Where to send the rest of your life

Fifty Eight Destiny

Gu Junpan has been suffering from a headache recently.It's not a real headache, it's a fake headache.

He felt that his appreciation and love for Yu Shen had been exhausted!

He was about to run away.

Anyway, the newspaper office would always run on its own, and he went abroad to stay for a few years, which would not have any real impact on his life.

Where have you been?Life abroad must be more comfortable, not only that, but he can also get rid of the addict around him.

So in an ordinary afternoon, Gu Junpan left Hong Kong silently.

At that time, Yu Shen was gesticulating to his subordinates in the newspaper office, and suddenly stopped talking.He ran back to his small room in a hurry, opened the drawer, tore a corner of the newspaper, filled it with white flour, put it under his nose, and started to inhale.

After inhaling, he was happy, and went back to continue gesticulating as if nothing had happened.In fact, he didn't really want to go home after get off work, because he felt that he and Gu Junpan already hated each other and disliked each other.At first he couldn't stop going to sea.lo.Because of this, he ran to Gu Junpan's place to hide in fear and helplessness, hoping that this person could do something.

But what can Gu Junpan do?He doesn't take drugs, and he doesn't care about people. He only provides funds to buy drugs for Yu Shen.And this drug bought made him feel good at first, but later on, it really made him feel tired and disgusted to the extreme.

In the same way, Yu Shen also accumulated a lot of burnout day by day towards this helpless and high-spirited Gu Junpan.

Because work must never be given up, so Yu Shen still insisted on perfunctory, chatting about everything.

He always felt empty in his heart.Because now he has truly experienced the meaning of having nowhere to rely on.

He still remembered that when he came home one day, he knocked on the door, knocked for a while, waited for a while, knocked for a while, waited for two days, knocked again, and finally had to accept that there was already a crowd The building is empty.

He is sad.The past suddenly cuts messily in his head as clearly and sharply as a movie film. The film is sharp, although it is also very soft.The relationship between him and Xue Tanpei is sharp, although it is also very soft.He regretted that he hadn't come here a few days earlier, otherwise he wouldn't have been so slow-witted.

But he couldn't regret it. Xue Qinpei's departure cut off his last ties with the past, and he had to make a living alone in a foreign land.

Yu Shen tidied up the sundries slowly, occasionally raised his wrist to look at his watch, and felt that he could drag on for a while, so he continued to tidy up the sundries.

The bed experience with Xue Tanpei brought him a wonderful experience, and he had to scratch his heart and lungs from time to time, because he had already tasted the marrow and taste.As for Xue Tanpei, he thought, naturally he would not pay too much attention to these things, probably as early as when he was young, he had already spent a lot of time, exhausting all the fresh excitement in bed.

He unbuttoned a button on his shirt, thinking of Xue Tanpei in his heart, so even the skin touched by his fingers faintly stirred.

He pretended to be careless, and continued to stroke his skin vaguely with his fingers.

After thinking about it alone for a while, Yu Shen suddenly stopped his movements, and he hurriedly buttoned up the buttons, feeling a little embarrassed.He left the newspaper.

After returning home, he found that Gu Junpan was not at home.

Yu Shen looked around blankly, and understood that another scene of people going to the sky was staged in front of his eyes.

However, not only was he not sad, but he was also relieved.He wandered around the house for a while, pacing slowly, seeing things that were not neatly placed with his eyes, he straightened them out.

This visit is most of the day.

Relying on his memory, Yu Shen restored the things that the fleeing people knocked and messed up in the chaos back to their original appearance.He stopped and went, and spent half a day creating an unpopular home. Even before he came, there was no popularity here.

Gu Junpan left behind a large, empty house with complete furniture and everything, but at the same time he took away a lot of things, so it looked like the house had been vacant for many years but cleaned brand new.

Yu Shen has never felt at home here, so he is not very nostalgic in his heart, nor does he feel sad.There are not many places that can make him feel like going home. In fact, speaking of it now, Yu Shen knows that it is by Xue Tanpei's side.

So he didn't stop any longer, he hurriedly packed his few luggage, locked the door, and left here.

Yu Shen is no stranger to this feeling of leaving in a hurry and having nowhere to return, but this time, Yu Shen has become numb.

After he left, he didn't look for a new residence, but went back to his first residence in Hong Kong - there was nothing there, and it was he and Xue Tanpei who worked hard to turn it into what it is today.

He still had the key, but never used it.He smashed a piece of glass and rolled over through the window.

He forgot his luggage on the grass outside the window, but he didn't care. He just found his room and fell on the bed with a crooked body.

Sure enough, the room remained unchanged, but a little dust had accumulated.

Yu Shen hugged a pillow and closed his eyes.

In the following days, Yu Shen lived a bit like a walking dead.

His current Cantonese is very interesting, and learning has always been his strong point.But he was very unhappy.Although now he speaks fluently and won't be treated coldly again, but he just can't like this place.

strangeness!Everything is strange!

No one will tolerate him without complaint anymore.

Sometimes he even felt that the secret of sucking white noodles was like his secret to Xue Tanpei. He regretted it, and he really wanted to get Xue Tanpei back.He has been smoking heroin all year round, without complaining, and even with a hint of willingness.Because he thought that this addiction was given to him by Xue Tanpei.

People are probably relatively cheap, they are proud of their talents, and they are proud of their pets.Have nothing to fear.Then when you lose it, you have to cry again, wiping a few tears that no one cares about.

Yu Shen didn't allow himself to cry, but he really felt that he had come to a dead end.

He wanted to find some enthusiasm for his work, but the newspaper was doing worse and worse.This is probably caused by the war, everyone seems to have lost the enthusiasm they should have for things that play with the wind and the moon.War is the biggest thing, and the rest will go to the back row.

So he thought, why not change the position of the newspaper, and go back to the mainland to see how the current battle is going, and take a look at Shanghai by the way.

With such an idea, Yu Shen finally found hope in his current life, and felt a little expectation for the first time.

Not long after, he couldn't wait to go back to the mainland, regardless of whether he hit the gunpoint or went to hell, but if he made a decision, Yu Shen didn't give himself a chance to go back on his word, and quickly left.