dear psychiatrist

At some point, Zhou Qing walked into Tao Yaoyao's consulting room.Looking at Tao Yaoyao who was standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window in a daze, Zhou Qing's heart ached, and she felt sorry for Tao Yaoyao's changes during this period of time.But these distressed words were not something he could say.

He has no qualifications, let alone a stand, and expresses his heartache to Tao Yaoyao.Perhaps this is the bitter fruit that a crush must swallow, but he dare not say a word of love buried deep in his heart.

I had no choice but to put on a happy attitude, and said to Tao Yaoyao's back with a smile, "Are you planning to stay in the office to spend this rare and splendid Sunday?"

Hearing the voice behind her, Tao Yaoyao turned her face from side to side, saw the person standing at the door clearly, and said with a slight smile, "There are still a few customers to receive." "There are still a few customers to receive."

"Liar, I just asked Li Manyun, and you didn't have any clients for the whole good afternoon." Zhou Qing chuckled when she said this, as if she saw Tao Yaoyao's speechless appearance, how interesting it was.

Almost forcibly pulling Tao Yaoyao out of the consulting room, Zhou Qing had no impure purpose, she just wanted her to go out to relax.Looking at the outside world, can you feel better?

It is said that doctors cannot heal themselves, although Tao Yaoyao can always behave decently in front of outsiders.But if you observe a little more carefully, you will notice that she is often distracted recently.

What are you thinking about? Among thousands of thoughts, is there a thought about yourself?Or did this silly girl put all her thoughts on Zhuo Qihua?Although the two have broken up...

When Tao Yaoyao stood in the afternoon sun, she felt so good bathed in the sun, she couldn't help closing her eyes slightly, and stood with the warmth of the gentle sun shining on her whole body.

Zhou Qing stood beside her, staring at Tao Yaoyao with her usual affectionate expression.Even though this woman was standing in front of him, Zhou Qing's heart was still full of longing.

"Zhou Qing, I want to go to the playground for a while." Tao Yaoyao turned to the people beside her and smiled slightly.

Ever since Tao Yaoyao broke up with Zhuo Qihua, she rarely smiled, at least Zhou Qing, who had always been secretly in love with Tao Yaoyao, had never seen a smile on her face a few times.Seeing Tao Yaoyao's smiling face again now, Zhou Qing was completely amazed. She froze in place, staring blankly at the woman beside her.

After a long time, Fang Cai realized his gaffe, nodded quickly and said, "Well, I'll go play with you."

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Throughout the afternoon, Zhou Qing willingly acted as a foil, accompanying Tao Yaoyao, sitting on the Ferris wheel with her.

Although she didn't know what kind of story was hidden behind this ferris wheel, Zhou Qing knew that there must be Zhuo Qihua and Tao Yaoyao in the story.I finally understand that some things can not be won by hard work and luck. There is also a person who is often mentioned in the mouth, which is elusive-fate.

The relationship is deep and the relationship is shallow, although it is only in one thought, it is controlled by the heart, not the will.

When she was about to leave the playground, Tao Yaoyao stopped and said to the man beside her, "Zhou Qing, I have something to say to you..."

"Yaoyao, you sit here first, and I'll come as soon as I go." Before Tao Yaoyao could continue, Zhou Qing interrupted her and said so.Immediately, without waiting for Tao Yaoyao to say anything, she hurriedly ran all the way towards the ice cream shop.

I bought two ice creams, handed one of them to Tao Yaoyao, and then casually sat on the wooden chair beside her: "Yaoyao, my career has just started. Fortunately, I am lucky, the publishing house This time the novel sold quite a lot. Although it doesn’t make much money, it’s good to have food and clothing.”

"Congratulations." Tao Yaoyao replied in an indifferent manner, but Zhuo Qihua's mind had already been pulled away.

Since breaking up, the two seem to have not seen each other for more than half a month.According to Momo, Zhuo Qihua has been very busy with work recently, and the only thing he has to do is work every day.Such a natural workaholic, I really worry that she will exhaust herself.

"When I have money, I will buy you the best house, the most expensive car, the most beautiful flowers, whatever you like, and I will buy it for you. As long as you ask, I will never frown." Zhou Sitting at the side, Qing didn't notice Tao Yaoyao's distraction.With a little expectation for the future, he spoke in detail.

"..." Hu Tianhai said a young and ignorant sentence, but it sounded a bit indescribably serious.It seemed that as soon as Tao Yaoyao opened his mouth, he would do his best to bring the good of the world to her.Tao Yaoyao was at a loss for words for a moment when she was so moved by treating one person wholeheartedly.

Perhaps because she didn't know how to express herself, Zhou Qing could only interpret what she thought in her heart through material expressions.

After all, Tao Yaoyao shook her head slightly, but didn't say anything.Just raised the corners of his mouth slightly, outlined a beautiful arc, and smiled silently.

Seeing her smile, Zhou Qing thought that Tao Yaoyao didn't believe her, so she blushed and patted her chest hard, as if trying to guarantee something: "Yaoyao, trust me, I will do what I say. Yes. I have never lied to you, not now, not in the future! What I promise to you, I will definitely fulfill my promise. "

Tao Yaoyao gave the other party a gentle smile and met his eyes.He doesn't know what virtue and ability he has, so that in his eyes, there is nothing but himself.

And Zhou Qing would not be willing to stagger her gaze, no one spoke, just looked at each other wordlessly for a moment.Finally, Tao Yaoyao put away her smile and said, "I don't need the best house, the most expensive car, and the most beautiful flowers. Because these are what your future wife should get." , and both you and I know in our hearts that your future wife cannot be me."

Although she understood what Tao Yaoyao was thinking, but knowing that she knew it, Zhou Qing's heart still beat a beat slower when she heard it with her own ears: "But..."

But, Tao Yaoyao, I just want to marry you as my future wife... Zhou Qing's lips trembled, trying to complete this sentence, but the words turned into a heavy sigh after all.

A sunny boy like Zhou Qing is not a person who likes to cry, but his eyes were still red at that moment, but he forced his eyes open, not wanting them to fall.

After calming down a bit, Zhou Qing wanted to speak and finish the half sentence that was left unsaid.Tao Yaoyao seemed to understand his thoughts, she heard her speak first: "You, don't wait for me anymore, because I can't bear it."

Tao Yaoyao never thought that there would be someone who would give unconditionally regardless of any rewards, and stand by her side waiting for her to turn around.

But I can't give him anything, although he is willing, but undoubtedly, this is an unfair relationship.Since Tao Yaoyao has already given her heart to others, Tao Yaoyao can't make any promises to him, so how can she make him wait?

The sentence "Don't wait for me any longer" made Zhou Qing's breathing stagnate in vain.He was more or less aware of the relationship between Tao Yaoyao and Zhuo Qihua, but he always pretended not to know.Zhou Qing knew how Tao Yaoyao treated her from beginning to end.

Seeing Zhuo Qihua and Tao Yaoyao declaring their love, walking hand in hand on the street, after being surprised and puzzled, Zhou Qing thought about quitting, thinking about running away.

But when Zhuo Qihua left Tao Yaoyao's life, he saw with his own eyes how haggard Tao Yaoyao was, and how he paralyzed himself with work day after day.He felt distressed, and even the heart that tried to cool down at the beginning was rekindled like a spark.

Almost involuntarily controlled by his brain, body movements are always one step ahead of thoughts.Just like that, he appeared in front of her at this moment, and told Tao Yaoyao what was on his mind.

Regarding the relationship between Zhuo Qihua and Tao Yaoyao, Zhou Qing didn't want to comment on it.On the one hand, both of them are his friends, and he hopes that both of them can be happy, but on the other hand, he doesn't want himself to live in pain.

His heart was aching from being tortured. Seeing Tao Yaoyao in pain, his heart softened, and he prayed to God that Zhuo Qihua and Tao Yaoyao could come together again.But the little devil in his heart urged him to seize this opportunity again, which made them forget each other in the rivers and lakes.

In this way, he still has another chance to hold her in his arms.In fact, he didn't want much, he just wanted such a chance, a chance to grow old with Tao Yaoyao forever.

If you take advantage of others' danger, let's take advantage of others' danger!As long as he can keep Tao Yaoyao by his side, even if he becomes the most vicious man in the world, he knows that he will be the happiest one!

Zhou Qing didn't realize that he was an infatuated man, and it wasn't because he didn't want to take his eyes off Tao Yaoyao.Tried various blind dates and meetings many times, it just proved time and time again that Tao Yaoyao had already walked into her heart.

At least, Tao Yaoyao is still by her side, isn't she?Just wait, if one year is not enough, then wait for her for five years, if five years is not enough, he still has 90/[-] years, he can wait forever.

But the phrase 'don't wait for me' completely ended the possibility of Zhou Qing and Tao Yaoyao before.Zhou Qing couldn't help thinking that Tao Yaoyao's refusal of her love might not have much to do with Zhuo Qihua.

And in the dark, maybe it is God's will.So Tao Yaoyao met Zhuo Qihua, and she met her again.

Originally, he thought that waiting for her, loving her, falling in love with her, and thinking of her were only his business.But looking at Tao Yaoyao's apologetic face beside her, she begged him not to wait any longer.At this moment, Zhou Qing finally understood that her infatuation has become a burden to Tao Yaoyao.

Zhou Qing seems to have seen the future in which she will continue to love persistently. It is nothing more than Tao Yaoyao's deliberate alienation and a more painful self.

It is almost unbelievable that from now on, there will be no shadow of Tao Yaoyao in her life.In this way, what kind of desolation will my life become?

Although his career was already in a period of steady growth, why did Zhou Qing feel powerless like never before at this moment?

But...but, this sentence of 'don't wait any longer' is Tao Yaoyao's only request to herself, even if Zhou Qing burst into tears, she would still grit her teeth and insist on carrying it out.

Zhou Qing just stared at the person in front of him, even though his vision was already blurred by tears.But still staring at it so affectionately, as if he wanted to engrave Tao Yaoyao's appearance into his mind...

Because, in the long years to come, Zhou Qing no longer has the power to look at Tao Yaoyao with such eyes.

Maybe one day, when Zhou Qing sorted out her mood, she could reappear in Tao Yaoyao's life as a friend.He said to her with the same kindness as before, long time no see.

After a long time, Zhou Qing turned her head to the other side and stopped looking at Tao Yaoyao, her eyes were full of indescribable gloom and melancholy.

After all, Zhou Qing stood up unsteadily and walked into the darkened night...