dear psychiatrist

Squatting beside Tao Yaoyao, Zhuo Qihua watched the little milk dogs licking the milk on the plate.Zhuo Qihua simply took the lunch box he packed out of the plastic bag and ate it on the spot.

It should be said that Zhuo Qihua's requirements for food are not low, but he can't satisfy his hunger.With street fried rice in hand, it is also satisfying to eat.Listening to Zhuo Qihua muttering 'delicious' while eating fried rice.

Tao Yaoyao tilted her head, quietly watching the idiot beside her holding a bowl of fried rice and eating with the company of the little milk dog.After a long time, she asked in a flat tone, "Stingy, eat slowly..."

If Zhuo Qihua hadn't been squatting beside Tao Yaoyao, if he hadn't been fully focused on the woman beside him, Zhuo Qihua would not have believed that those gentle words just now were not his imagination.

Smiling at the woman beside him, Zhuo Qihua didn't speak, and continued to eat fried rice.Although it was the cold winter season, Zhuo Qihua felt warm like spring in his heart because of this caring words that penetrated into his heart.

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"Dinglingling..." The sound of an old-fashioned alarm came from the mobile phone, and Zhuo Qihua suddenly withdrew his thoughts from the dream.Sitting up from the bed almost on a conditional basis, he sat in a daze for a long time before realizing that the phone was still buzzing.

Wiping the fine beads of sweat from his forehead, Zhuo Qihua connected the phone, and heard Guo Mingjie's voice from the other end of the phone: "Hey, sister Zhuo, it's time to get up. Don't be late!"

"Xiao Guo, should I call you father or mother from now on? Ever since I was a child, no one has ever called me that way!" In the past, Zhuo Qihua would never speak so unreasonably, almost He roared and vented the unhappiness in his heart to Guo Mingjie.

"Sister Zhuo, why did you lose your temper all of a sudden? Oh, I see, did it wake you up? This is the legendary wake-up qi, I really saw it." Regarding Zhuo Qihua's anger, Guo Mingjie completely Instead of being annoyed, she secretly became excited after seeing Zhuo Qihua's aura of getting up.

This left Zhuo Qihua speechless, after a long silence, he finally apologized: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was talking too fast."

"Sister Zhuo, it's okay, don't worry about it. It's all right, get up quickly." Guo Mingjie laughed a few times on the other end of the phone, then hung up the phone.

Hearing that Guo Mingjie hung up the phone, Zhuo Qihua threw the phone aside, stretched out his hand and rubbed his slightly aching temple, recalling the nightmare just now, he still had lingering fear in his heart.

He shook his head vigorously, trying to get all the thoughts out of his mind, but Lao Cui's face still appeared in front of his eyes.

In fact, on the night that old Cui passed away, Zhuo Qihua had received a call from Aunt Cui, but at that time she was facing the TV screen, playing Mario and Sonic Wii games.He clearly noticed Aunt Cui's caller ID, but he didn't take it seriously at all, still indulging in the pleasure brought by the game.

Zhuo Qihua never imagined that Old Cui had a myocardial infarction that night and left this world forever.When Zhuo Qihua heard the news, he was full of regrets, thinking over and over again if he had answered the phone at that time, would the ending be different?Can Lao Cui not die?

Zhuo Qihua didn't dare to look down and think carefully, she was afraid that it was not the myocardial infarction that killed Lao Cui, but herself!Afraid that Aunt Cui would lose her wife, Cui Anjie was the culprit for losing her father!

There has never been such a moment that I want to turn back time.If she is given another chance, this time, she will never play games again.If she is given another chance, she will definitely be in front of Lao Cui in time.

What makes Zhuo Qihua feel guilty the most is not that he killed old Cui, but Aunt Cui's tolerance.One day after Old Cui left, Zhuo Qihua finally mustered up the courage to meet Aunt Cui once.That kind woman didn't hold any resentment from the beginning to the end, she didn't even mention the distress call she made to Zhuo Qihua that night.

Zhuo Qihua knew that Aunt Cui didn't blame her, but she would rather Aunt Cui scolded herself a few times than to keep her mouth shut.It was Aunt Cui's tolerance that made Zhuo Qihua unable to let him go!

Zhuo Qihua has always buried this matter deeply in his heart, never mentioned it to anyone, and does not intend to share it with others.Just like what the absolute majority of people do, Zhuo Qihua just wants to bury this secret in his heart forever.

Because the deceased was gone, life and death separated Cui Bin and Zhuo Qihua, no matter what efforts Zhuo Qihua made, there was no way to make up.The only thing Zhuo Qihua can do is to try to be nice to Aunt Cui and Cui Anjie and try to improve their living conditions.Only in this way can Zhuo Qihua's guilty heart gradually calm down.

Perhaps, Zhuo Qihua is a selfish person, trying to be nice to Aunt Cui and Cui Anjie, but just to make her own conscience feel better.

Glancing at the clock on the wall, seeing that he was about to be late, Zhuo Qihua stopped thinking about it and hurriedly dressed and washed...

When Zhuo Qihua ran out of the house in a hurry with his bag on his back, he was surprised to find that this brat Guo Mingjie was standing at the door of his house.

Surprised by him, Zhuo Qihua instinctively took a step back, tilting his head as if trying to figure out what Guo Mingjie was up to?

Zhuo Qihua thought about it, but he couldn't come up with a result, and he didn't bother to think about it, so he asked directly, "What are you doing standing here so early in the morning?! Pretending to be a door god to ward off evil spirits for me?"

"Sister Zhuo, look at your venomous mouth! I came here on a special trip to be your driver." Guo Mingjie looked at Zhuo Qihua with a naive smile on his face.

And Guo Mingjie's naive smile, in Zhuo Qihua's eyes, turned into a playful smile.Zhuo Qihua stretched out his hand to push Guo Mingjie aside, and shouted, "Nervous! Get up, don't block my way to work."

"Hey, sister Zhuo...wait a minute, I have something to say to you." Seeing that Zhuo Qihua was about to leave, Guo Mingjie's spirit came out of nowhere.He hurriedly stopped Zhuo Qihua, seeing Zhuo Qihua looking at him with a puzzled expression, Guo Mingjie opened his mouth, but he was annoyed to find that those words that he had practiced in front of the mirror over and over again, At this moment, he couldn't speak a word.

Subconsciously, he took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit one for himself, and smoked vigorously.As the smoke came out, Guo Mingjie relaxed a lot.

"Hey, when did you get into the problem of smoking? I finally quit smoking, but you got into it again." Seeing Guo Mingjie, who had never smoked, he picked up a cigarette at this moment, quite poised pumped up.A trace of surprise flashed across Zhuo Qihua's face, and he opened his mouth jokingly.

Without picking up Zhuo Qihua's topic, Guo Mingjie took a few puffs of cigarettes, and then extinguished the remaining half. He took a long breath, as if he had made a huge determination and said: " Sister Zhuo, I like you. I like a woman like you, capable and courageous. The images of you rushing forward without hesitation and slapping Zheng Nan several times flashed before my eyes again and again."

Zhuo Qihua's face was very expressive, she never expected that the first day of reinstatement would be so exciting.But still didn't believe this fact, she heard her struggling and said: "Yeah, I like you too. We are friends."

Guo Mingjie didn't give Zhuo Qihua a chance to struggle, and made it clear: "Sister Zhuo, there are really not many brave girls like you. I want to chase you! I want you to be my girlfriend!"

Ever since, Zhuo Qihua subconsciously held the idea of ​​'retiring bravely in the torrent', seeing her open her mouth, he was stunned for a while, then turned his head and left.For Guo Mingjie's confession, just pretend that you didn't hear it.

Seeing Zhuo Qihua almost turning around and running away, Guo Mingjie didn't react much, but shouted loudly at her back: "Sister Zhuo, I'm serious! I want to chase you!"

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When Zhuo Qihua ran down the residential building, she looked back with lingering fear.Zhuo Qihua let out a long sigh after confirming that that brat Guo Mingjie didn't catch up.

It seems that she understands Tao Yaoyao's mood of sending people good cards every day.Zhuo Qihua couldn't feel any other feelings except panic and astonishment, not to mention the heartbeat and surprise that others often said.

Oh, to be precise, Zhuo Qihua was shocked by Guo Mingjie's confession, but as for the joy...not at all.

When passing by Cui Anjie's canteen, Zhuo Qihua subconsciously glanced into the canteen.Coincidentally, Cui Anjie was also looking at her.

Zhuo Qihua stopped in his tracks, glanced at Cui Anjie, and was about to say something, but Cui Anjie preempted him: "Little policeman, are you free this afternoon?"

"Whether you are free or not depends on what you want from me. If you want to move or exchange goods, I don't have time. If you invite me to dinner, maybe I can really find the time!" Zhuo Qihua smiled, looking extremely powerful.

Cui Anjie didn't say anything, just smiled "hehe", then rolled her eyes at Zhuo Qihua.Zhuo Qihua, who received the blank stare, felt bored, so he put away the joke, and said seriously: "What's the matter, just tell me what you have to say. I'm rushing to work."

Cui Anjie took a deep look at the person in front of her, opened her mouth, but shook her head again.Zhuo Qihua has seen such a hesitant expression on Cui Anjie's face more than once during this period of time.

Zhuo Qihua was really not in the mood to guess what Cui Anjie was thinking at this moment, and urged with a little impatience: "What's the matter?! Even if his head is lost, it's just a scar the size of a bowl. What are you talking about, you hesitated to say something but didn’t open your mouth. If you don’t say anything else, I’m going to work!”