’t be foolish and jump in when you see a pit in front of you. If you fall to your death, someone will be responsible, right? If you want to jump in on purpose, fine, I'll accompany you this time, but you can't dance every day, every year, for the rest of your life, and you still want to hang on."

Jin Yunhe lowered his head, listened carefully to what he said, then looked up at him again, imitating that tone, and also smiled: "Don't talk in a different way, just don't like it if you don't like it." If you don’t like it, you just say it, and I can accept it. But you have said so much, and it’s useless, how reasonable do you think these words are?——If I use this argument to persuade you to give up Yu Shen, you still don’t agree Slap me on the wall." Xue Tanpei understood, and lowered his head with a smile, his voice was still soft: "You are right. Then get out if you know."

Jin Yunhe sighed, bent down and kissed Xue Tanpei's forehead fiercely, and left in response: "Okay, I'm getting out."

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