dear psychiatrist

Love is the most insignificant thing in this world. How many vows and promises that have been made forever, all collapse and fall apart the moment the couple separates, and are completely invalidated.

Love is also the most careless thing in this world. Even if the vow is fulfilled, no one will jump out and criticize it loudly.

But in fact, love is the most fragile thing in the world, and time is a gentle killer, unintentionally, it kills the promise of the time of love.The lovers who were gluey yesterday, went their separate ways today.

Therefore, Tao Yaoyao would say that using time as a promise is something only fools would do.After all, love is unreasonable.

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After waiting for nearly an hour, Tao Banxia and his party did not appear.Zhuo Qihua took a look at the sky that had turned red, like the red color after being burned by fire, and suddenly frowned.Because she knew that a thunderstorm would come soon.

"It looks like it's going to rain. I'll put up the tent first. Otherwise, I'm afraid it will be too late." Zhuo Qihua was a little anxious, and hurriedly took out the simple tent used for backpacking trips on weekdays from his backpack.They found a relatively flat open space, carefully dug out the gravel on the ground, and then quickly set up the tent.

Tao Yaoyao didn't speak, but just raised her head and glanced in the direction of the sky. Except that the sky was brighter than usual, there seemed to be no big difference.

But Zhuo Qihua put up the tent with a serious face, and he didn't see half a joke on her face at all.It was as if Zhuo Qihua was [-]% certain that the torrential rain would definitely hit tonight.

This made Tao Yaoyao a little more curious about the person in front of her.He didn't speak, just tilted his head, watching the busy figure of the person in front of him.For some reason, amid Zhuo Qihua's busy figure, Tao Yaoyao felt a warm feeling.

For Zhuo Qihua, who often travels poorly with a backpack full of luggage on his back, setting up a simple tent is not difficult at all.After a while, the tent was set up.

Zhuo Qihua patted the dust on his hands, turned his head with a sense of accomplishment, and said to Tao Yaoyao, "I don't know when the rescuers will show up. It's cold at night, so why don't you go into the tent and rest for a while?"

Tao Yaoyao would not struggle with her body, she nodded lightly, and tried to stand up from the ground, but she always pulled her injured elbow, causing her to gasp in pain.Seeing this, Zhuo Qihua hastily leaned closer to help him, but within a few steps, he was greedy and wanted to be on the spot in a blink of an eye.

"Are you hungry? I brought some compressed biscuits with me. This food is not delicious, but it can satisfy your hunger. Would you like some?" Following Tao Yaoyao sitting in the tent together, Zhuo Qihua dug out some biscuits from his backpack. Packed biscuits, unpacked one of the packs of biscuits, and handed it to Tao Yaoyao.

"Thank you." Tao Yaoyao nodded meekly and took a pack of biscuits.

Perhaps it was because she was starving, seeing Tao Yaoyao didn't talk much, she held the biscuit like a child, and gnawed it finely.Zhuo Qihua's eyes softened a little, and he seemed to be able to squeeze out a few drops of water, and said dotingly: "Eat slowly, and no one will compete with you. If you want to eat, there are still several bags."

'Tick tock' 'tick tock' the sound of raindrops falling on the tent came to the ears of the two.Zhuo Qihua subconsciously poked his head out of the tent a little, glanced at the world outside the tent, and sighed happily: "Fortunately, the tent was set up, otherwise we would be ruined."

Sure enough, it was raining, how did she tell?Tao Yaoyao gnawed on the dry and hard compressed biscuits, which she usually despises, and then turned her attention to the woman in front of her.

I really don't know how many secrets Zhuo Qihua hides.I know this, I know that, since I am so smart and understand everything, but I just can't figure out my own thoughts...

"I like rainy days." Zhuo Qihua wasn't sure if Tao Yaoyao behind him would listen to him chanting.

On rainy nights, Zhuo Qihua always likes to hold a cigarette in his mouth, and then listen for a long time to the sound of raindrops falling to the ground.Ever since, rainy days are often accompanied by melancholy moaning/groaning without illness, and Zhuo Qihua, who is addicted to cigarettes, extinguishes cigarette butts one after another in the ashtray.

This has almost become Zhuo Qihua's habit, so she almost instinctively took out the cigarette case from her pocket.With a cigarette in her mouth, just as she was about to light it, she suddenly remembered——Tao Yaoyao hates the smell of smoke.

Busily put away the cigarette again, pinched the cigarette case into a ball with some willfulness, and then threw it into the distance.Following a smooth parabola, the cigarette case was thrown far, far away by her.Zhuo Qihua looked at the cigarette box rolling three or four meters away with a happy and silly expression, and smiled childishly.

"What are you doing throwing it away? Don't you smoke?" Tao Yaoyao's voice came over.

Zhuo Qihua didn't look back, just looked at the rain falling outside the tent, shook his head and replied: "No, you don't like it."

Immediately, the two fell into their own contemplation, but neither of them felt the slightest embarrassment at the silence.Until Zhuo Qihua's cell phone rang softly in this precarious world, breaking the silence hovering between the two.

Seeing Tao Banxia's name appear on the caller ID, Zhuo Qihua hurriedly connected the call, and then turned on the speakerphone.Before he could say a word, Tao Banxia came over with a hint of anxiety and irritability: "Qihua, where are you now? It's raining heavily here, and the local residents don't want to come out to search. Hold on for a while, I'll Organize someone to come find you."

Just as Zhuo Qihua wanted to talk about the situation at the moment, Tao Banxia, ​​an impatient person, said first: "Where is Yaoyao? Qihua, let her answer the phone. Why can't she get through?"

"Brother Bandit, what are you doing? I'm not a child anymore, how can I not take good care of myself. Besides, there is Zhuo Qihua, she has a little skill, so don't worry... we won't be able to get wet tonight It's raining."

Speaking of this, Tao Yaoyao turned her face and glanced at the people beside her, and then said: "It's raining heavily, and the night road is not easy to walk, so you don't have to mobilize people to find it. We just lost our way, and it's not It’s no big deal to tell the world.”

Tao Banxia thought about it for a long time on the phone, and repeatedly confirmed that Tao Yaoyao and Zhuo Qihua were indeed safe, and just reluctantly agreed to come and look for them again the next morning.

After hanging up the phone, Tao Yaoyao lost the slightest desire to speak.The fatigue of the day broke out at this moment, leaning crookedly against the corner of the tent, and fell asleep lightly.

Zhuo Qihua hadn't heard the slightest sound from the woman beside him for a long time, Zhuo Qihua felt strange, turned his head to look to the side, and opened his eyes wide in surprise - how could she imagine such an expensive woman , would huddle in a corner of the tent, and just fell asleep so quietly.

He took off his coat and put it on Tao Yaoyao's body, then sat nearby and looked at Tao Yaoyao's face carefully.It has to be said that Tao Yaoyao's facial features are quite exquisite, even if she gets close to her body and examines her carefully, she still can't find any faults.

It wasn't until Tao Yaoyao murmured softly that Zhuo Qihua suddenly woke up from his thoughts, jumping aside instantly like a frightened little rabbit.

Focusing on Tao Yaoyao all the time, when he realized that she had no intention of waking up, Zhuo Qihua laughed to himself again.

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After an unknown amount of time, Tao Yaoyao woke up from the dream.She tried to open her eyes, but her eyelids were as heavy as lead, making it impossible for her to open them no matter what.

It's so cold, Tao Yaoyao shivered instinctively.It was as if the whole person had fallen into a hole in the ice, and the cold air from the surroundings penetrated into her body along the pores, as if it wanted to coagulate the blood together.

It was clear that Zhuo Qihua had been completely blacklisted, so why did he want to hear her voice at this moment, even if it was just a sentence.Tao Yaoyao's consciousness was a little fuzzy, her thoughts were intermittent, she wanted to ask Zhuo Qihua for a hug for a while, and then thought of the girl named Zhao Xiaoqi.

The bone-piercing chill made Tao Yaoyao forget to think.He opened his mouth, but found that speaking out, which is the easiest thing to do on weekdays, seemed extraordinarily strenuous at the moment.

Not long after being cold, the next moment she seemed to be in a sea of ​​flames again.Tao Yaoyao only felt that every skin around her body was being burned by the scorching flames.Consciousness gradually faded under the double torment of ice and fire.

An inexplicable sense of fear swept over Tao Yaoyao's heart.For some reason, she began to be afraid, afraid that if she fell asleep again, she would never wake up again.

In a hurry, Tao Yaoyao cheered up and said to Zhuo Qihua not far away, "Zhuo Qihua, I feel bad."

That night, Zhuo Qihua didn't sleep, he just sat not far away and looked at Tao Yaoyao foolishly.It's not that I really want to stare like this all night, but before I know it, the sky is bright and the east is white.

Even though Zhuo Qihua had exhausted all his thinking, Tao Yaoyao, who was determined to put herself in the cold palace, said to herself that it was "I feel bad".