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want to call you. Qiu Sanyue looked at it and said with a smile, "All the apples have fallen." "

"Ah, I'm sorry." Gu Fengzhu noticed a few apples rolling around on the ground, and hurriedly picked them up and washed them again.

"What are you thinking about? I'm so fascinated, I didn't notice it while washing it." The cat came back bouncing, Qiu Sanyue leaned forward slightly, half-bent down to catch it, hugged it in her arms, and inserted her fingers into the hair. Brush it.

Sleepy stretched her neck comfortably, and licked his fingers.

"Just... recently, I suddenly feel a little confused and can't see through, so it's a bit..." Gu Fengzhu put the washed fruit into the fruit plate, put it on the coffee table in the living room, and pushed Qiu Sanyue over, and then sat down on the sofa on, with a troubled look on his face.

"That's it." As Qiu Sanyue said, his combing fingers suddenly became stiff. He raised his head and glanced at the sad young man on the sofa, and put his hands on his knees calmly, and stopped moving, "It's convenient." Tell me about it?"

Sleepy was a little dissatisfied with his sudden stop, and arched his head. Seeing that the master still didn't respond, she jumped down on her own, stepped on the sofa to the window, and ran to the haystack to bask in the sun.

"Actually, it's nothing, just..."

While peeling apples with a fruit knife, Gu Fengzhu talked to Qiu Sanyue.

It's not complicated to say, it's just the relationship between the two men, and he can't tell the cause and effect, so he can only pick the important ones and talk briefly.

Qiu Sanyue has been very quiet, listening without moving, and being the most qualified listener.

"...That's about it—here." Gu Fengzhu handed him the peeled apple and said.

Qiu Sanyue sat without moving, shook her head slightly, and said, "No need."

"jingle--"

"actually……"

"Wait a minute, I'll open the door." Gu Fengzhu interrupted him, smiled apologetically, got up and opened the door.

Qiu Sanyue watched him bypass her to open the door, only to realize that she didn't hear the doorbell at all.

He looked at his hands that could no longer move, and smiled in relief.

"San Yue, I'm here to see you." The visitor ran over with two bags of things open, but he was afraid of hurting the person in the wheelchair, so he hugged him vaguely.

"Here we come. It happened that there was an apple on the table, so I just peeled it. I took it and ate it myself." Qiu Sanyue didn't push him away, and after he finished hugging him, she said with a smile.

"Okay, thanks." Wu Tao put the bag on the tea table with a smile, picked up the apple and sat on the sofa and began to chew, "By the way, I bought a lot of new toys for Sleepy—where's Sleepy?"

"It's over there." Qiu Sanyue raised her chin towards the window and said with a smile.

"Then I'll play with it when it comes in." He looked back and turned back, and said, "What were you talking about just now?"

Qiu Sanyue glanced at Gu Fengzhu, said with a smile: "It's nothing, he said that I and Mu Jin are very similar, so we talked about appearance and facial features."

"Mujin? The one you guys often mentioned before, the Dr. Shen you only saw in photos?" He recalled, patted his thigh, and turned to look at Gu Fengzhu, "Just before, during the Chinese New Year, I stayed at your house the one from?"

"Hey, let alone, he and Sanyue really look alike. You and Xiaozhu, Xiaozhu, are also very similar when you sit with your head down and don't talk." He rubbed his chin and looked at Gu Fengzhu seriously. With a pensive look on his face, "It's strange, obviously your personality and appearance don't resemble him at all, but why do I see his shadow in you?"

yeah why?

Gu Fengzhu was also asking himself.

Why do you see his shadow on him?Obviously... not alone.

Seeing that the two of them were silent, Wu Tao joked to break the silence: "Maybe... you were born by the same mother in your previous life?"

"Maybe." Qiu Sanyue looked indifferent, as if she didn't care much about his joke.He looked up at Gu Fengzhu, and pointed out: "But you are not the same person after all."

"I have seen this sentence: the people you know, the places you see and the things you experience make up your memory and life."

He took a breath in silence, and continued: "So, no matter how you look like, it's just like, the real person is different and irreplaceable."

After listening to Gu Fengzhu, he was quite touched.

He looked down at his hands, it was these hands that Zeng En had avenged and killed others before, and also made soup for him when he got up in the morning.

His hands were covered with blood, and his body was burdened with sins and retributions that had yet to come, and he was about to be riddled with holes.

But even so, he still wants to try to touch the light.

I want to protect my beloved you with my devastated body.

The depression in his heart for many days disappeared at this moment, as if the clouds and mists were lifted to see the sky again, he smiled at Qiu Sanyue and said, "Thank you, I'm looking for my life."

He ran out the door.

The sun in early summer, with the warmth of spring and the slight blazing of summer, shines on the freshly unearthed grass on the roadside, full of warmth and new life.In front of him are small bridges, flowing water, blue sky and white clouds, and behind him are silly cats chasing their tails and a gentle and smiling cat owner.

With a clear heart, he carried his blessings on his back and strode forward without any scruples, rushing to wait in the distance.

Alone, full of joy.

45. Give me a home

◎I'm back, back with you. ◎

On February [-]st of the lunar calendar, the weather was fine.At [-]:[-] noon, there was a knock on the door of the dean's office.

"Please come in."

The dean with gray temples raised his head, saw the young man coming in through the lens, and smiled kindly: "Xiao Shen, why are you here? Sit down."

Shen Mujin sat down in front of the dean, thought for a while, and said: "Dean, you can replace Ajie, that operation... I won't do it."

The old man has always taken good care of him and placed his expectations on his future generations. He can see that he values ​​himself.Now that he is determined to make a decision, he doesn't regret it, he just feels sorry for the old dean who values ​​him.

After Shen Mujin finished speaking, she didn't dare to raise her eyes to see the dean's expression.He thought that the face with the nasolabial folds must be full of disappointment and regret at this moment.

"Xiao Shen, what happened? It's okay, just tell me..."

"No, Dean." Shen Mujin said seriously, "I want to stay, stay in this city."

This is a difficult operation, but it is not necessary for him.There are not many people in the world who can undergo this surgery, but it is not too small.Why did that young man insist on coming to this small city to have this operation? Shen Mujin was still puzzled at first, but after she understood the reason, she felt that this opportunity did not belong to him.

The patient's family promises to recommend whoever is cured. In other words, whoever is his attending doctor can get this opportunity, save ten or even decades of struggle, and go to a large hospital in a first-tier city. The future is bright.So someone is willing to give up this rare opportunity and choose to stay and continue to struggle in this small city, the dean is a little unbelievable, not to mention that this person is the young and promising Shen Mujin.

The old man took off his glasses and looked at the young man in front of him seriously, trying to see his helplessness from the unchanging expression.

But he was still disappointed in the end. In those eyes, there was openness and natural calmness, without any sign of forced unwillingness.

This promising young man is really planning to give up the prosperous future that is about to be obtained.

The old man put on his glasses again, picked up the case sheet on the table and looked at it, waved his hand and said to him: "Think about it again, if the answer is still the same after three days... then explain it to your patient and do it with Xiao Yang." Let's hand over the work."

There was no accusation of hating iron and steel, and his performance was very calm, just like an ordinary afternoon chat, and he just let it go without taking it to heart.But Shen Mujin knew that he must be disappointed in his heart, but as a senior and superior, he carefully concealed it.

Shen Mujin bowed deeply to him with respect and gratitude.

April [-]th of the lunar calendar, early summer, the weather is fine.At [-]:[-] in the morning, the operating room lights came on.

Shen Mujin stood outside the door of the operating room, looking at the closed door, feeling relaxed.

Half an hour ago, while preparing for the operation, Yang Mingjie asked Shen Mujin for the umpteenth time: "Are you doing it?"

Shen Mujin shook his head resolutely at that time, and Yang Mingjie said: "You can think clearly, this is a rare encounter, and if you succeed, you will save years of struggle."

No one knows better than the two of them what kind of bright future is connected behind this operation.Shen Mujin smiled, patted him on the shoulder, and said, "Then congratulations in advance. Treat me to dinner after finishing."

"Have you really thought it through?" he asked him one last time.

"Think clearly, come on." Shen Mujin said.

He completely gave up this opportunity to the person who deserved it the most.

The failure rate of this kind of operation is always higher than the success rate, but Shen Mujin is not worried.Although his brother looked careless and nervous, no one knew his strength better than him.

He could, he never doubted.

At the same time, outside the airport.

The long-haired young man with a high ponytail dragged his suitcase and looked up at the clear, tile-blue sky.

There is a cool breeze running thousands of miles, blowing the temples, kissing the cheeks lightly, with pure fragrance, whispering softly, like singing a love poem in a low voice.

Gu Fengzhu took a deep breath, felt relieved, and felt familiar with everything he saw.

"I'm back." He looked at the light blue sky without even a trace of fluff, and his voice was soft.

After leaving you, I learned to adapt to the world.I'm doing well, but I still miss you.

So I'm back, back with you.

At the most beautiful moment of the day, with his wandering heart, under the blue sky, he was looking forward to his eternal destination.

Shen Mujin did not always