Where to send the rest of your life

When he saw Xue Tanpei that night, Jin Yunhe almost felt dizzy with fear.

He drank a lot, vomited himself smelling badly, and lay dead in the doorway.

Ergou and Jin Yunhe moved him into the room with great effort, gave him a bath, and put him on the bed.He didn't open his eyes from the beginning to the end, as if he was really drunk.

Jin Yunhe was cautious, so he hurriedly poured all the cakes and a table of vegetables before Xue Tanpei woke up.

Afterwards, Yu Shen didn't go home again, so his things were left at home and no one touched them.

Only Xue Tanpei cleaned the room occasionally, fearing that there would be dust and Yu Shen would not be able to stay there when he came back.

But Yu Shen stayed at the newspaper office, and Xue Tanpei sometimes secretly waited near the newspaper office, waiting for him.Watch him go in, come out, and leave by himself.

Later, the newspaper office moved, and Yu Shen moved to Gu Junpan's house.Gu Junpan said that he wanted Yu Shen to be his lover, and Yu Shen agreed after thinking for a few days. He thought, anyway, without Xue Tanpei, everyone is the same.

After all, he doesn't love Gu Junpan, so he is not afraid.

Gu Junpan said that they would separate when he got married, and Yu Shen also said that they would separate when he got married. The two tacitly did not make any promises.

However, after half a month, Yu Shen couldn't help it, and secretly asked Gu Junpan to drive him home to have a look.At first he just wanted to sit in the car and take a look, but then he wanted to get out of the car and look at the people inside through the window, but he didn't expect that Da Huang ran out barking, and all the family members came out.

Jin Yunhe came straight over and opened the car door and pulled Yu Shen down. Gu Junpan was sitting in the driver's seat with his hands on the steering wheel.

Jin Yunhe was not polite to Gu Junpan at all, and directly stretched his face towards him, telling him that Yu Shen was going home, Gu Junpan was startled, and almost jumped when he was frightened by the long scar, but he still smiled, which was his acquiescence up.

Yu Shen half pushed and returned home, Xue Tanpei stood looking at him from afar.He always had a porcelain heart hanging high in his chest, fearing that if he acted rashly, that cheap thing made of porcelain would fall off and shatter.

The house has basically remained the same, the windows are bright and clean, and a half-played mahjong is still lying on the table.

It seems that they are doing well, Yu Shen thought, raised his head and smiled at Xue Tanpei, he couldn't find a place for himself.

"Do you want to go back to the room?" Xue Tanpei said softly, "I'll take you there."

Yu Shen nodded, followed him to open the door of his room, he walked in quietly, and found that it was spotless, even the window sill was clean, even cleaner than the hall.

This feeling is almost as if he has never left, he just went out in a trance, and he will live his life as usual after returning home.

He walked into the house and stood still, looking around, feeling sad.But at this moment, Xue Tanpei followed closely, locked the door with his backhand, wrapped his other hand around Yu Shen's head, and bowed his head and kissed him fiercely.

No, nothing is right.Xue Tanpei's mind was buzzing. On the one hand, the passion was so strong that it was hard to suppress, on the other hand, the remaining rationality was clamoring wildly.

Originally, he just wanted to watch from a distance, but why did he suddenly become uncontrollable?Xue Tanpei really wanted to regret his reckless and impulsive behavior, but it was too late. He was never a person who would go back on his word.

So he went a step further and wrapped his arms around Yu Shen's waist.

His tender words returned to his lips again, and his breath sprayed on Yu Shen's face, causing Yu Shen to become uncontrollable at the same time.

Yu Shen really wanted to resist, but he had already compromised in his heart, he just raised his arm, and it was so soft that he couldn't exert any more strength.

Xue Tanpei sensed his compromise almost immediately, so he moved and pushed Yu Shen onto the bed, and he began to unbutton the button with his hand.

The porcelain-like chest is exposed, and the thin waist shows the hollowness of the jacket.

Compared with Xue Tanpei's familiarity, Yu Shen was really jerky. He stiffened hesitantly, and even seemed a bit reluctant to open his mouth.

So Xue Tanpei slowed down, leaned on the bed and looked down at Yu Shen.He really wanted to show his affection, but the affection was hidden in his heart, and when it came to his face, it just turned into an almost solemn expressionless face.

He looked at Yu Shen fixedly from above and said, "You like me, Yu Shen."

Yu Shen lay flat on the bed, his breathing was disordered, but he lowered his eyes and did not look at him: "Yes, I like you."

Xue Tanpei got this sentence, just like a child dares to be presumptuous only after getting the permission of his parents, he took off Yu Shen's pants, and lingered presumptuously on his skin with his lips.

But Yu Shen had only one shirt left, which was half-opened and hung on his shoulder.The sudden exposure to the cold in the air made him want to shrink back, but any place that came into contact with Xue Tanpei was so hot that it seemed to be on fire.

And he was already lost in such contradictions and entanglements between the two poles.

Who is not.

Xue Tanpei stroked Yu Shen's shoulder blades, and Yu Shen obediently helped him take off his pants.

He felt that the person under him had become thinner recently, and a bone was clearly lying there, just waiting for his hand to touch it, letting him know that no one had a satisfactory life in these days.

So he put Yu Shen's earlobe in his mouth, and said vaguely: "Come back, I love you."

The person under him froze for a moment, and then let out a low ah because of the sudden rhythm. He turned his head away, trying to bury his face in pain, but there were two arms next to him, and he had nowhere to hide.

Xue Tanpei opened his eyes and looked at Yu Shen's furrowed brows, and a kind of obsession became more and more rooted in his heart. He thought, maybe only when it hurts, that person would come back to him, so he really wanted to work harder, and he couldn't stop fucking.

But after all, it was just thinking about it, since I don't have the ability to tie Yu Shen and his dream, so I have to let him go.

After all, Xue Tanpei couldn't wait for a reply, he could only temporarily wrap Yu Shen in his arms and let him truly belong to him.

Yu Shen was panting hard under his body, his white shirt was drenched with sweat.He put his hands in Xue Tanpei's hair, hooked his ankles slightly, and tapped on Xue Tanpei's shoulders rhythmically.

"You... in the future... what do you want to do..." Yu Shen asked him.

"Stay in Hong Kong."

"and then?"

Xue Tanpei stopped talking, and he didn't know what to do next.

If he really wanted to think about this long and distant second half of his life, he couldn't think of anything, he could only live one day at a time.

But Yu Shen's sigh was mixed with the intense panting, which failed to reach Xue Tanpei's ears.

Xue Tanpei pecked his mouth lightly again, and he stopped talking.

After the lingering, the two took a bath together.

Xue Tanpei was not very tired, and came out with a bath towel after washing.He was drying his hair in the room, and turned to look at Yu Shen—he was still leaning weakly in the bathtub, not wanting to move.

I knew in my heart that in the brief relationship just now, I was the only one who was comfortable. He was also a man, and he didn't want to be fucked by others.So he stepped back, leaned over and whispered in Yu Shen's ear: "Next time if you want, you can also be on it."

With mixed feelings in Yu Shen's heart, he hummed lightly.

In the past, he must have felt that Xue Tanpei would never say this, but now that he heard it, he was no longer shocked.As if he knew it already, he felt Xue Tanpei's affection.