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Staying outside the operating room, he has other patients and work.

This operation lasted four hours, and he had to concentrate for a long time. After the operation was completed, Yang Mingjie was already a little tired.

It will take some time to recover after the operation. During this time, Yang Mingjie will definitely stay in the hospital for a long time.Not as a doctor, but as a lover.

Dr. Yang's office is equipped with a folding bed and simple toiletries, which are usually used when working night shifts.When he got off work, Shen Muzhen went to the supermarket and enriched these simple things. He also bought a rice cooker and rice so that he could cook porridge for his little boyfriend.

The supermarket is far away from the hospital, and it took a lot of time to go back and forth. In addition to the not-so-early off-duty time, when he finished it, the sky was starless and the lights were like will-o'-the-wisps.

In this quiet night, there is a man running towards the wind, with a tall figure and long hair fluttering.

Behind him is the sky and night, and he is in it, with the lights of the hospital that are as bright as day all night long.His eyes are still clear and magnanimous, with the same depth as the night sky, and the hazy and mysterious dawn, which is as fascinating as ever.

"elder brother."

He yelled softly, his voice was ethereal, it didn't sound real, but Shen Mujin hardly dared to move.

He was afraid that this was just a hallucination, or that he was blinded by longing. He didn't even dare to blink, for fear that this hard-won illusion would disappear if the vision was interrupted for a moment.

It's too sad to be unable to grasp the real ones, or to keep the fake ones.

But there are always times when people can't help themselves.Even though Shen Mujin knew that the best choice now was to stand still and take advantage of the phantom to take a few more glances, her legs just moved forward in disbelief, getting closer and closer to the source of the throbbing until only two feet away. After half a step, I tentatively raised my hand to touch it.

The expected shattering of the illusion did not come as expected. Although the touch was cold and cold, it was indeed real.

The person who really existed in front of his eyes grabbed his hand, bent slightly and hugged him, his chin rested on his shoulder, and the corner of his mouth touched his earlobe, like a kiss but not a kiss.

"Brother, give me a home."

He said softly, the sound was blown by the night wind, and it was not very clear, Shen Mujin could only hear a few intermittent words.But even if she didn't hear clearly, Shen Mujin subconsciously hugged him tightly and nodded slightly.

46. ​​Take a long walk slowly

◎If you want to keep walking with him, then walk slowly, take a long way, walk slowly. ◎

The lake at night is very quiet, and the evening breeze blows on the cheeks, bringing coolness.Blackness enveloped the house, swallowed up the noise, and the streets in the distance were also deserted and silent, everything seemed so peaceful.

In the dark and gloomy night, the two walked slowly forward on the soft sand.The night wind is fresh and cool, blowing lightly, the air is filled with the scent of lake cement and soil, and the soft sand still has the residual heat from the sun during the day.

The green hills surrounding both sides of the strait are still graceful and welcoming, just like in memory.

This small place is far less technologically advanced than the high-rise buildings in big cities, but it is the most familiar and kindest appearance in memory.It changes very slowly, so slow that when you go out for a trip, you will still be the same when you come back.

Although the development is slow, it is enough to make people feel at ease.

Walking to the edge of the lake, unable to move forward, the two stopped at the same time.

"Come back this time...do you still want to go?" Shen Mujin had finished speaking before realizing that she had asked a stupid question.

How could he stay in such an unembarrassing relationship between them now.He really wanted people to think stupidly of their brains, and they could ask such non-brained words.

He hurriedly took it back: "It doesn't matter if you don't stay, the room will be reserved for you, when you want to go home..."

"I'm not leaving, I want to stay." Gu Fengzhu interrupted him, half turned around and looked over, "Or... brother wants to drive me away?"

Shen Mujin was stunned for a moment, and after digesting it dumbfoundedly, she came to her senses, excited and at a loss: "No... I didn't mean that, I won't drive you away... Never, you can stay as long as you want... ..."

Seeing his eagerness to explain, Gu Fengzhu wanted to tease him, so he leaned slightly closer to his ear, deliberately lowered his voice, blew into his ear, and said ambiguously: "Brother, are you sure? If you don't drive me away, I can It’s about to become a permanent resident here.”

Shen Mujin was so confused by his bragging, she didn't even know what she said, and she replied based on her feeling: "You stay... stay, and I will stay... stay together together."

Gu Fengzhu was amused by his dazed appearance, let him go and straightened up: "Why are you staying? Don't you plan to go to the big city?"

"I...don't go." Shen Mujin said, "The operation...is replaced."

Gu Fengzhu was stunned for a moment, but did not react: "Why? You are not..."

"I miss you." Shen Mujin hugged him and said softly, "I want to stay, stay and wait for you."

"Then you missed..."

"Not missed."

"I'm very glad that I didn't miss you." He hugged him cherishingly, enjoying this moment of peace and satisfaction with nostalgia.

He always remembered a sentence his father said later: If you want to go on with him, then go slowly, take a long way, and go slowly.

Gu Fengzhu didn't have many things, Shen Mujin wanted to help, but he refused.Living alone for more than a year, he is used to doing these things, but he is still not used to having help.

When he was tidying up, Shen Mujin was watching from the side.Watching him tidy up in an orderly and unhurried manner, proficient and natural, as if he has done it many times before, and will repeat it again someday in the future.

He suddenly panicked.

"Can you not go back?" He tentatively asked, his voice trembling.

He didn't dare to go forward to hug him, so he could only hesitate on the spot, begging in a low voice: "You are alone over there, you are too lonely."

Gu Fengzhu looked at him suspiciously, Shen Mujin hurriedly said: "This is not pity, nor pity."

I like it, because I like it, so I can't bear it.

"Brother." Gu Fengzhu got up and walked over, and said, "I suspect you didn't hear what I said before."

He lowered his head halfway, held his shoulder to look at him, and said seriously: "Brother, whether I didn't make it clear or you didn't understand, I'll say it again."

"Come back this time, and I won't leave."

"I want to stay with you and take root in this city. You were born here, I live here, and we live here together."

"As long as you don't drive me away, I will always be here."

Shen Mujin felt that she might have been fooled by the wind or her mind was confused, and she had already got the answer, but she used it to ask again.

"I...yes...sorry, maybe...my brain is not clear." He almost cried out in anger, anxious and at a loss, "I forgot I asked, I was just afraid...afraid that I heard it wrong I'm afraid I'm hallucinating..."

"It's okay, brother."

Gu Fengzhu held his hand with both hands, just like he did to himself before, solemnly said word by word: "I know your fear. Don't worry, I won't leave. I will always be with you, you can Confirm with me again and again."

He took out a black cardboard box from the bottom of the suitcase. The box was wrapped with a black ribbon. The packaging was very good, and it was protected by layers of clothes in the middle, without any damage.It contained all origami that he carefully folded, and now that it was full, it was time to send it out.

Shen Mujin accepted it but did not open it. He was so familiar with the box that he could already guess what was inside without opening it.There must have been a lot of green paper frogs inside, and the box was folded to the brim, so much that it almost couldn't fit.

The suitcase was still open, and after the box was taken away, the things that had been pressed at the bottom of the box were exposed without hiding.

With the green background as the background, a strange-looking creature stood with its ears stunned.Cut along its outer contour to make a balloon that looks a bit like a cartoon frog standing up.It had been deflated, deflated to the thickness of a plastic bag, carefully folded, and pressed against the lowest end of the suitcase.

"You still keep it." Shen Mujin said.

Gu Fengzhu looked back and said, "Well, I think it's okay, so I'll keep it." He wisely didn't mention the monster brother he bought together.

"I brought back my one too." Shen Mujin said, turned around and left the room, and when she came back, there was something floating in her hand.

Gu Fengzhu walked over, pulled the white thread down, grabbed the balloon and poked it, and asked him: "How do you inflate the balloon? Why can't mine fly?"

Shen Mujin pointed to the dark window and said: "There is an old man selling this below. He has something special to cheer up. I asked him for a favor."

He walked over to pick up the deflated balloon and said, "I'll go again tomorrow, and I just bought a few more to keep them company."

"It's a green-skinned frog." Gu Fengzhu said.

"It's not over yet?"

Gu Fengzhu grabbed the frog's inflatable paw and hit him lightly: "Buy it or not?"

"Buy, buy, buy." Shen Mujin looked at him helplessly, "Do you want anything else?"

"Um……"

Gu Fengzhu thought for a while, hugged the balloon and said, "I'm hungry, I want to eat."

Shen Mujin rubbed his head and said with a smile: "Okay, I'll do it."

Gu Fengzhu didn't pack his things anymore, and ran to the living room, holding the little frog and waiting for dinner.

He thought that after the two reconciled, life would be like this in the future.He's still his older brother, he's still his younger brother, it won't change.But he didn't know that what was lost and recovered would never return to its original appearance.

47. Take root

◎Wandering and lonely for a long time, I finally have a place to return to. ◎

Gu Fengzhu had already resigned from his job there before he came back, but now that he comes back here, his job will be the same again.