Where to send the rest of your life

Jin Yunhe asked himself, if he really wanted to say he was sorry, he didn't think it was right.

Ruan Fenglou is more miserable than him, more pitiful than him, more beautiful than him, and maybe smarter than him, but even if he is down and out now, he probably once enjoyed a blessing, but Ruan Fenglou is an eternal toiler.In the final analysis, he felt that the reason why Ruan Fenglou had been trampled on was because Ruan Fenglou was too real.

He felt a little regretful, because he hadn't realized such reality until now.Although Ruan Fenglou is the same as himself, talking nonsense when seeing people, talking nonsense when seeing ghosts, nine out of ten sentences can't be completely believed, but he is true!This is really not superficial, only when a person is down and out, can he really see his goodness.

Thinking of this, he panicked for Ruan Fenglou, so he couldn't help but want to criticize him.

But Ruan Fenglou was still angry and disappeared, Jin Yunhe didn't have time to look for him, so he went out to search for medicine by himself first.

Although the place is empty, there will always be something left, and he has to find it by himself.

Enduring his physical discomfort, he tossed around several rooms one after another, and Ruan Fenglou walked over by himself, leaning against the door with a depressed expression, as if ready to shoot a poisonous arrow at any time.

Jin Yunhe glanced at him: "Come?"

Ruan Fenglou let out a vague moan from his nose: "What are you doing?"

"I'll see if there's anything left here."

"Don't look for it, I've searched for it and I've exhausted it. What do you want?"

Jin Yunhe straightened up helplessly and tiredly, and had no choice but to put his hands on his waist: "I'll find some medicine."

"Medicine? Why, have a fever? I just saw your blushing strangely, and thought you had taken a fancy to me." Ruan Fenglou got up from the door frame, turned his head and went out, "I'll get it for you."

Dazed, Jin Yunhe watched Ruan Fenglou go and come again, and reached out to take the medicine: "What is this?"

A pack of traditional Chinese medicine exuding a bitter smell, Jin Yunhe held it in his hand and didn't know what to do.

"Medicine." Ruan Fenglou raised his neck, "I don't know how to endure it?"

"Is there no western medicine? This is the only one left?"

"That's all that's left. How can you talk so much nonsense?"

"Then I don't want it anymore." Jin Yunhe stuffed the medicine back, and walked slowly back to the house, "I'll just sleep for a while."

Ruan Fenglou took the medicine, frowned, and didn't speak.

Jin Yunhe tossed and tossed for a while, and now he really didn't have the strength to make the medicine by himself, he would rather sleep.In his heart, he felt that this illness was really strange. Just now he had cleaned up the table and chopsticks, and he didn't feel any discomfort. Now he didn't do anything, but he couldn't even take two steps.

But he didn't think about it any further, because as soon as his head touched the pillow, he fell asleep.

There is no western medicine here in Ruanfenglou. When the Japanese came here and carried out a massacre, those who survived had already snatched up the medicine, packed up their belongings and left here.

He bowed his head and sighed, and went to the stove to light the fire again.

After the medicine was boiled, Ruan Fenglou carefully filled it up, held it with two hands, and quietly walked to Jin Yunhe's side to wake him up: "Get up, drink the medicine."

Jin Yunhe opened his eyes in a daze. Although he didn't want to drink the medicine, he knew very clearly in his heart that it was brought by Ruan Fenglou after boiling it for him, so he stood up forcefully.

"Don't you let me suffer by myself?"

"I'm afraid you're dead."

"Death is also what you want. You keep Little Taoyuan and live a life that you think is good."

"I don't want to live alone." Ruan Fenglou didn't look at him, and muttered, "Although I'm annoying you now, I won't be with you when you die. I'm making medicine for myself, not for you. Boil it, stop talking nonsense and drink."

Jin Yunhe took the medicine and drank it in two gulps.

"You don't bother me." Jin Yunhe looked at him and said.

"What did you say?"

"You've forgiven me a long time ago, besides, I didn't do anything wrong."

"Of course you are right." Ruan Fenglou laughed again, this time it was quite standard.

"But do you blame me because you once regarded me as important?"

Ruan Fenglou stopped talking, so Jin Yunhe got the answer: "I'm sorry, I used to be a beast, not only heartless, but also pretending to be smart, which is actually very stupid."

"Yeah." Ruan Fenglou nodded and smiled lukewarmly, "It's good that you know."

"I used to think of you as someone you could play with, because we're so similar. But I was wrong again, we're not alike at all, I've brought you down like this, and I've always been like this .”

Ruan Fenglou had a feeling that he had peeled his skin and dried it up again. He was frightened, and instantly became cold, but not cold anymore.

"So you have to change your temper and just become me." Jin Yunhe suddenly changed his attitude, because he knew that he had already win over Ruan Fenglou, "It's not good for you to be like this, you are heartless, just be a beast That's good."

"Bastard." Ruan Fenglou stared at him, then lowered his eyes, and cursed softly, "Your mother is a bitch."

Jin Yunhe also pursed his lips and smiled softly: "You only have to be ruthless. Look, didn't I drink the medicine in the end?"

"That's why I pity you."

"You pity me, I remember, you pity others, others don't necessarily remember. Stupid."

"I'm not like this to everyone." Ruan Fenglou looked at Jin Yunhe with a smile, "Why are you like a donkey? You are stubborn with me. Now you can see that I am doing well? Then give me the saddle. Repay me well, and don't annoy me all day long."

Jin Yunhe felt that he was playing tricks in front of him again, and at the same time felt that he was tolerating himself.But he still looked at Ruan Fenglou very seriously: "But I am doing it for your own good."

Ruan Fenglou was choked by him again.But it wasn't because he was speechless that he was choked.

Seeing this, Jin Yunhe suddenly got up and knelt on the bed, and gently hugged him.

"Okay, I won't talk anymore."

Ruan Fenglou's eyes were sour, as if he had been wronged.But he knew that this should not be a grievance, but a breakdown.

"Then shut up." He said, took Jin Yunhe's hand off his body, laid him flat on the bed and covered him with a quilt, looked down at him and said, "You can calm down for a while. "

Jin Yunhe closed his eyes obediently, pretending to be asleep.

As soon as he lay down, the room fell silent.Neither of them moved, only the slight sound of breathing remained in the air.

Ruan Fenglou stood by the bed, looking down at Jin Yunhe.Jin Yunhe turned himself sideways, tilted his neck and rested his head on his arms - his brows were slightly wrinkled, but his face was calm.

Ruan Fenglou was watching very attentively, he even held his breath involuntarily, because he felt that this moment was so quiet, he had never seen such a quiet Jin Yunhe.After watching for a while, he leaned slightly, covered Jin Yunhe with a quilt slowly and lightly, turned and left.

The wooden door creaked, opened and closed again.

How easy is it to reopen Tianhe Park?Ruan Fenglou thought, walking slowly in a trance without knowing where he was going.

Is Jin Yunhe stupid?

As soon as this idea came up, he immediately rejected it by shaking his head—how could Jin Yunhe be so stupid?He is the cleverest man in the world.He just loves to dig into the corners of his head, and that's why he always makes himself do stupid things. There are many things that he can clearly think about, but he still wants to be confused.All in all, how could he be stupid?

So with a sigh, Ruan Fenglou cleared his head in the cold wind, went back to the house, changed his clothes, and went out to ask for help.

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