dear psychiatrist

Hearing Tao Yaoyao's call, Zhuo Qihua hurriedly crawled to her side.Leaping into Zhuo Qihua's sight, there was a weak and pale face.In an instant, Zhuo Qihua became an ant on a hot pot, running around in a hurry.

Frowning tightly, she eagerly put her hand on Tao Yaoyao's forehead, the scorching heat from her palm almost frightened Zhuo Qihua.

It is not known whether Tao Yaoyao got an infection due to an injury to her elbow, or because of the high humidity in the mountains and forests, she got sick from the cold.There was no thermometer by her side, and she didn't know the extent of Tao Yaoyao's fever, so she felt that the fever was serious.

It is still unknown when Tao Banxia and his party will show up.In the first aid kit, there were no other medicines except some aspirin to eliminate the inflammation. Zhuo Qihua looked at the woman in front of him with a helpless expression, wishing he could feel bad for her.

"You have a fever. Take some medicine first to control your body temperature." Handing the pills and water glass to Tao Yaoyao, she spoke softly.

Looking at the sick and lifeless Tao Yaoyao, Zhuo Qihua's heart clenched tightly into a ball.This pain almost crushed her.If she could choose again, Zhuo Qihua would not let her take this fork in the road anyway, even if she was a complete slut in front of her, even if he carried her, he would carry her back.

But what's the use of talking about these things now?

Seeing Tao Yaoyao being obedient, she swallowed the pill with the clear water in the cup.Zhuo Qihua put away the water glass, then sat beside her and whispered, "Is it still cold?"

Hearing Tao Yaoyao's weak 'hmm', it was regarded as an answer to herself.Zhuo Qihua didn't care too much, and stretched out his hand to hold Tao Yaoyao in his arms.Try to wrap the two of them tightly with coats, hoping that your own body temperature can make Tao Yaoyao warmer.

Suddenly, I remembered a childhood movie, in which there was a scene where a girl who was seriously ill and out of medicine, gradually lost consciousness, fell into a deep sleep, and would never wake up again.Zhuo Qihua didn't know where the fear in his heart came from, but he suddenly hugged Tao Yaoyao in his arms sentimentally, and repeated in her ear over and over again: "Tao Yaoyao, don't be afraid. Leave me, don't leave me."

Tao Yaoyao didn't speak any more. In fact, even if she wanted to say something, she didn't have the energy to spare.It just subconsciously burrowed into Zhuo Qihua's arms, like a helpless little cat.

It wasn't until Tao Banxia's call came to Zhuo Qihua's ears from afar that she recovered from her deep thoughts.It was also the first time that Tao Banxia's slightly vicissitudes voice was so pleasant.Quickly leaning Tao Yaoyao against the edge of the tent, she hurriedly got out of the tent and shouted in the direction of Tao Banxia's call: "Master, we are here, here..."

Hearing Zhuo Qihua's call, Tao Banxia, ​​who had hardly slept all night, finally let out a long sigh of relief.There was a heavy rain last night, and Tao Banxia's heart was also tugged all night.

From childhood to adulthood, Tao Banxia has loved Tao Yaoyao, her precious sister.How could she be willing to let her sleep in the wild in the heavy rain!

"Where's Yaoyao?" Tao Banxia hurriedly opened his mouth when he ran to Zhuo Qihua.

"Sleeping in the tent, I just had a high fever, took two aspirin, and I'm sleeping now." Zhuo Qihua was also impatient, pointing in the direction of the tent while talking to Tao Banxia.

Inside the hospital... Tao Banxia politely declined the kindness of his colleagues to stay with him, and after sending everyone away one by one, he sat beside Tao Yaoyao's hospital bed with a tired face.

Zhuo Qihua was naturally one of Tao Banxia's 'drive away' colleagues, but she didn't feel sleepy after a whole night, and she was unwilling to leave the hospital like this no matter what.Finally, she turned and went back to the door of Tao Yaoyao's ward, looking inward through the door, the face that made her worried.

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Early the next morning, Zhuo Qihua appeared at the door of the ward early.I specially cooked a la carte porridge, and wanted to have breakfast with Tao Yaoyao.I thought I was the first one, but I didn't want Xie Yaohui to come earlier than her.

For some reason, seeing Xie Yaohui looking at Tao Yaoyao with an affectionate expression on his face, Zhuo Qihua felt particularly uncomfortable, as if he had knocked over a bottle of five flavors, with an indescribable sourness floating in his mouth.

Laughing at himself, Zhuo Qihua suddenly felt that he could be stupid.Standing there seemed to be spying on other people*, but when she was asked to turn around and leave, Zhuo Qihua couldn't move half a step away.

So he let himself fall into such a dilemma.It wasn't until Tao Yaoyao in the ward saw Zhuo Qihua's figure that she said calmly, "Standing at the door as a guard?"

"Didn't this cause you to be seriously ill, I feel guilty, I made you a bowl of porridge specially." Scratching his head, facing Xie Yaohui's embarrassing expression, Zhuo Qihua stepped into the ward bravely.While talking, she shook the thermos in her hand, for fear that others would question the real reason for her coming.

Immediately glanced at it, it was filled with tables.Zhuo Qihua was stunned for a moment, but still picked an empty seat, and put his thermos bottle into the pile of food.

The three reluctantly chatted for a while, Zhuo Qihua couldn't stand the atmosphere at first, and finally said goodbye.

Not knowing what kind of mood he was carrying, Zhuo Qihua walked out of the ward, but he was not in a hurry to leave.He just stood at the gate of the hospital, smoking a cigarette fiercely.

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When he saw Zhuo Qihua standing at the gate of the hospital with a slightly melancholy back, it seemed to touch a certain weakness in Xie Yaohui's heart.

Seeing Zhuo Qihua with a cigarette in his mouth, Xie Yaohui didn't react too much, it seemed like a trivial matter that was commonplace.Xie Yaohui, who had never smoked, wanted to pursue the smoky feeling, so he begged for a cigarette from the woman beside him.

Taking a cigarette from Zhuo Qihua's hand, Xie Yaohui followed Zhuo Qihua's example, put the cigarette in the corner of his mouth, and lit the cigarette with the fire she handed over.He wanted to swallow clouds and mist in a chic way, but he didn't want to be choked and coughed again and again.

"Hey, I confessed to Tao Yaoyao just now, she said that she still has no way to forget Chen Yeping." Standing beside Zhuo Qihua, Xie Yaohui said with a sad face.But these words were stuck in Xie Yaohui's heart, but there was nowhere to complain.

When I think about it carefully, I am a failure enough, I grow up so big that I don't even have a person to entrust the secret to.Going around but found the pain in my heart, I can only tell the people who tried desperately to be sarcastic.

"Chen Yeping?" Zhuo Qihua didn't care about Xie Yaohui's rejection at all, but Chen Yeping mentioned by Xie Yaohui caught her attention.

"You don't know Chen Yeping? Tao Yaoyao's first love boyfriend." Xie Yaohui looked at Zhuo Qihua with the eyes of a Martian, as if he didn't know that Chen Yeping was an intolerable thing.

Xie Yaohui reached out and patted Zhuo Qihua's shoulder, wanting to pull her to drink with him, so he casually used this topic as a bargaining chip for the invitation and said, "Hey, let me have a drink or two, I'll tell you slowly. "

Going to get drunk early in the morning is really not a good idea.Xu was worried that the chips were not enough, so Xie Yaohui paused and added: "I invite you."

in the bar...

Listening to Xie Yaohui's intermittent description, he heard about the past of Tao Yaoyao and Chen Yeping.Zhuo Qihua's face became paler and paler, and he finally understood why Tao Yaoyao asked 'how long will he like it'.

And his own answer was so stupid, but he thought he was smart and secretly pleased, thinking that Tao Yaoyao would be moved by this answer.

Time will eventually separate everything, and those sweet-talking loves are the ones who died the worst under the butcher's knife of time.Only now did Zhuo Qihua understand the meaning of the sadness and helplessness on Tao Yaoyao's face the moment he heard his answer.

There has never been such a moment that Zhuo Qihua would look forward to turning back time like this moment.In this way, there will be another chance to tell Tao Yaoyao another answer.

If that's the case, don't you need to see the sadness that made your heart stop suddenly on her face again?If possible, I never want to see the slightest trace of sadness across her face.

Closing his eyes, Zhuo Qihua seemed to be able to see how Tao Yaoyao was alone, helplessly facing the empathy of his first love and the betrayal of his best friend.

I don't know if Tao Yaoyao still believes in love, but at this moment, Zhuo Qihua wants to tell her loudly, please must... believe in love.

"Drink!" Zhuo Qihua picked up the wine glass, poured a big gulp of beer into his mouth, and said to Xie Yaohui beside him.

"Yes, don't think about fucking love anymore, drink!" Xie Yaohui drank the wine in his glass, put down the glass heavily again, turned his face and shouted at Miss Beer in the distance: "Miss, have another dozen Beer, if you don’t get drunk today, you won’t go home!”

Facing Xie Yaohui's single-minded desire to get drunk, Zhuo Qihua wanted to appear in front of Tao Yaoyao in the next second.Give her a warm hug, whisper softly, believe me.But he was surprised to find out, what kind of person was he, and what kind of position was he standing on to be able to say these words to her?